Me and my friend are very depressed. I have finally come out and told my doctor so I am getting help. But not my friend, her parents won’t accept the facts. So we have come up with a plan to runaway. I’m not gonna tell you cause if I do go through with it, then police will find this and know where I’m heading. My only way out of this world is listening to Hollywood Undead, they’re music is my life. If your gonna search them, then look up the song “Bullet” , “The Loss” , “Knife Called Lust” , “Hear Me Now” , “The […]
When wonderful, beautiful, amazing people don’t know what they’re worth, it makes me want to cry. It makes me want to reach out, and scream, “I SEE YOU. I see you, dammit! Can’t you see that I see you?!â€
I remember being in that dark place. I was worthless, and I couldn’t never be good enough for someone to really love me… I was a monster. No one loves a monster right?
Wrong. To ALL of you “monstersâ€, rejects, outcasts, odd balls, losers, and worthless pieces of shit, I see you, and I love you.
I remember wanting to die. That’s why I’m here. That’s why […]
Out of sight, out of mind
Swept beneath
Laid to rest
Out of sight, out of mind
It will not hold
It cannot be contained
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Let the waves carry you
Let it flow
Let yourself be taken.
Swim against it
Keep moving forward
Push it all away.
Some waves lift you up
Others will pummel you down.
You choose your direction
Should you stop, all is undone.
You will lose energy
You will lose air
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Get up
Keep going
Falling […]
I am Doris used every single spell worker on the internet, spent untold amounts of money and discovered they are all fakes…i was the fool though; doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. In the end, I decided that I wanted a tarot reading to know what my future held for me; I contacted a woman who lives locally to me and she told me about a man named (priests meruja); he does not advertise on the internet, has another job for income, has no set prices, makes no false promises and refuses to help anyone that cannot be helped […]
i dont want to be here anymore. im done with everything that comes around the corner. I can’t stand my family more than the next person. I feel so depress and empty. I dont belong in this world much longer. I want to go grab my extension cord and go hang myself outside. Why do i even try? I ask my friend for help and i havent heard a replied over two weeks. Im just done i dont want anyones help anymore. I will just let them wait for me to be dead. They dont need me anymore im just their fucking slavey that has […]
I just can’t live anymore. I got caught so I can’t overdose. I need ideas. I’m not asking for your ideas because technically you would be helping me kill myself.
I just need to die, Or have someone to talk to. I’ve lost all my close friends and my life has been really bad.
I see so many people want to die want to give up i feel that every second but i dont know how to help except for be here to talk to and everything and tell everyone i know exactly how u feel and please e-mail me i wanna talk even if its just to say hi im here please i cant keep up with everyone…mkafan12@yahoo.com
things are getting serious think im gonna do it sooner than i thought, i just wanna fucking leave…last week i went to counseling he a old man and he tried to kiss me…i believed him. all are letting down me including god, i just fucking hate this whole universe, i ve been seeing suicidal dreams i feel like i wanna stab my heart…every time it beats i hate that son of a ***** im gonna kill him
In reading old notes and can’t remember the dream bout Nycolle but I wrote it in my notes of my iPhone… Idk when I did that but why don’t I remember, choking???
It started out with me staring at a picture of Nycolle. My brother was doing an excellent job of photoshopping it and taking everyone out of the picture except her. I stopped for a moment and ended up at a hotel, the same one I talked to Nycolle in once. I walk to this secretary of mines office and check the place out and leave. I end up back home looking at the […]
okay so i’ma give you all a film tip or whatever
Hot Rod
holy shit where do i start, this film is my new favourite film, fucking hilarious, not even kidding, it’s the funniest film i’ve ever seen in my entire life, watching it right now, 2nd time.
i can’t even choose my favourite part, but i think my favourite line, that i can remember at least, is
‘i’m frickin’ pumped! i’ve been drinking green tea all goddamn day!’
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vh2WcxP4XU8Â green tea part
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fgp0TJ5kmvo trailer 1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P0N5HWNgWtA&feature=related trailer 2
this is my hat now, this is totally my hat! LOL the way he says it  and then kicks the guy on the ground
“Life isn’t fair.” I have heard this so many times in my life, but never was there any over used phrase to aid in coping with it. I met my first love in high school. When we graduated, I wanted to take care of her and marry her, so I joined the army. After a few weeks of basic training, my sunday call was spent listening to her state that she doesn’t want to marry me, and that she was seeing another man…… I tried to kill myself twice, both with tylenol. The second attempt was extremely close to success. I was talking to […]
i choked and the headaches and sensitivity at night to sound are back but at least I’m helping someone learn how to suicide properly. I’m a 16 yearold boy with a brain filled with information “Not for the weak or faint-hearted” like the ranger handbook I got that is close to worthless but still okay. I know more than him about the cartoids even though I don’t know if it’s an artery or what, probably, but I do know from common sense that if you block it you knock out and I do that on a nearly daily basis. I went a good 3 weeks […]
so yeah i only got a few hours left to live. i’ve chickened out way too many times, you wanna know why? because i can’t find the right information about my fucking method, i THINK i’m able to block the carotid arteries, but i’m not sure. why? because there is no information on the internet and no one here replies, so fuck it i guess then, i’ll just go ahead and do it.
but still, this site is fucking useless man, no one seems to help. i’m not talking about help as in trying to convince me not to commit suicide, i’ve already made my mind, but […]
if you so please convince me to live. tonights the night. wish i could say goodbye to few people, but thats beyond my control.
I recently got with some guy that I’ve liked since the bigining of the school year, my 2 best friends, loved him, they cut over him, one, carved his name.. But I liked him first.. I don’t know who the ***** is in this situation, I would and am thinking its myself, but I don’t know.
A bunch of girls liked him.. I liked him, and it turned out he liked me..
The odd thing is that we never had any classes together besides gym, but we never spoke in gym, never.
We only had the TAKS and the Benchmarks..
But anyways, as I said a bunch of girls […]
I don’t think people like being around me. Â Friends tend to hang out and not invite me. Â If other people speak to me its usually just to mess with me. Â I wish I knew what was so wrong with me.
Sights, sounds, smells. Â Our senses.
They are what make us human simply because we use them to tell stories, to remember memories.
tell me friends, Â what would be the last somg that your eyes would close to.
I’ve always though it would be “Half a world away” by Oasis or ” The End” by the Doors until I heard the opera song “Ava Maria”.
Is something more beautiful because you don’t understand it? Â Is not understanding something beauty in its self?
Let me know your comments. 🙂
NEW YORK (Reuters) – The Rutgers University freshman who committed suicide after his roommate spied on his encounter with another man said when he revealed he was gay his mother “completely rejected” him, court documents showed.
Arguing the despair that drove Tyler Clementi to jump to his death from the George Washington Bridge started before he arrived at Rutgers, lawyers for his roommate, Dharun Ravi, said in court documents that criminal charges against their client should be dismissed.
Lawyers for Ravi, now 19 and charged with bullying Clementi for being gay by spying on him with a webcam, say prosecutors presented a distorted and misleading account of […]