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I feel confused

by lolzmay 6/16/2014

written by lolzmay

It’s been 19 days.

The medicine I’m on seems to have taken away the so familiar feeling of sadness I’ve had for as long as I can remember. The change is so sudden that I feel like I’ve been stripped of a part me, I part I loathed but at the same time loved. How is it possible that now that my depression is on the way to being cured, I don’t want it gone?

It’s as if I would rather stay with my roller coaster of a life then be happy. Do I really hate myself so much, or is it just her ensuring I never […]

6/16/2014 0 comment

first time on here

by breyln839 5/21/2014

written by breyln839

OK so I was just and average 12 year old until I entered sixth grade and I had a crush on this boy Jonathon*. He knew I liked him so he started calling me ugly, fat,ect. Â He also told me to go cut myself and die, so I did what he wanted I watched the blood go down my arm as I got weaker and weaker I stopped for my mom cause she threatened to put me in a mental Â hospital, Â so I stated to cut in nonnoticable places like legs ankles thighs. Â So moving on to the beginning of this year. Â I’m still twelve. […]

5/21/2014 1 comment

afterlife…

by bestbuds94 5/21/2014

written by bestbuds94

well my name is tony im 19 ive been down and depressed over the past few months or so I just don’t think there is nothing much more I can do on this world..everything I do or touch turns to shit…in my mind im a worthless piece of shit of a human being im done feeling like this so what im thinking bout doing is taking my own life and im gonna join theÂ many people in the AFTERLIFE….

5/21/2014 0 comment

I feel so terribly scared.

by Ifeelsoscared 4/22/2014

written by Ifeelsoscared

Hello I am a 19 year old girl and feel so terribly scared. I am currently in a clinic. I am no longer with my family because they abused me. I just wanna die. I feel so terribly alone. Every second, every minute, all I ever see is fear and feel pain. The people here in the clinic are nice but I feel like they don’t understand me. Besides they don’t seem to know how to deal with me. I have panick attacks all the time and my body jerks whilst I remember horrible memories in my head which I just can’t turn off. My […]

4/22/2014 3 comments

fed up of life

by steven s 3/2/2014

written by steven s

I’m 19 years old and ever since I lost my job in September I feel worthless. When I was younger me and my dad never really got on because he started working offshore and he wasn’t really there for me and I took bad to it. But he got me a job beside him and everything was great I was finally spending a lot more time with him and I got a lot more closer to him then I lost my job due to me getting bullied in the work place. And since then I feel worthless. My self confidence has went right down hill […]

3/2/2014 2 comments

Reaction

by Greenz 2/26/2014

written by Greenz

It seems like I’ve posted something like this before. Hmm…

At first, I had this long disclaimer about how this post was one big pity party…but then I realized that many, many posts could be interpreted as such…So anyway…

I was reading some other thread, and came across this comment:
“I understand if you want something done you have to do it yourself.”
Which is true enough; at the very least, you could set the ball rolling, could you not? But then again, there’s this thing from greek mythology about a god, called Sisyphus, who is compelled to roll an enormous bolder […]

2/26/2014 1 comment

Day 19

by LetItGo 1/30/2014

written by LetItGo

Hi Guys,

It’s day 19… Woo… Ummm sooo… Guess I’m continuing these things?

My day… I had a few panic attacks… Well to be exact two… *sigh* Maybe they’ll get better… Umm… So yeah….

How am I? Physically: Terrible absolutely terrible Mentally: Awful

My physical state… *sigh* I’m sickish… I have a headache, my nose hurts, I may or may not have a fever and I’m really stressed out… So I’m not doing so well in my physical state all I want to do is curl up and cuddle with someone, but alas no one is here to cuddle with […]

1/30/2014 3 comments

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