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Anniversary

My love anniversary! I do not want to be around to see it next year:(

by lostallhope123 9/6/2018

written by lostallhope123

Today, is my 9th love anniversary as per Indian date – September 7. But he is no more. He is my best friend, and then my first love and we happened to fall in love during our college. Exactly after one month and one week of our relationship, I lost him to an accident. That’s where it all started. Depression. Feeling to end this life.

I’m so overthinking, so overly emotional, so sentimental. I have been this way since my childhood. I do not know how to handle my emotions even for smaller things. When I lost him, I felt my entire world became completely darker […]

9/6/2018 2 comments

Anniversary

by kristink 2/11/2014

written by kristink

have a nice social buzz going what better time to reach out? today is an anniversary of sorts for me. oneÂ year ago today i got felt up by a cop in front of an office full of people. checking for the gun i had recently purchased.Â inÂ my state i had to wait 3 days to get it.Â so therefore i didn’t have it yet. the whole incident was traumatizing. and in after thought was a mistake. should have learned to keep my mouth shut. i really don’t know what i was hoping to accomplish. my stay at the nut hut was a waste […]

2/11/2014 3 comments

My Path to Recovery

by progmessiah8 5/8/2013

written by progmessiah8

Hi friends.

Many of us on here have experienced a tremendous amount of tragedy and loss in our lives unfortunately. I wanted to share with you what I went through, and how it changed my life.

It all started on January 15, 2011. That morning, my parents had taken my 9-year-old cat Tiger to the vet. During the past few days, we noticed that he had become more distant from us, and began to suffer weight loss and smell odd. He also was found in places we normally didn’t find him, mainly my parents’ bathroom. However, being the foolish optimist that I was at the time, I […]

5/8/2013 2 comments

Her

by codyhapner 3/27/2013

written by codyhapner

Makena. I love you more than life itself, i put so much trust into you. i put it all in for you, i have never loved anyone or anything the way i love you, i didn’t have to be a strong man because you were strong for me, i think of all the moments we have shared together. You kept me from drinking you showed me how to be in love. for 2 years i have loved you more than anything. Now its all gone and you don’t even care. I am in pieces and you are just fine did 2 years not mean a […]

3/27/2013 1 comment

Just Another Post About A Girl

by Skylit 3/18/2013

written by Skylit

Ever since I was 12 I wanted a wife, kids, and to be a doctor. Â It was the perfect life to me, to have all that happiness as soon as possible. Â Iâ€™m with the girl of my dreams, the girl who can be the one. Â She even use to say she wants all of that…with me. Â Starting two months ago though she seems to be ignoring me and not talking to me like she use to. Â The anniversary rituals seemed to have stopped. Â I went to the hospital today and she was worried and was talking to me more than she has been. Â It made […]

3/18/2013 2 comments

All I have ever wanted is to blend in

by SheFallsAsleep 2/23/2013

written by SheFallsAsleep

On TV or in books the protagonist is always described as “ordinary girl”, someone that just looks like no one special but turns out to be very special to just the right boy… People always want to stand out, be that little bit extra pretty, extra smart and just special. I just realised from the very beginning that I had no shot at being special in a good, charming way and extra pretty never kicked in either. I lost the “cute” when I turned about 12 and it just never came back. Instead I just grew tall, and big and insecure. I faked confidence well […]

2/23/2013 5 comments

Alone again.

by imsostupid 2/7/2013

written by imsostupid

It’s been one day since our anniversary and we’re fighting again.

I’ve had alcohol.

I can do it or I can not do it.

I feel like it’s all threats but I’m just a *****.

2/7/2013 3 comments

Self-Harm anniversary?? How I started to cut.

by Engeltje 1/21/2013

written by Engeltje

Today.
21 january.
One year.
One year of self-harm.
One year of cuts.
21 january.
21 january 2012.
The day.
The day I started cutting.
Cutting on my hands.
Cutting on my feet.
Cutting on my hips.
Cutting on my belly.
Cutting on my lower arms.
Cutting on my wrists.
Cutting on my chest.
I can remember that day as yesterday. Saturday 21 january 2012. I grabbed a scissors and started to scrape and scrape on my hand until there was a little scar with a very little bit of blood. I did it, couldn’t go back. Well, it doesn’t matter, right? It was just […]

1/21/2013 7 comments

i made mistakes

by jmvsic 9/19/2012

written by jmvsic

i’ve never posted here before. i’ve read a lot of posts, and wanted to respond to many… but i never could find the right words, because i would feel hypocritical telling someone “it will be okay”, when in fact it very well may not be. i know that’s not the point, but still.

i had everything i every truly wanted. i was married to the most beautiful girl in the world, who also was my very best friend. i have been head over heels in love with her since we first met in 2001. i was 19 then, she was 16. we both made some mistakes, […]

9/19/2012 7 comments

I’m my own worst enemy

by Rachel 6/22/2012

written by Rachel

I am so completely exhausted by constant suicidal thoughts and fantasies. Anytime I make a little mistake, or when someone’s response to what I’ve said feels off, there’s a voice berating me, telling me, “I hate you, you’re a stupid fucking whore, go kill yourself. Go kill yourself Rachel. Go kill yourself,” over and over and over. Every day. The theory being: “Everyone remembers every little stupid thing you do and they hate you for it. You should kill yourself and make them forget how stupid you are. Don’t tell anyone, don’t ask for help. They’ll never see it coming.” I don’t think I’ll actually […]

6/22/2012 2 comments

A Letter

by cbrown 3/30/2012

written by cbrown

It has almost been seven years since you were taken away from me. Every holiday, especially Mother’s Day, your birthday, and the anniversary are particularly hard for me. However, what is killing me is that I cannot remember how your voice sounded, how you smelled, whether your hands were soft or rough, how it felt to be hugged by you. With every passing day your memory gets fuzzier. And I am in so much pain because I have had to grow up without you surrounded by people who do not appreciate their own mothers. I hate how people make passing comments about “my mom” without […]

3/30/2012 3 comments

Some things are good;p

by LMAOiCutMyself 3/14/2012

written by LMAOiCutMyself

Soo..today is mine & my boyfriend’s one month anniversary..I know it doesn’t seem like much, but we’ve actually been together since October 5th..That’s about 5 & a half months<3
I may not be IN love with him (yet), but I definitely love him..he means the world to me. I'm just saying, I think there's someone special out there for everyone that can help you get through whatever it is you're going through just like he's helping me..(:

-Shannon;*

3/14/2012 1 comment