so, after the failed attempt last week of shaving my legs (got really really bad razor burn, legs were covered in bumps) I noticed basically all of the bumps were gone, and they were just red spots on my legs, so I decided to try again, thinking it wouldn’t (really was thinking couldn’t) be as bad this time, I used a new razor instead of the dull one I used last time (it was dull last time) and I even used shampoo (no money for anything better) and welp, all was well, I thought I was fine, and then like 13 hours later during class, […]
Are most people annoying, or am I just always irritable? Probably the latter, but who else finds people highly annoying?
I don’t actually want to kill myself. I want to live. I want to not just breathe. I want to live. I’m constantly feeling like I’m dying. I have dreams, I have goals, I want to live. So why can’t I!!! Why is my life one huge disappointment after another! Why is everything extra fucking hard for me! Why can’t I be normal!!!! Why do I even suck at my suicide attempts!!! I can’t do shit right.
I fucking hate when I open up to someone about my depression and they say ” well you don’t look depressed”. Depression is not measured by how much you cry or the number of cuts you have. Its a mental illness it affects everyone differently
Okay so, my best friend (let’s say her name is Anne). So Anne and I are best friend we tell each other all our secrets and we  always hang out, she truly is my best friend. Well one day Anne was feeling really down and she asked me to give her some guys that should could talk to so I Did. At the time I had a huge crush on this guy (let’s say his name is drew). So drew was the best he was sweet and kind and he said he had feelings for me.  I thought he could make Anne feel better. So […]
So in my family, my parents are very crazy about what  I wear not my brothers just me. I have to wear long sleeved shirts and long pants no shorts no low cut shirts no tight clothing which I mean isn’t really bad but it gets annoying when I see all these girl in different styles and I can only wear long pants and long shirts(the shirts also have to fully cover my butt) I can’t wear high heels or make up and my  dad freaks when I do. Today I wore a shirt with a. V neck and my dad went ballistic he said […]
I have no one to share my feelings with except the web where squalling little children are crying about their life and how “hard” it is because their parents “don’t understand them” and yadda yadda yadda. Get over it, you are 12-15 crying that you hate life and you never get what you want. Well, news flash! Life isn’t fair you little shit. You will learn one day as you grow up and it is going to be one hell of a ride but don’t fucking meander around moping how you have a shitfuck life because your parents won’t let you stay out till 2am […]
I attempted suicide last night again.. but as you can tell i didnt succede. I took a handful of prenatal vitaims but just ended up heaving my guts out along with some blood. My dad and i got in a huge fight, cause i hung up on him in the morning while running for the bus.
It got worse when he planned TWO doctor appointments in the middle of my end of course test. I was pissed so i sent him a angry text in all caps. Then when i got home i went to a friends to install a game onto my computer and we […]
Hey everyone! I just wanted to share something….
Lately, I’ve been wishing for my death whenever I’m irritated. I’m sort of easily annoyed. Little things get under my skin. Like, whenever someone comes into my room and leaves my room without shutting the door. That really pisses me off. Whenever I try to get my uncle’s attention and he takes forever to respond (He deliberately does that) because he’s focused on his iPhone irks me, too. I dislike going through the trouble of doing something for someone else because they choose not to do it themselves (Referring to family. I am the youngest, so I’m ‘bossed’ […]