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Anxiety Attacks

Letting It Out

by hang_on_fighter 1/17/2013

written by hang_on_fighter

Hi everyone.

This is my first and probably last post on this site. No, it’s not because I’ll be dead tomorrow. I just need to let out my feelings on here, once and only once, because I can’t do it in real life.

First off, I don’t care who’s reading this, since it’s anonymous. I’ll say that I probably can’t be considered truly suicidal anymore, because I don’t ever seriously think about suicide–it’s mostly a compulsive thing that plagues me when I’ve had a bad day. The reason I’m really here is because I’ve had so many feelings lately and no one to talk to about them, […]

1/17/2013 3 comments

How come people dont understand?

by ItsJustMe79 7/30/2012

written by ItsJustMe79

Okay I said I wasn’t going to come back to this site but here I am. You ppl seem to be the only ones to understand. I’m in my early 30s and very alone. It sucks so bad but at the same time I push people away. I have these anxiety attacks and deal with depression so it embarresses me to be around anyone but at the same time I can’t handle being alone. I kno makes no sence at all. Its just like now… I lost 3 people just yesterday. Crazy weekend… had the police tracing my fone b.c. I was open to a […]

7/30/2012 5 comments

Tired of the secrets

by crazymom 5/24/2012

written by crazymom

I want to share my story, of who I am and how I got here, but I can’t share it with those I know so this seemed like the next best thing. I don’t know who is out there reading this, or if anyone even will, but there is a comfort in sharing how I feel without fear of judgment or persecution.

I will start with the easiest parts. I am a 29 year old mother of 3, married to a great man, and working at my dream job. I volunteer at my church and also lead a girl scout troop. So […]

5/24/2012 6 comments

My Life, I love you.

by sunshinepark 4/30/2012

written by sunshinepark

I guess I should start from the beginning. My name is Sunshine. Well not really, but its an alias. I don’t care if my punctuation is that great either. I have been there. Maybe my life hasn’t been as bad as a lot of people, but I am fighting my own demons. I have always felt like an outsider. I have a list of things wrong with me. I don’t currently take any medication for anything either. I have attempted suicide as well as have cut in the past. I still get very depressed every so often. And I don’t like talking about it because […]

4/30/2012 1 comment

First Post… We’ll see how it goes.

by LostForgottenSoul 4/29/2012

written by LostForgottenSoul

No need for a name, therefore, my name will me Anonymous. I’m a 17 year old female who tries to hide away most of her emotion. I was diagnosed with depression, PTSD, mild OCD, insomnia, and possible BPD. My life is a nightmare most days. After my initial hospitalization, i started treatment, and for the most part it helped a lot. But lately, I’ve loss interest in school, isolated myself a lot, and am becoming increasingly more impulsive (I went out one day and just got a tattoo, on my wrist. So much for ever being aÂ professional.) I have attempted suicide 5 times […]

4/29/2012 23 comments

Afraid and Alone

by arashihi 1/29/2012

written by arashihi

I hate to sound whiny about my life. There is good and there is bad, as is part of the deal with being alive. I am not like most people, that have reasons and feelings to be suicidal. Most of the time I love life.
My problem is that I have some weird form of anxiety attacks. Nothing seems to trigger them, like most people have. I have theorized that it is some chemical that doesn’t flow as steadily through my body as it should. When there is too much I have anxiety attacks where […]

1/29/2012 6 comments

I Miss It..

by Silent Screamer 12/31/2011

written by Silent Screamer

I miss the cutting so much.

It’s odd.

For a while.. I didn’t think about it.

I didn’t think about anything.

I was numb. But now..

It’s like a need.

I have anxiety attacks now.

I will start crying.

I need cutting.

Not burning.. nothing else.

Just cutting.

But I just can’t get a fucking blade.

12/31/2011 3 comments

My attempted suicide

by This too shall pass 4/26/2009

written by This too shall pass

In 1998, I decided I no longer wished to live…all because of some man who I loved who did not love me back. I think a part of me wanted to live and just wanted to cry out for help. The reason I say this is because I was on the phone talking with a crisis councelor telling him I was about to kill myself. He asked me where I live and I refused to tell him. I didn’t know he could trace the whereabouts of my call but, I am glad he did. I took this bottle of Klonopin…1 mg a tablet and swallowed […]

4/26/2009 5 comments

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