The same problems from my family are the same , problems with my in laws are the same . I want to cut but I want to cut so deep I bleed out I know my wrist won’t work I want to slit my throat. my phone is a jinx and broke again so my husband went to get me a new one he asked me if I want to go I can’t my in laws are coming back in town so I have to clean . while he walked out my head said no don’t go if you do I will kill my self I will kill myself. is it true if I puncture my main artery in my neck I will bleed out in 5 seconds. I think the puncture wound would be small so my corpse will look nice in a casket.
I feel like I’m loosing my mind I just want to die .everything I do is wrong and I’m a liar I”m so tired I have nothing I can’t cry because it’s selfish I want to die .