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Why do I still feel this?

by Bri 1/11/2015

written by Bri

Hi. It’s me again…

It’s been a few months… I’m officially sixteen woo! (anyone else sense sarcasm there?)

I found myself thinking of this place last night, while trying to force myself to sleep some so I thought “Hey, why not?” y’know? So, here I am again.

A lot has happened since last time I logged in, and I know I always seem to say that when I post, but it’s true.

I don’t know exactly how I feel about it, honestly.

So, if I didn’t mention it in my last post, my older brother and his family moved in with us, since they needed a “new” start… It was […]

1/11/2015 10 comments

Things are beyond hopeless. Things are ridiculous. Came to realizations too late in life. I’m almost 50 and just realized that my parents are self entitled critical narcissists who eroded my self esteem and that I spent 15 years with a spouse who is just like them. I have been the take it and put up with the bs – in every relationship and work place. Because why ? Because I settled and took the first boyfriend/job that comes along to get out of the debacle…the cycle has been continuous. Fast forward to now: I have no money and will run out of dog food […]

1/9/2015 7 comments

Have you ever wanted to disappear?

by infinityonnhigh 12/20/2014

written by infinityonnhigh

I’ve been thinking a lot in how would things be if I die. It’s complicated. I don’t want people to suffer because I’m not here… is not anyone’s fault. But it’ll be awesome to know how many people care about you, even if it’s just for a moment. Wish I could take things better so I wouldn’t be thinking in suicide as the best option. Good luck everyone.

12/20/2014 3 comments

it’s never too late

by L0STgirl 11/26/2014

written by L0STgirl

You may not know it but so many people care about you… I’ve recently attempted suicide and when I woke up in the hospital only then I realized the awesome people I would have left behind. Yes life sucks and sometime it seems almost unbearable but nothing last forever not even emotions. Tough times don’t last, tough people do. Get the help you need and try your absolutely best everyday and you will find some sunshine in what seems like an awful storm. It’ll be hard, I won’t lie, there will be days when getting out of bed seems like a chore but never whatever […]

11/26/2014 5 comments

“Do You Really Want to Leave Your Family With That Kind of Pain?”

by Lovebug4142 11/4/2014

written by Lovebug4142

My mentor told me something a few days ago, that stuck with me. She said: “You really want to leave your family with that kind of pain?” Hmm, no. But I’m tired of ME being in pain. I’m tired of waking up everyday, and hating that I have woken up. Im tired of faking a smile and making people think I’m ok. I’m tired of never being good enough for anyone. I’m tired of hurting people. Yes I know that if I kill myself that people will be sad and hurt. But they will get over it. Its not like Im something valuable to this […]

11/4/2014 3 comments

Saying Hi

by EvilKitten 10/22/2014

written by EvilKitten

I’ve been super crazy busy and I hate that I don’t have time to come on here and read posts, comment or write anything. You are all awesome and have been so amazing to me, so I just wanted to pop in and say hi and that I’m still here, just working a lot and busy trying to find a second job. Crazy crazy life never slows down, haha.

I hope you all are well and hopefully I’ll get my schedule balanced out soon. I miss chatting with you guys.

10/22/2014 3 comments

Update

by EvilKitten 10/13/2014

written by EvilKitten

Hey guys,

Firstly, thank you all for being so awesome to me these last like 6 months. You have seriously been the best people and are always so encouraging and helpful and try to make me and everyone else feel better about whatever crappy situation has us bummed out.

Thank you to all who have donated money, shared my link to spread awareness, and/or offered encouragement. You guys are awesome, and I can’t thank you enough. I would hug you all if I could. You have restored my faith in humanity and proven that people can help one another in times of need. Amazing. Seriously gonna cry […]

10/13/2014 6 comments

having an awesome day finally

by andartarius 7/22/2014

written by andartarius

I have been unable to get out of my house for three months now, lethargic and just very miserable, but today was different, finally. Ive just upped my medication and i feel so much more energetic i have walked outside in the sun all day long and i dont feel like a fat fuck for once. Im determined to drop all the weight ive put on these last months… hopefully this day is going to be the first of many good ones…little panda drawing i did to up yalls mood…lets stay positive for once!Continue Reading

7/22/2014 5 comments

Nice teeth

by Phil McLoven 6/7/2014

written by Phil McLoven

Do you ever get the urge to spontaneously start dancing because the joy you feel is so overwhelming? There’s a song playing in your head, you’re beautiful, everyone loves you, andÂ your future is sure to be awesome?

Does that ever happen to you?

6/7/2014 55 comments

love saved my life

by lonewolf23 5/26/2014

written by lonewolf23

Love is beautiful.Â It gives you a reason to live. Just go out there and give….. It feels awesome.

5/26/2014 9 comments

texting

by Kallian 5/18/2014

written by Kallian

Texting and driving. They’re not a good combo. Seeing as I was in broad daylight, wearing a visible light blue shirt, and using a crosswalk, there’s no reason for me to get run over by some idiot who thinks that she’s too awesome to put down the phone for a bit. Well, two surgeries and some awesome pain meds later, I’m here. I got lucky, only crush damage on my organs, apparently hit my spleen pretty good, but they fixed that. I know I want to die and all, but not by getting run over

5/18/2014 0 comment

by Unimportant 5/10/2014

written by Unimportant

Sleeping is awesome.Waking up and realizing how much does this world suck is what I don’t like.If death is like eternal sleep then I have nothing to fear but I still am very scared.Fear of death is probably the only reason why I didn’t kill myself.

5/10/2014 5 comments

Wondering Why

by nohopeleft 5/10/2014

written by nohopeleft

I thought I had life figured out, but I don’t. I’m so tired of people telling me that getting good grades or graduating from college takes away the pain of empty or loneliness; it doesn’t. I’ve graduated twice now and I can’t feel happy and it doesn’t bring me joy. I used to have this awesome imagination and I used to believe that anything was possible, but the devil has taken that away from me. And yes I believe in God, I always have. I know he is powerful and mighty and I know he is working for someone, but the devil has definitely kept […]

5/10/2014 8 comments

Why one must be suicidal

by addicted 4/16/2014

written by addicted

1. Get a chance to think ” all suffering human beings on earth are foolish”

2. You become moonshot thinker ” either achieve big or do nothing”

3. One fine day you may suicide, which is awesome

4. Mozilla keeps suggesting “suicideproject.org” when you press ‘s’ in address bar

4/16/2014 2 comments

Ticking Time, but Grateful

by AABBCCDD 4/2/2014

written by AABBCCDD

Finally my baby is with me,

Prep all insurance, covered all form of debts.

Making a awesome home for him

Will spend all my time with him and leave with him.

Screw the Gods or anything resembling them.

It was my work, his effort, our promise that gave us some semblence of life.

Even its short i will live with him and follow him to the next.

Hopefully can be a father to him with a fully working body.

4/2/2014 0 comment

Hello April!!! =^_^= Please bring me and all people Good Luck…

by snowflake 4/1/2014

written by snowflake

Hope April be a awesome month…

4/1/2014 1 comment

Two of Swords

by BreathofBrandyandDeath 3/31/2014

written by BreathofBrandyandDeath

I think this is the position, so many of us are stuck in.

A female figure sits blindfolded, as she calmly balances two swords across her shoulders. Behind her is a large body of water and above her is the moon.

The woman’s seated position, in combination with the crescent moon, recalls theÂ High PriestessÂ card, and we find a link as well in this card’s representation of the characteristic feminine strength of intuition. The woman’s blindfold and the sea show a necessity to rely not on immediate stimuli but on deeper thoughts and feelings, that […]

3/31/2014 1 comment

I just cut myself for the first time.

by pbsman 3/6/2014

written by pbsman

It was exhilarating. It hurt alot, but it also somehow felt really good. My heart started racing, my anxiety suddenly kicked in, what a strange yet incredible feeling! How was I so blind? I always thought people who cut themselves were insane, but this is awesome! I can’t stop now! G’day to you, my friends. Imma keep at it! So wish me luck!

3/6/2014 6 comments

Self Doubt/Really struggling…

by bugman 2/4/2014

written by bugman

So much self doubt that I will survive these suicidal urges. Even my therapist is really worried about me. I can’t get suicide off my mind. Lately some issues have resurfaced that have caused me to start burning again and have me thinking of suicide almost constantly. These issues include relationships(romantic),fear of abandonment/rejection,boundaries,self hatred,etc…I keep having dreams/nightmares about suicide and think about suicide all day long. I watch videos on how to do it,videos about people who have committed suicide,videos about people who have survived suicide attempts and listen to songs about suicide. Several times lately I have had the knife to my wrist ready […]

2/4/2014 0 comment

FRIEND WANTED

by YesImloveable 12/7/2012

written by YesImloveable

Today, well it was a better day then yesterday.

I stayed home from school ‘cuz I woke up depressed. But, spending the day doing nothing didnt make me feel any better.
Im just as lonely and sad as I was yesterday. Since i didnt do anything I thought alot. And I realized my friends really dont like me. I mean in high school you dont really make that many new friends, you just drop a few old ones, and keep a few old ones..
And I realized I need a new friend.. So, anybody reading this (if anyone is still actually reading my boring post)

12/7/2012 14 comments