It was exhilarating. It hurt alot, but it also somehow felt really good. My heart started racing, my anxiety suddenly kicked in, what a strange yet incredible feeling! How was I so blind? I always thought people who cut themselves were insane, but this is awesome! I can’t stop now! G’day to you, my friends. Imma keep at it! So wish me luck!
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This is almost bad as the cigarette commercials with hot chicks smoking to make it seem cool…
Don’t paint self harm as something to be excited over…like its a good thing…no matter how it makes you feel at the end of the day its damaging you more than its helping you
that reminds me… i was in an online game yesterday, and someone had named their character “StartSmoking.” I found that hilarious.
LMAO!!! dude….I would have died laughing….
What online game? I myself am a big player of online games.
path of exile.
I cut myself for the above-a-solid-number time today. Stopped after a few. I did it for the excitement rather then the ‘release of endorphin’s’. And then it started feeling just good. But now it doesn’t give me a release. And it doesn’t give me that adrenaline I crave anymore either. So now I’ve stopped. Must get adrenaline in a different way. . .
But this could land you in the hospital easily too, at one point I cut so much that I look back and wonder why I hadn’t landed in a hospital. But rather, the girl I used to talk to who had ten less and shallower cuts then me landed in the hospital. World works in mysterious ways. It must, when spilling your own blood starts to feel good.