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by K.J 3/29/2016

written by K.J

Ever since I could remember I have been bullied and made a social out cast not only at school but at home as well. My father is a bad man and he has since been put in jail. My older two brothers aren’t exactly model siblings, and my mum takes all her anger and frustration out on me, even though I’m not a defiant child.

So as far back as I can remember I have felt these depressing feelings and have suffered from many mental illnesses. My mother, whom does not believe in that kind of thing, has been emotionally and physicaly abusing me since I […]

3/29/2016 2 comments

I fucking did it!

by thelost 11/4/2015

written by thelost

I made it in! Fuck yeah! If you don’t know what I’m talking about, here’s this http://suicideproject.org/2015/10/unrelated-to-the-normal/ . HOBY motherfucking leadership camp, I’m on my way. Yes!

11/4/2015 6 comments

I’m alive

by melodychild 8/23/2015

written by melodychild

I was planning on dying this week. But I didn’t have the balls to do it, or the opportunity really. So now I’m alive, I haven’t exactly decided to live but yet here I am. Now I have no idea how to go forward. Work starts on Monday and I’m gonna have to be happy. can’t really be depressed around little kids. I’m scared. So scared to move on. I worked for a summer camp and did horrible, the lady implied that I shouldn’t be working with kids, yet here I am. All the jobs I have lined up for the fall are with kids. […]

8/23/2015 2 comments

think i know when

by stormfall 7/3/2015

written by stormfall

I have a couple weeks off soon. I can head into the woods camp a few days relax and just never return. Solitary peaceful quiet… then just gone.

7/3/2015 1 comment

God wants me to kill myself

by babydontcut 4/22/2015

written by babydontcut

im at a 6 month church camp and ive cane to the realization this morning that God wants me to kill myself and that im possessed.. now i have to find a way to sneak off campus and do this

4/22/2015 3 comments

Ideas?

by effystonem 2/23/2015

written by effystonem

Last summer, I was at a camp and one day I was really upset. My friends kept knocking on my door but I didn’t answer because I didn’t want to speak with them. After about 10 minutes, the counselor came knocking and I opened the door. To sum things up about the 6 hours after that, they thought I was attempting to kill myself. It was 6 hours of interviews, crying and honestly, a lot of people thought I had died. I told them people had misinterpreted the things I wrote in my notebook, the things I said and this one event. They believed me. […]

2/23/2015 1 comment

Just typing. Thanks for the space.

by BethChilds 9/11/2014

written by BethChilds

So so tired. So rageful. It’s weird holding both of these inside of myself. Fog and anger. Wish I could…wish I could.

Suicide of sacrifice. Leaving so you can LIVE. Really live. How is this selfish? My one and only goal is that you are happy. If you never knew me you would have already achieved this, but I’m a huge road block. I yell, scream, fog my way into your life and fuck it up. I WISH you could see this. I wish you would yell back at me. I wish you would leave me so I could die without guilt. My depths are anger…thick, […]

9/11/2014 0 comment

Never Call a Girl Fat Even if You’re Joking

by alyssa_cries14 8/27/2014

written by alyssa_cries14

We all have those moments where we just want to die. This was a feeling that I had that was stronger than ever. Since I was a little girl, I was fat and I have been called fat. I’m not gonna lie…it hurt badly. It made me feel terrible. Those beautiful girls out there were skinny, so where does that leave me? I cried and cried myself to sleep sometimes because I was ugly and fat. As I got older, it was worst. You were judged all the time, whether if it was how pretty you were, what was your weight, or the clothes you […]

8/27/2014 12 comments

Thanatos: Vanilla Ice of S.P.?

by misanthrope 7/27/2014

written by misanthrope

Will S.P.s resident Hamster Hole Extraordinaire “Thanatos” persue his newly discovered RAW GENIUS rap skills and TASTY hard-hitting lyrics all the way to the TOP? Recent Vegetable HATE themed slurs and Hard-Hitting innuendo about “Peacenicks” and “Treehuggers” are igniting flames of controversy.The word in the SP backalleys, among the gallows-humor Elite ,and the UltraNeurotic underground IS that EVERYBODYS favorite GrumpyGus is just engaging in some diversionary Shit talking BECAUSE of a contentious story with several conflicting versions.Our most reliable source tell us:T-Hampster(still ironing out the rap name…T-Hole? Are you creative?-postt all your great ideas!)) He was sexually assaulted while hiking naked with nothing but a […]

7/27/2014 38 comments

at the end, don’t forget…. the trumpet. The volks wagon trip

by Bisban 5/28/2014

written by Bisban

I’m the dying guru guy. A skeleton would have been more exquisite.
A leaf blunt in my mouth. These rotting depths, Seraphim pray for me.
I have never done wrong. In the art of dying. Can you be a next door.
In my labyrinth. Brone, drive me … a little to the east. Set up camp in the land.
I can find a way. This can be, our ground zero. I’m the rotting celibacy dude.
Be a man. And come see me. I’m the dying guru dude.
Be the dude, and come see me.
Haha.

First, we need to crack my egg back to life. There’s […]

5/28/2014 1 comment

How does August 8 sound?

by Counting Down the Years 5/25/2014

written by Counting Down the Years

My daughter’s last day of camp is August 10. If I leave August 8 and send a delayed e-mail to her father, that gives him a day to clean up the mess (and hopefully feed the cats). He’ll have to pick her up, obviously.

5/25/2014 5 comments

should I?

by yanislav 4/26/2014

written by yanislav

hello there.

my name is Ian, i’m 18 years old. I hate myself. i’ve been cutting myself since 13, but i’m not even remotely an emo. it just calms me down. it was okay, but tonight i thought that maybe just self-harm is not enough. i had this picture of me inside my head where i lie on my bed, bleeding to death, listening to my favorite album by Swans.

my mother despises me. unlike my two perfect brothers, children that she made with the man she loves, not my father. she hates my father. and me. my father doesn’t remember me. haven’t seen him for 15 […]

4/26/2014 9 comments

Day 27

by LetItGo 2/10/2014

written by LetItGo

Hi Guys,

This post is going to be bit short… Sorry about that… It’s a bit late here… About 10:30 here… Sorry about posting so late…

Anywho how are you guys?

How am I? Physically: Sore. Mentally: Let’s not even go into that….

My physical state… Soo I am bit tired… My trip was after school (around 2:30) the group I was with drove up to Menogyn (Took us about 6-7 hours? Maybe seven… Not sure… I think driving was 7… And then picking up everyone was about 1/2 hour… And eating dinner was 1/2 an hour…) Anywho so after that […]

2/10/2014 1 comment