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disgruntled

by Lazarus 4/13/2017

written by Lazarus

Sorta upset. Sorta not. Mostly disgruntled. Okay, I’m pretty upset.

Its my birthday in a few days.. April 15th. I’m turning 18. Having a dumb party and all that good shit. Which.I’m excited about, yeah. But after that I have to take my fucking GED test that I’ve been studying for for years now on top of regular high school. (Its a weird homeschool situation.) sorta upset I had to drop out. That my high school diploma I would get if I didn’t drop out wouldn’t even count. Really upset that I have to take this dumb fucking test. I just want to pass. I’m so […]

4/13/2017 1 comment

Drunk already….

by dyinginny 2/4/2016

written by dyinginny

It’s just passed noon here and I’m already drunk. I need to write because I’m struggling alone here. I quit all my psych meds and I’m going through some bad shit. I have to stay strong though. Being on meds made me fat and stupid and lazy. I’m tired of living in a fog. I recently read Anatomy of an Epidemic and it’s about how mental illness has gone out of control since the advent of modern psychotropic medication. Big pharmacy companies are full of shit and for most people these drugs do much more harm than good. I recommend anyone suffering on meds read […]

2/4/2016 9 comments

The Loss of an Innocent (Sexual assault)

by DarkWeasley 1/2/2015

written by DarkWeasley

(Warning, this is sorta long and it may trigger things for some people. Bex, isn’t a real person. Bex is just something I used to make this easier to write. Whether or not you read this is up to you, I just felt it time to put it out there.)

Dear Bex,
Why do we blame ourselves for the shit that happens, when it’s we who are the victims?
Why do we try to act like nothing has happened, when the events are life changing?
Why do we hide beneath our own humiliation, when it’s they who should be humiliated?
Just why..?

This is something I’ve […]

1/2/2015 7 comments

Drunk as shit..

by tokenmaster 2/18/2014

written by tokenmaster

i’m drunk as shit right Â now, otherwise i wouldn’t be posting this. i want to end it all so bad but i can not because i don’t want to hurt my family and friends. first post to this site, feel free to comment whatever you like. i really want some help but don’t actually believe any of it exists Â for me. sorry for the incoherent babble. if i was brave enough to post sober i would have.

2/18/2014 1 comment

Sick of Hurting People

by Shinigami 12/23/2013

written by Shinigami

My name is Rachael. Im 17 andÂ I have always been screwed over by guys. But what I do is I let them walk all over me and I will still be the one that apologises. I do the same thing with my “friends” to, they can bully me and screw me over as much as they want and I still wont care. you know why? Because I’m so scared of being alone.
Well, I’ve had my heart broken that many times that I have pretty much ruined the only good guy that I’ve met. I have a boyfriend at the moment… lets call him…. Dean. […]

12/23/2013 0 comment

Life Story

by XSuicide ThoughtsX 8/31/2013

written by XSuicide ThoughtsX

I grow up with my mom yelling at me my dad coming home drunk, high, he would come home angry, he would always attack me or my brother or even my mom. I guess all the anger and sadness i have in me is because of him he abandon my family. These past few years have been the roughest i haven’t seen him in 4 years. I wont see him for another 8 he got arrested. My mom and my me havent been getting along always blaming me for everthing it sad when your own mom even says she doesnt want to be alive because […]

8/31/2013 1 comment

Good Bye

by The End is Now 6/2/2013

written by The End is Now

so im sick of this…. my drunk 15 year old sister is now bullying me to. she was my last true friend….. imma take all my sleeping pills tonight and all the pain pills i can find. i am srry i cant go one in this pain. imma just end it. i love you world i just wish u loved me back….Â

6/2/2013 6 comments

fownd by mum

by why i dont no 5/18/2013

written by why i dont no

under the rode brig

wet hot and shit filld

needels allarownd

bottels of beer

drunk to erly

mum fownd me

in the wreck of my life

run away from mum and him

im a littel dick in his mind

sumer holds no good just shit

frends gon

famaly wish i was dead

and dont blame them

acustic gutar song wighting

leting my pane flow trow me

1 deep breth

2 3 4 go wightÂ play just get it out

if not the other semfor of life cuting

that dos it

feeling beter allredey

and then talk to my self for the rest of the day

so luckey

to be here

5/18/2013 0 comment

Shame on me.

by fallenangel33 4/28/2013

written by fallenangel33

I got drunk. Shame on me
I snuck out. Shame on me
I cut myself. Shame on me
Eating Disorder. Shame on me
I’ve made mistakes. Shame on me.

Well, now I’m ashamed. Now I’m worthless. Now I’m alone. Now I’m a burden. Now I want to die.

Everybody makes mistakes. Shame on YOU for judging.

4/28/2013 0 comment

Vanish

by af7erlife 4/21/2013

written by af7erlife

i wish i could drink to the last drop..just get drunk everynight..to forget everything, to get some sleep..

the hangover..i dont mind, it’s easier to deal than this life.

music and pills are my Â best friends.

No one knows, Â i’ve been pretendingt that i’m happy, Â masking things with smiles.

i wish i could vanish, dissapear …even better if i could die in no time.

death somehow is so peaceful, no yesterday, no tomorrow, just a silent stage and place …with no more pain and tears.

4/21/2013 1 comment

I need cutting

by givin' up? 4/5/2013

written by givin' up?

i cut myself
but i try to stop
i have a formal party next week and i can’t have scarfs..
but it seems like a scape way.. I’m frustrated I’m depressed all time It’s not healthy but being sad all day isn’t too
alcohol it’s another scape way but I’m 15 and my parents don’t know tha I drink.. and please I can’t be drunk or drinking all day I’m a teenager without money, in school time and I live with my parents
I’m only 16
I need cutting
maybe It’s time for help.. real help
(sorry if my english it’s bad.. I’m from Chile) […]

4/5/2013 4 comments

Vicious Cycle

by darksky21 4/5/2013

written by darksky21

I come here tonight to freely express my feelings and thoughts without the fear of being judged and with the hope that someone out there may understand. Okay ….let’s be honest, there’s still a shit load of fear, but I say fuck it.

I’m still having quite a rough time. My depression is weighing heavy in my head. Can barely lift it up. My isolation is at an all time high. The majority of my Â “friends” are occupied anyway. I don’t feel like I have any true friends. But I’m sure my isolation had a big part in that. I just have no drive. I’m afraid […]

4/5/2013 1 comment

Where do I find the courage?

by ctb-driver 4/5/2013

written by ctb-driver

I have hundred’s of reasons to die, and almost none to live (zero that matter).

Where do I find the courage? Get drunk, drop some pills? I do have a loaded gun in mouth, so that part is OK.

4/5/2013 10 comments

My Story.

by TheUnnoticedOne 3/30/2013

written by TheUnnoticedOne

Hi, I suffer from Manic Depression . Not many in my school know that. They think i’m happy, maybe even normal teenage girl. I’m 14. But this is were it all started.
When I was little, I was always the “troubled” child. My parents would curse at me , call me a “retard” , “slut” “whore” all different types of names when I just was two years of age. It wasn’t only the names… my mom was a drunk and my dad wasn’t so much of a help either, she would hit me, with all sorts of things, whatever she could get her hands on. […]

3/30/2013 0 comment

Maybe just a little drunk

by DamagedGoods 2/3/2013

written by DamagedGoods

Perhaps I am to drunk and shouldnt be typing this, but I am. No one, no one, no one, should be forced to live when they are not happy. How dare all of you out there making people feel crappy because they are BRAVE enough to say F U world and do what they feel is nessary. How dare you all talk down to us as if Oh, I have been there and I pulled through, GOOD FOR YOU, do you want a gold star? No, I mean No to experences are ever the same and as humans we are all diffrent and so we […]

2/3/2013 2 comments

I’m such a Fuckup :(

by ravanys 1/10/2013

written by ravanys

And as my pain settled over feeling lost, I started talking to my friend again. And I guess I got a bit pissed. I made her believe she hurt me 🙁 It hurt her and now she hates me xs
Why can’t I just deal with people the way I should ? Why do I always have to push away the people I care about. I’m a horrible person. I’m a horrible drunk, stoned, carving motherfuck. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself!!! I deserve to die 🙁 and if it weren’t for other people I can’t betray like that, I would 🙁

1/10/2013 19 comments

I doubt anyone will read this..

by Hatethislife 1/5/2013

written by Hatethislife

I am so hurt and lost. For the past few months my life has been crashing down around me. My mom is in jail for 5 years. Living with a dad I never met before because my grandparents didn’t want me. In ten days I have to go to a bootcamp for a crime I didn’t commit. After 16 months my girlfriend left my for my cousin. I lost my job. I don’t know what to do. I hate this world. I’m lost and alone in a big city. I need help. I get drunk almost everynight. I’ve been to rehab fir it already. I […]

1/5/2013 3 comments

My friends ask why I have to be depress and I can’t answer that

by magdalena 11/15/2012

written by magdalena

So like an hour ago, I got a visit from 2 of my best friends here in Oxford.

One of them is a girl. Another is a boy, which if you read my last post, my crush.

I told them, I was drunk while I was in the State, I know I promise them not to get drunk again after that night in Oxford. They were pretty mad, which of course, they have absolutely right to, I deserve that.

They began to preaching me about being depress, choice to get drunk blah blah blah

And then they asked, why I have to be depress? when has this begin?

You know […]

11/15/2012 7 comments

Only he knows what really happened.

by ohhfunk 10/24/2012

written by ohhfunk

About a month ago, I decided to drink with some friends. I ended up drinking more than I thought and the next thing I knew, I was at a park. I didn’t know how I got there or who was with me at the time, I was just out of it. I was scared. Confused. I had no clue what happened. While I was there, I was in and out of knowing my surroundings and what was happening. I remember my best friend right by me helping me out and trying to figure out what to do. I remember trying to call someone but ending […]

10/24/2012 5 comments

I just don’t understand

by sigh 10/22/2012

written by sigh

Sometimes I just do things and don’t realize how fucked up those things are until it’s too late. It’s like something just takes over my mind or body. I have sex with boys that I don’t really like then I get mad at them for calling. I am not a good person. Or I don’t know how to be one. I don’t really know. I always say that I’m not just one of those bitchy girls who plays mind games and fucks around. But I am, that’s exactly what I do. In fact, I’m probably a lot worse than all those girls because the entire […]

10/22/2012 12 comments

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