I like to smile,alot actually and you know what? I love when people smile and when they’re happy it’s sorta like i feed off of people’s happiness.I smile at everyone,I smile and say thank you to everyone because the way i see it,maybe that person was feeling under-appreciated,sad or just like it wasn’t worth it anymore and then you come along and flash them this great big smile and say “thank you” or anything won’t it brighten there day alittle? I hope so. Whenever i see a sad status on Facebook or anyone who looks like they’re in a bad mood,i do all i can […]
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I just want to sleep now and never wake up again. I sent an email to my mum confessing that I was diagnosed as depressed and with an anxiety disorder too. I don’t think she has read it yet but she looked my straight in the eye and said to me “I don’t give a fuck.” Â She asked me earlier to tidy my room but I couldn’t bring myself to do it. I said il get around to it and thats when she said it. Im just pathetic. I adore my mum and its devastating to think that she might hate me for my illness. […]
so i posted something on a website,i posted that i was trying to make friends, friends and nothing more, so this dude replies,and says he wants to be friends, so he writes me once, i write him once,then his girl friend starts harrassing me going into his email, talk shit, acting like i was trying to be more then friends,saying i destroyed her family, i dont even know her family, and i keep telling him to leave me alone to, and he wont, is it even possible to destroy someones family if you never met them and only talk to someone a couple times through […]
An email I chose not to send (altered to maintain anonymity):
I am going stir crazy. I really want to see you, but I can’t find a good excuse. Mom is psychologically abusing me, and I don’t think I can take it much longer. She constantly monitors me. She waits until there is no noise coming out of my room before she falls asleep. I don’t even think she sleeps most days. That would explain her insane need for productivity. I have no one to talk to at home who will listen to me and support me. I am trying to see my therapist here without […]
Hi all,
I read now some stories of the suicide project and I know that some of you have to deal far bigger problems then I have to, but I just can’t help myself. Your posts always encouraged me not to give up on anything and I will not commit suicide by now and I think I won’t ever do so. I know some of you by now really well. Â alina_01 I have read a lot of your stories. All tough we don’t have the same situation. I feel with you. I hope someday you will find your peace and get a good live again. I […]
i havent been on here in so long, i forgot about how sad i was until i read all of these posts i put up. i came back for one reason and one reason only, to say goodbye to this website. i dont need it anymore 🙂
i have the guy of my dreams, my mother and me are happy, and im just happy. i dont cry as much anymore i mean, i still do but thats either period related or just missing my daddy. but im happy
so i over came my suicide. my dark moments filled with pain and sadness. gone, all the pain is […]
If theres anyone like me that thinks about suicide when they have no one to talk to…especially at 2 a.m.
I was just wondering if theres anyone like me that needs to talk or text or email or whatever.
Well, I’m not sure if any of you guys can remember a young woman on here that went by the name of bex21, but a month ago today, her life ended due to overdose. On that night, January 17th, at about 2030, she emailed me and begged me to reply, telling me she had already done what needed to be done and she was playing the “waiting game” and she only had an hour or two left to live. She was in a lot of pain. I emailed her and we sent messages back and forth for about 2 hours, sharing each other’s stories, but […]
SO, I met an amazing person on here, and i can tell I’ll meet many more amazing people. I can help any of you guys out and message you when ever you need me! I AM A REALLY HELPFUL PERSON! AND I’M REALLY BUBBLY WHEN NEEDED!
EMAIL ME!
Naiomyhernandez@gmail.com
I would email you but I can’t send emials,not that I know anyway but yeah are you there?
My background:
I had started wondering about death and would habitually wish for death and say ‘never mind’ 3 times afterward. This started when I was around 10, until one day I stopped saying ‘never mind’ and decided to see what would happen.
My life has been met with intense anger, anger that caused me to once whip my mother with a PC controller wire after I smashed it off the banister when I was around 16.
I started cutting myself on Valentine’s Day 2007, senior year. I started under the notion that everyone would leave me once we graduated. They all did except one. My last friend […]
And she was, like a blade of ice, Like a lonely road, clear as day, alive, Always sharp and cold, always beautiful, I am such a fool….
by Nat....
written by Nat....
ok, so…. I’m depressed. Most of you know that….. I know how you people feel because I’m the same.
I just wanted to let you know that you are not alone, I want to believe that too so I know how hard it is….
If you want to vent or just talk, then email me. I like finding out about other peoples stories and situations….
So email me ?
EmoQueen221@live.co.uk
<3
Is there anyone from the Scandinavia or so?
I need someone to talk or write with. I’m a daily cutter and i hate my life. (Btw, i’m a boy. 21 yo)
If anyone does, just type their email please.
Thank you for your attention and time.
I turned 14 on the 3rd
I have been sexually abused around 4-5 times
I recently found out in an empath and can see/feel spirits
I am bisexual
I have a girlfriend
I have forgiven my sexual abusers
I self diagnosed myself with a chronic social anxiety disorder
I have a needle phobia,its pretty bad
My favorite color is any shade of green except normal green 🙂
I am fairly happy
I survived chronic depression without medication or a therapist
I hate my mother
I love mismatched socks
I dress emo
My favorite band at the moment is Botdf
My girlfriend is cheating on me […]
Do you leave a suicide note beside you? A delayed email to friends and family? A delayed Tweets perhaps? Something to stop people thinking you’re so “selfish” and explain your problems..
Hello it’s been awhile since I’ve been in this but I’m back and I wanna help all of you.Everyhing stays confidential and I will try to help in what ever way I can.I won’t judge anyone because we are all in the same position here,I just wanna help people and try to make there lives just a little bit bearable.i don’t think anyone should commit suicide but that isn’t my choice so I won’t stop you in that decision.you don’t have to tell me anything immediately we could just be friends first or whatever you want but I am very understanding so please let me […]
kay so i really want to make a difference. like do something! you know what i mean? but i have no strong feeling about any idea. well kinda stereotyping and stuff but how can i stop that? i want to make a movement type of thing… i need ideas and people
anyone willing to be with me on this? email me morgie222@hotmail.com.
I’m serious about this!!
and though I may not always be able to offer solutions to your problems, I will listen to them and I will care. Please email me at snjelly@hotmail.co.uk.
Hello. If you feel the need to talk to someone. Please, go here. Here we have a chat and you can talk to us, or email. However you feel most comfortable with.
http://leaveitallbehind.weebly.com/
Well im not sure why im here i geuss this site just felt like the best place to share my story. Ive helped a lot of suicidal people and i was told that i was very good at helping to change there lifes i listened to them and helped but ive never had any one help me. When i was born my mother and father were addicted to cocaine things weren’t so bad my dad had a stable job and i had my grandfather. When my grandfather died i was about 4 or 5 my dad became closer to my uncle who was also a drug […]