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Close, but no cigar!

by ClairDeLune 4/12/2014

written by ClairDeLune

Yes, I’m going to take these damn pills now, my life sucks and it’s my own fault. It’s so easy, just pop the paracetamol out of the package and swallow it with some water. Yes, that’s what I am going to do!

But wait. What if it doesn’t work? Better check on the internet what an overdose of headache pills does. Hm, signs of sickness and vomiting after 24 hours. Lethal after 5 days. 5 days? That’s way too much time! I would go to the hospital for sure. And then? Irreversible damage to the liver and maybe even need for a transplantation if an antidote […]

4/12/2014 3 comments

what the hell happened to reason

by addicted 4/11/2014

written by addicted

Many human lives are clueless,Â at end of life “what you did with 100 years” finds no answer

Most of things on earth (god, rules, ethics, philosophy, technology) are developed by few confident, intelligent, strong humans
remaining all species really don’t have any clue on what the shit they living for

1. Not enough money for live the way we want

2. Even if keep accumulating the money with job doing, it takes a life to make reasonable amount of money.

3. Any how we die, why the shit we should undergo lots of pain to continue doing what we are.

4/11/2014 0 comment

Why can’t I save&load in real life?

by ClairDeLune 4/11/2014

written by ClairDeLune

Seriously, only one single time, for Gods sake. I fucked up so much, I made way too many mistakes and I was too chicken to do things I should have done. I had enough chances to change something in my life and I took none. Not a single fucking chance. I guess I deserve to be here after all.

4/11/2014 3 comments

So Tired

by JungleRed 4/11/2014

written by JungleRed

I’m so tired of this life. I’ve never felt comfortable in any situation and I seemingly can’t make anything work. I never feel like a normal person, never have. Even if by some miracle things are good, I find a way to destroy it just by being my uncomfortable self. I’ve done this so many times that now I’m just too tired to try.

I haven’t worked in more time than I’d like to admit. I’m 35, will be 36 at the end of the month, and I still rely on someone else to support me because I just can’t bring myself to face another rejection. […]

4/11/2014 1 comment

by noexception 4/10/2014

written by noexception

How long does it take to suffocate? Just wondering if anyone knows . If you dont know then please dont respond. Dont tell me not to do it or I have choices or im not trying hard enough or I feel sorry for myself. Ya every body goes through shit and someone always has it worse , still want to die so tell me what you know or dont please. I just wanna know how long it takes.if anyone knows I dont want advice I just want to leave this world I dont care. I dont have family or friends im alone so it wont […]

4/10/2014 7 comments

go to hell

by nobodysgirl 4/9/2014

written by nobodysgirl

http://suicideproject.org/wp-content/uploads/2014/04/Georgia_Mass_Choir_-_The_Best_of_My_Story.mp3

where can I go where there is nowhere to go to who can I talk to who isn’t already playing what can I do when they have everything laid out and planned for me already wtf can i get my shock now can I get my whatever the hell they gone give me now I don’t care anymore commit me, kill me, anything is better than submitting. I don’t believe andi don’t have to I lost enough of my soul and I don’t care who don’t believe me: who I am, what I am supposed to be idont care who believes me or not […]

4/9/2014 6 comments

The Freak Show

by rach 4/5/2014

written by rach

Doomed from birth.Â Â Where is the justice in life?

And it’s not about karma there is no karma.Â I know so because I am one of life’s “freaks”.Â If I had a past life, I had the same essence, the same personality I have now.Â Otherwise I’d be a totally different person.Â IÂ am anÂ innocent creature.Â Never was a bully.Â Never was even cleverÂ or strong enough to figure out how to bully the bullies.Â But god made me a freak anyway.

Maybe god prefers the freaks.

http://www.thehumanmarvels.com/

I don’t believe in heaven but if I did- these people deserve to be there more than anybody.Â And if I were […]

4/5/2014 4 comments

Numbness

by Allabi 4/4/2014

written by Allabi

Been crying for two days straight, can’t deal with the pain no more.
I really tried but seems I’m not strong enough

4/4/2014 1 comment

by purityisperfection 4/3/2014

written by purityisperfection

I’ve been having so much trouble lately. I’m too stressed, I’ve been incredibly suicidal. And I can’t sleep. And it’s all because of people. I just wish I could meet someone who was genuine and actually just wanted to carry on a conversation. But who knows, I might not be here long enough to ever find out…I just want to know if it’s worth it to stay and try to find that person.

4/3/2014 0 comment

by lostandconfused17 4/1/2014

written by lostandconfused17

Laying here, covered in sweat and tears

Bodies still heaving

Complete yet broken to pieces.

So close to another, but eons apart.

Wanting to be held,

But the pain is too much

Staying here, covered in blood

Body shaking

Falling to pieces, but finally whole

All alone, but one with the universe

Wanting to be held,

but the pain is enough

4/1/2014 1 comment

I scream out loud, but would anyone even hear me?

by TheHarshLightOfDay 4/1/2014

written by TheHarshLightOfDay

Why can’t anyone hear me?

Why can’t anyone hear the screams?

Why can’t anyone hear my screams?

You were able to hear them.

You listened.

You shielded me from the pain

You saved me from the cold

You dawned on my world like the sun

But then you set

All suns set.

The stars aren’t bright enough in this black world

The screams are loud

Can you hear them?

They’re breaking a glass wall

A glass cage

The cage can’t hold the demon any longer.

The world will burn in the night

I can plummet into the sea

Before I allow the world to burn.

Perhaps the cold water

Will stop the screams.

4/1/2014 1 comment

Just another story

by poulgara 3/30/2014

written by poulgara

What do you expect from a delinquant. I am not fucking insane even if I want to be. It would explain everything that has happened along the way with me, but all I really am is stupid and delusional and just a total crackhead. I wish I was brave enough to take my own life. Maybe someday I will be,but all that I want now is to be stong enough to die, to throw myself under a car or cut my wrists or just take a bunch of pills and never look back. I may have found the perfect way but the […]

3/30/2014 0 comment

They don’t know when enough is enough.

by breakeven 3/29/2014

written by breakeven

People don’t care until you’re dead. I think we all know that now. I wish it wasn’t true. i wish there was some sort of way to show people how much they’re hurting me. I wanna hurt them back by leaving. By doing this act of killing myself. To show them how much shit they made me go through. I hope they cry. It must be very morbid for me to say all this but that’s how I feel. How can I help it?

3/29/2014 3 comments

I’m back

by breakeven 3/29/2014

written by breakeven

Here I go again. I’m so done with this shit you know. How much can someone take? When do you say enough? When can you tell someone they’re the reason you wanna leave this world?

3/29/2014 1 comment

7 years of suicide attempts

by crystal 3/29/2014

written by crystal

I began having severe depression at 12 years old due to achieving an erection everytime I stood up. That lasted for 8 years til I was 20. Depression worsened after 2 years and when I was 14 I started having suicidal thoughts but I kept them to myself. Â I had so many suicidal thoughts over the next decade, it has to total in the 100,000s. Â I dropped out of high school due to having no energy to continue.

I went to college many years later. I had constant suicidal thoughts, every building I saw I saw myself jumping off of. Sometimes with myself set on fire. […]

3/29/2014 4 comments

Smart

by karenation 3/28/2014

written by karenation

People assume that we, who are suicidal, are stupid or not smart enough.. We are actually very smart, we can see things the way they are, we analyze the problems and we know there is a solution but we also know it will always come back to the same Shit

3/28/2014 24 comments

Alive Out of Habit

by breaking_the_cycle 3/28/2014

written by breaking_the_cycle

http://suicideproject.org/wp-content/uploads/2014/03/Alive-Out-Of-Habit.mp3

Why should it be taboo to kill ourselves? Just because other people don’t want it doesn’t make it abnormal. I don’t understand why people want to continue living with all the shit they have to deal with. Wake up, go to school/work/, eat, sleep, rinse, repeat. I’ve had relationships, but to me they’re more trouble than they’re worth. I don’t want to have kids. I care about my family, but that’s a tiny portion of life. It’s not enough to keep me going because I still have to be me every day and it’s exhausting. The rest is work, eat, sleep, fuck, etc. That’s […]

3/28/2014 23 comments

Father-son relationship

by lonewolf23 3/27/2014

written by lonewolf23

So me and my dad don’t get along very well…..we never have. I love him and he loves me but unfortunately I inherited too many of my mom’s genes……too many for him I guess. We’ve never really had time to bond, especially not in a family of 7 or what once used to be a family of 7……Don’t worry, nobody died. My parents just got divorced a couple years back that’s all. But anyways the point is me and my father are 2 completely different people. Sure I’ve got some of his genes in me but not enough to show. I’m a really calm, easygoing […]

3/27/2014 2 comments

You.

by marz 3/27/2014

written by marz

You beat me down,
You struck me low,
Don’t know how far you think I can go.
You don’t know what it’s like to be me,
Look through my eyes and you will see,
How hurt I am,
You don’t give a fucking damn,
I’d rather die than listen to another lie.

All I ever wanted was your love,
Doesn’t seem that you have enough.
Can’t you see it’s killing me inside,
I’m sure you’ll be sorry once I’ve died.

3/27/2014 0 comment

My Story. (If you care enough to read it)

by MissMisfit 3/26/2014

written by MissMisfit

Hi. I’m.. well, I’d rather not state my name. I’m 13 years old- shocker, yeah? No, I’m not some “emo” kid looking for attention. All I ask is to not be underestimated. I know I’m too young to be this sad, but I guess that’s just how it is..Â So, I guess I’m just going to let it all out. I’m setting my life out here because why not?

My depression. It all started when I was eight, my family was falling apart. My parents split up, and I didn’t know how to feel. My mom was crying herself to sleep every night and I thought it […]

3/26/2014 14 comments

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