Yes, I’m going to take these damn pills now, my life sucks and it’s my own fault. It’s so easy, just pop the paracetamol out of the package and swallow it with some water. Yes, that’s what I am going to do!
But wait. What if it doesn’t work? Better check on the internet what an overdose of headache pills does. Hm, signs of sickness and vomiting after 24 hours. Lethal after 5 days. 5 days? That’s way too much time! I would go to the hospital for sure. And then? Irreversible damage to the liver and maybe even need for a transplantation if an antidote isn’t taken within 10 hours. As if I didn’t have enough problems in my life.
Maybe I’ll just wait instead. There’s enough opportunity ahead to do this anyways. And I didn’t even write a suicide note! I need to be better prepared for this!
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Can’t tell if srs… I always see you posting in defense of a higher power, what do you think said power’s reaction will be to your suicide? I’m sorry, I’m not trolling, I’m seriously just so confused right now.
That’s just what went through my head a few hours ago, not something I made up.
And about the higher power thing: I am not “as serious” a Christian as others on this page are, I don’t even go to church regularly. But I hate it when people talk shit about Christians. If a psychologist had to analyze me he would probably say that I am defending my faith to show myself that I am serious about it.
That sounds stupid, of course Im serious about being Christian. I meant to write less conservative/ more liberal.