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by TheGlassChild 6/5/2014

written by TheGlassChild

I’m freaking out. I’m fucking freaking out. I can’t wait anymore. I want her. I want her to want me. Why is she taking so much time ? Why doesn’t she miss me ? Why doesn’t she come back regretting everything and saying I’m the love of her life ? It’s not fair. Stupid shitty life. I don’t deserve this and I’m sick and tired to collapse under your vicious hits. This girl is meant for me and she doesn’t even realize it. She doesn’t even want me. What will I do, alone and miserable in my stupid small apartment. Without her. Without everyone.

I won’t […]

6/5/2014 4 comments

Life Ain’t Always Beautiful

by Haley427 6/3/2014

written by Haley427

This song was written by a talented singer and song-writer after he lost his wife to suicide. I think it’s worth a listen. It tells the story of pain, relapses, and finding the ultimate happiness that everyone yearns for. The struggles you all are dealing with now will make you stronger, wiser people. Happiness will come with patience. Stick around and give it a chance.

“Life Ain’t Always Beautiful” by Gary Allan

6/3/2014 1 comment

why i dont have any goals?

by zombieeee 6/3/2014

written by zombieeee

hey everyone needed ur help, hmmm don’t know where should i start from im 25 unemployed with a mba degree, i have a sister who is excellent at everything she does whether studies or in career. Lol i hate to say this but these days in getting jealous of her. She is loved by everyone around and always excel in anything she do as far as in concerned i don’t think that i even exist in this world. she overpowers me im like a shadow who is there but no one can feel its existence

6/3/2014 16 comments

I don’t know who will read this.

by Lunaa 6/3/2014

written by Lunaa

.. But I want to get this off my chest. I need to.

I came across this website an hour ago, I figured I could possibly post my thoughts here, because it’s just a forum right? No quick replies, no need to put up a front; because I’m fake. I want to be real, I want people to know the truth about me. All my life I put up a front. I act like an apathetic asshole.. But that’s not who I am and it’s just this bad habit. It’s this wall I have, because I’m afraid. Every time I tear down this wall I get […]

6/3/2014 5 comments

My pathetic sob story. I’m sorry. Help…

by cloudysky 6/2/2014

written by cloudysky

Hi, I guess. I’ve been browsing this site for about two days to see what it was all about. I discovered it while being extremely upset Sunday afternoon, and well… I guess I decided to post here. I really need help… This is very long by the way I’m sorry.

I feel stupid for even feeling depressed and suicidal. It’s not new, I’ve been like this for a while now. At least a year. Before I tell what tipped me off, I guess I’ll give some background… I’m so sorry for bothering everyone on here I needed to get this out.

In seventh grade I […]

6/2/2014 4 comments

My Story.

by Ellenmarie2014 6/2/2014

written by Ellenmarie2014

September 26, 2013

Imagine going home every day feeling terrible about yourself because a boy thought itâ€™d be

funny to start an inappropriate rumor about you. How would you feel if every day you hid up in your

room crying because the girls at school whispered that you were fat, ugly, and worthless? What if you

were so anxious about the outfit you were wearing that took two hours to pick out that you plead sick

and stay home because you donâ€™t want to be laughed at today like you were the day before? Eventually,

you find yourself left with seemingly only one option, it didnâ€™t […]

6/2/2014 5 comments

by dead 6/2/2014

written by dead

It’s hard to stare at a blank page, feeling so much inside but not being able to put any of it into words, or answer why it happens. In Psychology, they say Free Association is a way to examine the unconscious, where you say whatever comes to mind, but what if you can’t put anything in to words? I’ve never been much of a writer because how could I be one when words fail me so often. I’m in a different universe than everyone else, no one understand what I’m trying to convey and I can’t speak the language to get it across myself.Â Â It’s like […]

6/2/2014 1 comment

Chilling slowly out from life

by LovingLife 6/1/2014

written by LovingLife

Here’s a great chillout piece for everyone. Enjoy, have a drink and relax. 🙂

Check out the video text:

With every sunrise, another day of our lives, begins

With every sunset, another day, is lost

Life is short, so every once in while

Break the rules; Forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably and never regret anything that made you smile

Growing old is compulsory, but growing up isn’t

Life might not be the party we hoped for, but while we’re here

Let’s dance.

6/1/2014 0 comment

I cantâ€¦I’m sorry

by theunwantedgirl 5/30/2014

written by theunwantedgirl

I’m 16 next monthâ€¦ i cant take this anymore. I’ve been through so much. I believe God makes our plans before we are born and this is part of mine. I tried telling people but they think I’m being dramatic or I’m not serious. I wish someone understood. My friends know but they cant help me, they tried. I cant help myself anymore. I’ve been harming since 6th grade but it isn’t helping anymore. I’ve become a raging ***** to everyone and i dont know how to stop it. All i do in life is hurt the ones I’m close to and break everything i […]

5/30/2014 0 comment

Wrote my goodbyes to people

by nvrlivedaday 5/29/2014

written by nvrlivedaday

Just wrote 3 suicide notes basically saying goodbye to certain people that I know love and care about me forreal. I begged them all in my notes to not cry for me but smile because I’m not suffering anymore. I wish everyone that knows me would just do that for me I mean I’m gonna kill myself because I truly feel like that’s what I have to do to get past this misery it’s never gonna get better I was having chronic depression since I was 8 everyday literally every day till now I’m 22 everyday wish to god to just take my life I […]

5/29/2014 8 comments

no one needs me

by wasteofeffort 5/29/2014

written by wasteofeffort

from the moment I could talk, all ive ever wanted was to be helpful to someone, and make them happy, actually be worth something….. yet all my life I have felt that I never help anyone….I feel like no matter how hard I try, I will always remain usless and worthless….I feel like no one ever wants or needs me, and I don’t feel loved….. I just want to make someone smile…… but all I ever do is hurt them and make them angry……nobody loves me, nobody cares about me…..I just wish I could die….it would spare everyone from wasting their valuble effort on someone […]

5/29/2014 1 comment

Aim Carefully..

by borderlinescared 5/28/2014

written by borderlinescared

Well, where to begin. I’m new to this whole thing. I figured, why not express how I to a bunch of people I don’t know? So, here goes it.

Im 16, no I’m not perfect, Â no I don’t have the worst lifestyle a human could have, but it could definitely be a hell of a lot better. I am now a sophomore in high school, and if anybody told you that high school was easy, they’re lying to you. Quit while you have the chance.

I have been bullied since the fourth grade. Crazy right? Who knew that girls could be so mean. I was always quiet, […]

5/28/2014 2 comments

I don’t want to live any longer

by Jijarugen 5/28/2014

written by Jijarugen

Hi there, I stumbled across this site and I really think it’ll do me some good to post my “suicide story” here.

So, I’m 15 years old and have always struggled with depression. Currently, my life is falling apart. Please don’t tell me that “I’m only 15 and I don’t even know what it’s like to be depressed yet” because I really don’t want to hear it. I always have made an honest effort to just keep my head up and try to stay happy but it seems to get harder and harder each day. I’m not a smart kid, by any definition. My grades have […]

5/28/2014 3 comments

I’m feeling deep yet over tired and can’t sleep

by Remnant The Unbroken 5/28/2014

written by Remnant The Unbroken

Hm. Maybe less than a week if things go well, and a warm bath with steel will be it. I finally see the light at the end. Hahaha. No one knows no one knows. Lock the door turn up the music and let the water and red run together. Bye bye guilt bye bye grief I’ve finally cracked but now I’m taking these demons down with me! No more jitters no more anxiety no more numbness no more pills no more fucked up brain no more pain in other’s eyes no more no more no more I finally get what I deserve

No more. It doesn’t […]

5/28/2014 2 comments

this world is a filthy place

by kitty_31999 5/27/2014

written by kitty_31999

i hate this world

people dont care about our feelings, im depressed i would never off myself even tho everyone around me makes me wanna kill myself, i dont feel sad, i dont feel anything, we are saving our selves from this world, we are making the world a better place for everyone. i dont like it here but i need to be here there was a purpose to my birth, i just dont know what it is. if you get sad dont cut, right what you hate about yourself on a piece of paper then burn it, just burn it and you will never see […]

5/27/2014 2 comments

I wish I had the courage

by CataplecticChaos 5/26/2014

written by CataplecticChaos

I hate my arms. I’m covered in scars. I smile and pretend I’m totally fine, I laugh and I joke. Among my friends I’m the one who cheers them up, gives the best advice, makes them laugh. Do they genuinely feel close to me? I don’t feel close to them. I don’t really feel close to anyone. I can’t let people in.

I was doing a good job of it recently, I was opening up. Light was shining a little in my life. Just a teeny bit. I pined for years. I pined and I pined and I pined. Finally last year I realized my pining […]

5/26/2014 0 comment

Done

by Done 5/25/2014

written by Done

I just feel so done lately, done with everything and everyone.I get in my car to drive somewhere and I just want to take my hands off the wheel. The thought of growing up absolutely terrifies me. I feel so depressed, and I want to go to the doctor, really I do but she told my parents last time and I would literally quit if they found out. I’m just such a private person, I don’t like big groups or other people. I absolutely detest with a fiery passion being told what to do or being mocked for being “grumpy”. I’m overweight, so overweight and […]

5/25/2014 1 comment

More Severe Mood Swings

by JiminyCrispies 5/25/2014

written by JiminyCrispies

I don’t know what’s wrong with me today. First I woke up and didn’t feel myself, and since then my mood’s been up and down throughout the day. I’ve been going from happy to angry to upset, and it’s the stupidest, littlest things causing it – sometimesÂ nothingÂ has happened and my mood changes. It’s been like this more recently; more evident and severe within the past 8 to 9 months. My 5 year old brother and even my stepdad flinch whenever I raise my hand for anything because they know I can fly off the handle at any time.

Just earlier today I […]

5/25/2014 0 comment

I wish I could be a cat..

by ilovecats 5/25/2014

written by ilovecats

Most indoor cats are the luckiest beings on earth. Well besides, models, billionaires, (insert: anyone you think is very lucky).

As a cat I would get all the affection and love I’ll ever want. I would not be rejected cause I am hairy and shed everywhere. Food would always be there when I want. I may even reject it and quickly it will be changed for a different meal. I may even gain weight. But as a cat I would still get carried, hugged, and never criticized for my huge belly. I would always have a roof over me to keep me dry, warm, and out […]

5/25/2014 2 comments

Can’t tell if this is anger or something else entirely.

by Remnant The Unbroken 5/24/2014

written by Remnant The Unbroken

I quit. I can’t save people, I can’t talk to people, I can’t love people right, I can’t do it. I’m done.

Fuck everything. Fuck the images replaying in my head. Fuck my fucked up choices.

And no matter how much love and care you give to people they’re going to chew you up and shit you out. They never take you serious enough. There’s a quote I read….”A lot of you cared, just not enough.”

I’m going to start cutting everyone off now. It saves me the pain later. And this God I’m supposed to believe in knows I’m tired of it.Â Done being strong for everyone […]

5/24/2014 12 comments

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