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Trial 1

by kcliffo 4/21/2016

written by kcliffo

So I know I want to be done, I just can’t go on anymore, but I’ve been stuck on the best way to go through with it.

First thought was just a knife stab to the chest. But that’d be very painful, and to increase likelihood of success is have to remove the knife post-stab, which I just don’t know how that would go down.

Then I thought about gas. Helium or ********. Wearing one of the nose/mouth masks carpenters wear, sticking a tube in it with duct tape eliminating gaps with the hose attached to a tank of helium/********.

Would this work?

4/21/2016 4 comments

Gas station from hell..

by cstar4004 3/10/2016

written by cstar4004

I’ve been working a dead end job in a tiny racist town, known for being religious nutjobs, rednecks and KKK members. I could just end my story there and it would make sense, but im not done ranting.

My boss hired me under the table, so i do not pay taxes and cannot use my job on my resumee to find a new job. I pump gas 37.5 hours a week. There is no room for promotions or raises, i make minumum wage and forever will. My co-worker makes more than me, and works the exact same hours and the exact same job title. Ive been here […]

3/10/2016 13 comments

Muppet

by koki 11/4/2015

written by koki

So I told my psych that my preferred method was gas. Went to do some shopping this morning. Got a call from her out of the blue just as I was loading a 1200 llitre bottle of argon into the car. She was like “what ya up to” without a though I was “just buying gas”. Gas Is now gone and I’ve just been removed from my house by the crisis team.

I should really learn to keep quiet.

11/4/2015 7 comments

I want to die

by caity_fitzz 9/21/2015

written by caity_fitzz

I really want to die.. I want a painless and quick way.. I’ve been doing research and I like the ******** gas and the bag thing. But i don’t know what supplies I would need and how to get ******** gas. Someone please help me!!

9/21/2015 2 comments

********

by chrisday1990 2/6/2015

written by chrisday1990

hey guys I’m looking into the ******** option, scientists and research is pointing the USA government into using ******** gas as a more humain way as opposed to lethal injection. Any thoughts guys. I’m biased in North London so if anyone want to meet up add us on Facebook chris day

2/6/2015 3 comments

my story

by some291 12/12/2014

written by some291

i’m a 17 years girl , muslim , algerian , i will pass my baccalaureat this year , i’m a good student , very shy , never was in a relationship , i follow my religion’s orders , but my life sucks , my parents are married for 21 years , but they hate eachother since their first year , but my mom was very patient for a long time , she expected that my father will treat her well when she have kids or when we grow , and so we’re in hell , each time my father does something unexpectable , unimaginable , […]

12/12/2014 4 comments

Sinking

by EvilKitten 10/16/2014

written by EvilKitten

I’m getting sick now. I’ve been running on so little sleep and didn’t eat much for 2 weeks (Thank you to everyone who donated so far, I bought groceries, a jacket and put some gas in my car <3 ), and I’ve been working my butt off everyday. The days I have off from walmart are spent scouring the internet for jobs and housing leads. I guess it’s catching up with me. I’m not super sick yet, but I’ve been feverish all day, have […]

10/16/2014 4 comments

Session 20: The noise they call life

by R3T31D 8/20/2014

written by R3T31D

The more you look back at it, the more it becomes clear. The chaos in the way everything around you moves, breathes, exists and ultimately vanishes into the void. I’m sort of glad I found this place, I wasn’t sure a thing like this would exist. I’ve been cutting so many ties lately, well, is still tough to linger as you start the preparations. I think it was a good idea to set a counter, so I’ll start with 20. I’ll post 20 things in here before I can manage to successfully be one with the nothingness and have the sweet embrace of everlasting silence.

I […]

8/20/2014 1 comment

Driving

by thepanpanther 7/11/2014

written by thepanpanther

Today instead of driving straight home I took a long detour around my town. I went up and down streets and stopped occasionally on a hill side. I pondered whether or not to hit to gas and keep going. A small accident maybe, they would say. But it would be okay for me. All that pain and stupid shit would be over. All the worry about being so fucking different and not normal would be gone. I wouldn’t spend the rest of my life locked up somewhere. No, if I were to be punished then I’d rather die because I’m already living in hell. I […]

7/11/2014 2 comments

My Epiphany

by AarinaDaae 6/29/2014

written by AarinaDaae

I was able to hang out with a friend, more like sister, that I haven’t seen in what seems like forever. In reality, it was a few months but to us, it felt like lifetimes. We used to see each other every day. She is my sorority sister and we were colleagues. She left the job that we shared because of mistreatment so we didn’t get to see each other every day. Well, we both knew how difficult the job is so we would take turns doing something every week for each other. It helped keep our sanity and our depression in check. Well, she […]

6/29/2014 0 comment

Cruel world

by Phil McLoven 6/7/2014

written by Phil McLoven

Â Life is full of unexpected hardship. Have you ever run out of gas before, and been forced to walk to the gas station? Well, it’s rough. It will take almost a minute before anyone stops to pick you up.

6/7/2014 3 comments

Test 1

by KIRA 5/4/2014

written by KIRA

Two days ago I did my first “test”.In other words I just checked everything in order to assure I’ll be able to commit suicide in the day I chose.I highly recommend those ones who are planning to kill themselves to do a “test” first.For example, my parents had went out when I was testing and I thought I was alone, but suddenly a neighbour came in and I almost got caught trying get the gas tank to my room (In our neighbourhood things work like this, everyone can enter the other’s house and just say : “I’m coming in!”.We’re big friends).So, the gas tank contains […]

5/4/2014 25 comments

Deleting posts already?

by pesky 4/11/2014

written by pesky

I registered that any more credible post is automatically sent to spam or deleted completely. I miss the times when this page was more credible and available about CTB. Â Any mention about inert gas or N or other are shredded aside.

Well, Fu8k you, when you keep the vulgar, Â the meaningless and the mocking ones and delete the ones with something to offer, that says the most about you.

4/11/2014 7 comments

brain suicide?..

by winterrain98 4/3/2014

written by winterrain98

Starting to wonder if you keep living a life full of suffering and stress if your brain doesnt just shut down on its own because it cant take anymore. Â Destroy itself. Â Always had memory and concentration problems and sometimes a memory lapse Â cuz of my depression problems now i am just really disabled cuz of them. Â But i am also in the worse place of my life for the last Â couple of years. Â I have felt traumatizing pain over and over. Â I cant remember one day from the next anymore. Â I cant rem if things happened today or yesterday or the day before. Â my brain […]

4/3/2014 0 comment

Hmm..

by CrimsonDream 3/17/2014

written by CrimsonDream

Rivers stain you, rivers are damp

acid stains you, drug ps cause cramps

guns aren’t lawful, nooses give

gas smells awful , might as well live.

3/17/2014 2 comments

Only Yesterday

by KIRA 1/24/2014

written by KIRA

Hello everyone =D
Aw…I went to psychiatrist this morning…as I expected he offered medicines for a treatment (therapy sucks)…I didn’t accepted, I just told him I’ve been planning suicide for months, he was very understanding, I didn’t think he believed me though.
Well, I’m going to do tomorrow, problably (it isn’t up to me, I need my family to go out for some hours).
I planned to inhale cook gas, which is very toxic because it’s not natural gas.It’s painless…
I talked to my mom, tried to give her some confort, get the things less painful to her, I know she will get hurt anyway…obviously […]

1/24/2014 3 comments

Helium Again

by endofanera 2/25/2013

written by endofanera

So, I just cannot carry on a minute longer, and yet I’m forced to. I have an incurable disease and am so incredibly depressed with all this suffering. Having failed to jump off a high bridge, drown myself, suffocate with a bag and an overdose and bag, I am now going for the Helium bag method. I really need this to work. I’ve bought the cylinder, made the exit bag and now I just need the hose and the regulator. I’ve been trying to get a response from Exit but my emails and phone messages have gone unanswered. Has anyone […]

2/25/2013 3 comments

Time’s up

by BrooklynBoxx 12/29/2012

written by BrooklynBoxx

Just called a suicide hotline.. they guy i talked to .. he just kept saying uh well you need to look at it from a better point of view.

I lost my 2nd oldest brother cause my oldest brother raped me! and you exspect me to look on the bright side. I look at his facebook everyday, hoping to get to know him. I DONT EVEN KNOW MY OWN BROTHER. And i hate it.. i hate it so badly. I only found out last week he’s graduated highschool.. i never knew.. i didnt know..

I miss him so badly, we would stay up reading the hungry catapillar, […]

12/29/2012 3 comments

do you think hydrogen sulfide ruins a car?

by anonmn 2/17/2011

written by anonmn

Hydrogen Sulfide gas is highly toxic and stinks terribly. It’s often used in suicides where the victim turns their car into a gas chamber. Do you think it ruins the upholstery? I would assume so, since cigarette smoke can be smelled if a smoker drove the car. But they have ways of cleaning it. I wonder if it’s possible with hydrogen sulfide or if it has to be completely reupholstered. Not that the suicide victim has use for it, but it is an asset than can be left to people they care about.

2/17/2011 5 comments