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I’m really terrified of myself.

by Bri 10/27/2015

written by Bri

My mind isn’t always the happiest of places, even when I try to stay positive. I literally spend my days skipping around, humming happy songs, telling people “everything is great!” telling people to stay strong.

By the time everyone is in bed though, I feel rather hypocritical.

My mind barely lets me rest, it reminds me of everything happening; everything that has happened in the past. Even with all the time that has passed, things still get to me. They’re like little demons just trying to tear me apart from the inside out.

I think of what my cousin did, and have to get up and take an […]

10/27/2015 5 comments

Exhausted

by brodie3750 10/8/2015

written by brodie3750

i wake up but I never truly wake up.

What at I mean is that my eyes open and my mind is awake to the idea of knowing it’s a new day and I need to get up. But my body is physically drained. My mentality is dead. My heart is tired and my motivation to get through another day is just nowhere to be found.

I am just so exhausted.

I have a job which I love but the motivation to get up is just…. I can’t. I hate it. My feet drag, my eyes water, I’m so tired, always. And it’s not a lack of sleep […]

10/8/2015 5 comments

Don’t wanna get up

by MissDysphoria 10/7/2015

written by MissDysphoria

I don’t wanna get up and go through the motions of my day, I just wanna sit here and cry. I don’t really have a reason to cry, which makes it even worse….I just cry because I’m me. I cant tell any of my friends about how I think about dying all the time, which makes me feel even more alone and hopeless. I don’t really want to get better, I kinda like to feel this way, I like being sick and don’t want help. I just want someone to cry with me.

10/7/2015 2 comments

pew pew

by mranony 10/6/2015

written by mranony

Since I was not able to meet my therapist yesterday, (thank you, freeroma, for killing time with me.) I was thinking of going today.

BUT I have this professor, who is aware of my condition just recently, that I think is waiting for me to take the last quiz that I failed to attend to yesterday.

And I don’t want to fail her expectations on me coming. So, I’ll try to get up and suck it up. I mustn’t run away.

10/6/2015 25 comments

tough love

by melodychild 9/12/2015

written by melodychild

I just want to say that I think, for the most part, tough love does not work with people who are going through mental distress. I cannot simply get up and get help. the simple act of getting out of bed is hard. So anything more complex than that is extremely daunting and your tough love isn’t making it seem more appealing.

9/12/2015 5 comments

Going for a change

by YuTasogare 9/1/2015

written by YuTasogare

Things lately have been pretty hard for me, going to my mom’s house and therefore leaving my dad’s house. My parentes breakup was something that really has affected me, before that I can’t remember a single thing in my life that isn’t perfect. I know my memory may be deceiving me but if it’s how you remember it, being real or not, for you it really happened. Memories can be so deceiving, but I know a perfect life or time doesn’t exist, life isn’t something this easy but I guess if it was there would be no fun in it, right?

Well, my father has depression […]

9/1/2015 2 comments

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