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Another Shitty Day.

by Deyanight 3/31/2013

written by Deyanight

Today me and my boyfriend got in an argument. When meanÂ things come out of his mouth it hurts me the most. Like I’m getting stabbed in the heart, and my throat starts to get a knot. He basically sad our relationship is shit, that he’s not happy and I’ve left him traumatized.

I know I’m not the best girlfriend but I don’t deserve to be told those things. I’m so upset he makes me feel so low, my life is already fucked up with other problems that I have. But I just want to leave this world. I hate myself. I hate everything I’m a horrible […]

3/31/2013 4 comments

This Life <<<<

by gamer_tryhard 3/30/2013

written by gamer_tryhard

I am 14. A freshman. On the crew team. Go to a well known school. Get good grades. I do what I need to do to get through highschool. But, everything I do is not good enough for my parents. It all started when I was born. Adopted. Great huh? Although, I grew up thinking I was born to these parents, biologically. Soon to figure out I wasn’t. Heartbreaking. I fought through all the pain of feeling not loved. Until 2009, when my “mothers,” father died. He was my one and only.He kept me sane. I told him everything. He told me everything. It was […]

3/30/2013 6 comments

I feel like I have to pay the price of my mistakes with my life.

by iamafraid 3/30/2013

written by iamafraid

I had my first boyfriend when I was fourteen. I made a mistake by trusting him, loving him, thinking he really loved me. I introduced him to my mum, who was cool about it.
But then he tried to rape me. I got away, but it was too late, he already had taken pictures of me topless. I am not getting them back.
I did not know it right away, but one day, I thought erase my mistake, rub it off, get it over with, so I messaged him on MSN, telling him what would happen if anyone knew of that day. Then he used […]

3/30/2013 1 comment

Another Night I Almost Did

by GSAJC 3/29/2013

written by GSAJC

Last night was just an all around bad night. My girlfriend needed to go to the hospital and I offered to go with her, but she said “no” because I need to sleep for school, understandable. And then my boyfriend said he will go with and she jumped at the idea which honestly just bugged the shit out of me. I mean, how in the world did it make sense that she only wanted him with her. I just was so mad. And then again I was bothered because they just automatically assumed I will watch their 2 year old daughter. And yes, I know […]

3/29/2013 0 comment

had enough

by Fucking Fuck it 3/25/2013

written by Fucking Fuck it

i’m 21 with no family, i’m a dropout, no job, no license, no car, warrants, overweight, gynecomastia, ingrown toenail, extreme back pain, no insurance, girlfriend that i fucking hate(we hateÂ each other)Â we argue every fucking day nonstop, and nowhere else to go.Â ending it feels like the only option.

3/25/2013 1 comment

Game plan….a wish plan

by claira 3/21/2013

written by claira

So I know these things to be true…
>I need a concrete game plan to work from…sort of like a “mind map” which tells me the possible outcomes of actions that I could choose from
>I feel as if I am not connected to the world without a purpose for my days
>i have lost my purpose in life since I am no longer someones wife, someones girlfriend, someones mother…. still searching for it though….
>Have come up with a plan for schooling, I wish I had lots of people to encourage me in this new plan for myself, I wish I had someone […]

3/21/2013 1 comment

I feel like…

by Craft 3/21/2013

written by Craft

i feel like i need to vent, talk to someone or just get away.

i don’t know why or whats causing me too since i took a weekend off last weekend.

i’m just sick of school, sick of feeling depressed and like crap all the time, i’m sick of notÂ being able to talk to my girlfriend, just fuck it all

my thoughts of suicide have been on and off the past few weeks, the lesser of what they have been over the past month and a half or so.

thought about ways to go, like a simple bullet to the head, starvation, other things. I feel numb all […]

3/21/2013 0 comment

5,000 Miles Away

by Luna 3/17/2013

written by Luna

My first boyfriend, my first love, my first everything lives 5,000 miles away, in a different country. He was a foreign exchange student last year, and I fell in love with him.

Now, he’s gone and it hurts too much. I miss him more than anything. He told me we’d always be together, but I can tell he is changing his feelings. Call me gay, but I cry all the time for him. I feel like my life is so dull, so pointless without him. I never get to talk to him. It’s like he’s dead. All I want is him. I want him back. My […]

3/17/2013 0 comment

Obsessed

by Luna 3/16/2013

written by Luna

My good, close (probably best) friendâ€™s girlfriend killed herself in October 2011. She walked out in front of a train. After hearing about her death, Iâ€™ve become obsessed. Ive been researching her story, statistics of suicides by trains, and even just watching trains pass in my free time. Iâ€™m so desperate to know if this girl felt any pain, or if she died on impact. I want to know what was going through her head as she waited for the train, and what she was thinking as she walked out onto the tracks, knowing those would be her last steps. I want to know who […]

3/16/2013 2 comments

Was It Worth It???

by ImDone16 3/15/2013

written by ImDone16

well i was in my first fight on tuesday with a girl named Doris i gave her 2 black eyes she gave me a scratch according to every1 i lost every1 hates me honestly i just want to go sit on the edge of a building :/ i lost my bestfriend becuz of the fight i lost my Girlfriend bcuz i told her dating a girl and a boy at the same time is concitered cheating she disagreed everyone hates me and usually the first person i call when i feel suicidal is my EX-bestfriend Jinn but i cant do that anymore i honestly……………. i […]

3/15/2013 0 comment

What my brain keeps coming up with

by Izzy 3/13/2013

written by Izzy

Doctors tend to ask if you are suicidal. I’m not. I accepted a while ago that I could not bring myself to do anything that intentionally hurt the people I love. Since I first wrote this sentence down, a close friend of mine took his own life. Before this, I had begun to feel increasingly like my desire not to be here anymore was beginning to outweigh my desire not to break my family’s hearts. Because, much as I don’t see the appeal, I have to admit that it would. I struggled, in the wake of my friendâ€™s suicide, to understand how I felt about […]

3/13/2013 0 comment

Can someone help me?

by josethewhite 3/13/2013

written by josethewhite

I’m really sorry I made this so long but if anyone can read and respond I’d be very grateful.

When I was in 3rd grade, I transferred out of my elementary school and went to a different one. However, when I got to the new school, I was always bullied. I don’t know why, but people just never seemed to like me. I would sometimes get beat up and kicked around at recess. I remember one particular day when they lured me behind a tree in 4th grade and 3 guys beat the hell out of me. Sure, my parents went and talked to the teachers […]

3/13/2013 3 comments

Maybe someone will understand

by Stucke112 3/8/2013

written by Stucke112

since i can remember i have never been happy. i have amazing parents. my father is a state bridge inspector and my mother is a high school history teacher. my dad is older, from an older time and can be a real hardass sometimes, i know he always means well. my mom on the other hand is my hero, the best person i have ever known hands down. i couldnt count the number of people i have met through out the years that have told me, most of the time random people, that have told me that my mom has changed their lives. i have […]

3/8/2013 0 comment

Living on borrowed time

by slay 3/7/2013

written by slay

Hi,my name is George,im 23 and i will die soon.

I’ve been wanting for a while now to find a forum where i can share my story,i guess everybody that wants to die wants to share his story.

I’ve been battling with depression for almost 4 years now,and i’ve been planing for a while now how to die,i just want this life to be over,i feel i suffered enough and i just can’t take it anymore..the pain..the loneliness..the dissapointments,but most of all not having anyone to ask for help..having someone i can explain that im suffering and i need help.

I dont have much of a family,i’ve had […]

3/7/2013 5 comments

by jhvtfcjkhjm nvjh 3/7/2013

written by jhvtfcjkhjm nvjh

You’d think the depression would stop, being 29 weeks pregnant and all.
Waiting and getting ready for that little miracle to arrive.
I wish it was that way for me.
I’m happy to meet my daughter don’t get me wrong.
I just can’t get over the depression her father puts me in.
He has a girlfriend, and has a kid on the way with me in just 11 weeks or less.
Does he give a crap? No.
Does he even try to help me out? No.
Does he even care about his daughter? No.

3/7/2013 2 comments

after a year

by fakingit 3/6/2013

written by fakingit

ok so im noticing a fucking pattern.

every time a suicide attempt fails within a few days something good comes out of it.

with that ive been majorly depressed and tried commiting suicide the other night well no duh i failed.

go back to a year ago, i had a crush on my friend who had a girlfriend so i respected that and tried not to make this a big fucking deal…to late for that. my friend is really suicidal and last yr i always had my suicide notes/poems with me taped to my binder for school well he saw it and read it once he […]

3/6/2013 0 comment

just when I thought the worst was over

by rayderrick 3/6/2013

written by rayderrick

Well where do I start. I havent been on here for a while, mainly because I dont have a computer or for that matter much of anything in life. I just had a lot on my mind today and had to reach out to someone who could understand. Haha I just decided to quit smoking today too but just like everyother time I try to quit some bullshit is popping up and it drives at my fucking skin. anyways this might be a long story but like i said I havent been on here for a while and actualy I thought I was seeing a […]

3/6/2013 3 comments

Eternally Single and Unemployed

by hehmylifestory 3/6/2013

written by hehmylifestory

In a nutshell: 23 years old, No job, never been in a serious relationship, living with my sibling who I can tell doesn’t want me to be here much longer. No money, no car, and since graduating and moving to a new city, no friends. I do EVERYTHING alone. I eat alone, I go out alone, I work out alone. Student loan payments will have to be made soon. Rent, car payments, a multitude of other bills with no job are coming. This isn’t what it was supposed to be like. By this point in my life I was supposed to be starting a new […]

3/6/2013 9 comments

my girlfriend

by itduntevnmata 3/5/2013

written by itduntevnmata

evry day i wake up next to mi girfrind

she is teh luv of my lyf, her smile is so butiful.

i m reely scared dat i will hert her bcuz she is rlly in2 bondage

1 day wen we wer gettin dirty i got carried away

ALL I SAW WAS RED

nxt thing i now she waz pased out on da bed wit blod evrywere

i had broked her but

aftr i had take her to haspitol she had lst so mch blod she now brane damged

nd she hats me

nd bcuz i luv her so mch and trst evryting she thnks

i now h8 myself nd m goin to Â kil self

gudbye ally, […]

3/5/2013 4 comments

I was clean

by escapetobehappy 3/3/2013

written by escapetobehappy

I’ve been cutting since 7th grade. In 7th grade is when I first got bullied, some girl called me ugly, I told her off, she got her friends to go kick my ass blah blah blah. I dropped out half the year and decided homeschooling would be better for me, but no. It got worse, it lead to cyber bullying. I went back in 8th grade thinking it would actually be better since new people will come in, it was actually way worse than the year before. Rumors went around and what not. I left half that year also. During that summer, I made a […]

3/3/2013 13 comments

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