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Good Chance

My First Post: The plan, the hope, the end.

by toxicluminoth 7/25/2013

written by toxicluminoth

Iâ€™ve been suicidal for many years and, to an extent, most of my life. Not a manic obvious case of suicide but a quite, calm and patient case. It was supposed to all happen tomorrow, Friday, July 26th 2013 but wonâ€™t.

I realized recently that my plan all this time was not the right way to go about things. The plan was to take my friendâ€™s handgun and walk from his place to the nearby hospital. There I would warn the staff about the events that were going to take place, to prepare surgery for my organ donation, and to clear out the area so that […]

7/25/2013 2 comments

by not_sylv 4/21/2013

written by not_sylv

Last night I went to a folk-punk show and the last person I made friends with (mentioned in the earlier post I made… not someone who will ever speak to me again. He was nice to me and I was a pretty shitty friend cuz my personality got all fucked up for two years) was there, along with two of his friends. I felt really really shitty and guilty

4/21/2013 5 comments

My story

by benna 2/17/2013

written by benna

Hi everyone,i’d like to share my story with you people who are by good chance going to understand it. I’m italian, i’m 20, i’m studying medicine and i’ve got pretty much everything that can be asked to life, i’ve got friends, i’ve got a path to follow, i’ve got loving parents,i’m smart and stuff.. Â i’ve got no real problem, i’ve got no big issues, i’ve got nothing, i’m just like the average guy,and i feel sorry for the many of you who actually have something to complain about,something hard, but it’s been already two years since i started asking myself what the meaning was..you know […]

2/17/2013 6 comments

He’s killing me

by DeadlyLove 2/10/2013

written by DeadlyLove

Hi – I’m a 22 year old girl, and I have had the luck to find someone who is the perfect match for me. If something like a “soulmate” exists, then I found mine, the love of my life. However, over 4 months ago I lost him to amnesia….he’s a soldier and he experienced a very bad psychic trauma, since that he forgot nearly everything about his past and his life. Of course, I was gone too. Over the months some of his memories came back, but nothing about me…I only saw him twice in this condition, and the last time was over 2 months […]

2/10/2013 2 comments

I SURVIVED, YOU MAY END UP WORSE THAN HOW YOU FEEL NOW.

by CameBack 10/31/2012

written by CameBack

I wrote this in response to someone who just posted, and thought I’d share it with whoever needs to see it right now.

I have lived with Chronic illness and Pain for most of my life. I’ve been suicidal many times, have attemped many times, and am today…choosing to live for today. That’s all I can do.

If you’re thinking you can kill yourself, please read this first.

I lived through taking enough narcotics (over 100) and alcohol. I woke up in a psych hospital a week later. Apparently I was found too late to do anything for me other than see if I woke up. I donâ€™t […]

10/31/2012 2 comments

Its about that time

by itsmytime 9/30/2012

written by itsmytime

I’ve been checking this site out for a long, long time.Â I’ve led a miserable life, anytime I’ve gotten close to ending things I’ve always found a way out.Â Now, I’ve gotten to the point that I’m tired of trying to figure things out, I’m tired of the unexpected, and I’m tired of the self-destruction.Â I’ve always been able to hide any problems I’ve faced, issues I’ve dealt with, people around me seem to think I live a “perfect” life.Â If they only knew the truth, would they still be there?

I have it all planned out.Â I have letters written to those that mean the […]

9/30/2012 13 comments

Self-medication. Of sorts.

by sansesperer 7/25/2012

written by sansesperer

I don’t know why, I don’t know how.Â All I know is that I can make myself feel better for a while by giving myself 1 or 2 almighty punches in the side of the head.Â I don’t know if giving myself a headache gives me somethingÂ to concentrate on, or whether it just shakesÂ my noggin enough to make it work properly for a while.Â Â If it’s the latter, maybeÂ it’s similarÂ to The Fonz hitting the side of the jukebox at Arnold’s.Â Happy days.

I now understand why cutters do what they do.Â Whilst my preferred method of self-treatment isn’t cutting, I can see how it might work for […]

7/25/2012 4 comments

death

by lostchild445 7/24/2012

written by lostchild445

im going to die. not in the metaphorical â€œeventuallyâ€ sense but in the immediate future sense unless theese fucking doctors can figure out whats wrong with me. so basically im SOL. if anyone has anything to say to me, say it soon. thereâ€™s a good chance i wont be able to read it later

7/24/2012 1 comment

The Beckoning

by Nolentwohundred 7/10/2012

written by Nolentwohundred

To all of you out there who have problems with society, religion, government etc.Â I can tell you that there’s a good chance that your anger and/or frustration is justified.Â I have answers.Â You may not want to hear them.Â I am not a therapist, counselor, psychiatrist etc.Â I am a philosopher, an author, a teacher and a student.Â I am not here to preach, judge, defend, or honor.Â I am here to provide concepts and theories that I have gathered from decades of research and self-identity.

I want to make something very clear.Â To those of you reading this, I am not condoning violence on […]

7/10/2012 5 comments

the Symptom Bearer

by the Guardian 4/28/2012

written by the Guardian

the Symptom Bearer

he sat angrily in his room, alone. He could hear them all talking downstairs. He knew they were all talking about him, it was always him!
Always your fault they chided him, you ruin everything.
In his family of 2 sisters and 2 brothers he was always the one in trouble, poor marks in school, always at the doctor, always in trouble somehow.
He was the Symptom Bearer.
Families are complex groups called systems. Even the simplest one parent one child family has a family system. A family system is made up of the unspoken rules and secrets of each family. Your family […]

4/28/2012 2 comments