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Blessed

by darkseraph777 9/5/2014

written by darkseraph777

Today, 09/05, I just turn 25. I am just so blessed for being able to complete another year of my life.

So very blessed.

Today was a day like all days, nothing out of the ordinary. Simple, normal, even monotonous I could say. But it’s ok; it makes me happy just being alive. I make sure my parents hear me saying that. I am so blessed. (help me). I am finishing my Production Engineering course at the end of the year and I am glad. (please help me) this is definitely what I want for my life. I make sure my friends hear me saying that. (somebody) […]

9/5/2014 8 comments

Understanding

by Black rose 9/5/2014

written by Black rose

I hate counselling, I hate friendships, and people suck. I just want one person to know how it feels to not want to get out if bed in the morning, to wake up hating yourself and go to bed thinking about how shitty you are and how ugly you look. I am sick of my face and the people I’m surrounded by, I want someone to know what it’s like to feel completely lost and not know what’s wrong and to feel shitty and sad even when everything is going good in your life, I want someone to understand what it’s like to feel like […]

9/5/2014 9 comments

how do I get help?

by FreedomAndMisery 9/4/2014

written by FreedomAndMisery

@sked a few cops about what (my friend) should do and they said go to a hospital.
I dont think thats a good idea.. ill prolly end up in a straight jacket in a rubber room…
Thoughts?

9/4/2014 15 comments

Depressive Personality Disorder

by depressednihilist95 9/3/2014

written by depressednihilist95

I feel like I have this disorder. It’s not official now, as it had been removed due to controversy, according to good ol’ always-100%-trustworthy Wikipedia. Still, I just can’t help but wonder why people are so positive if everyone is going to die, and we all live just to be slaves to people that have more money or fame than us. I always think about whether or not I should or if I am going to off myself. I don’t do it, though, because I have the slightest hope that something good will last until the day I die, and I also feel that I […]

9/3/2014 3 comments

Don’t say goodbye

by StitchedMouth 9/3/2014

written by StitchedMouth

Don’t say goodbye…

Saying goodbye is possibly the hardest thing a single human has to do. You take so much things for granted and when you have to let them go, the feeling is indescribable. But I don’t like to say goodbye, I’d rather say Hello, it doesn’t hurt as much. So don’t say good bye and I won’t forget. Because saying good bye means forgetting. I don’t wanna forget though. …Even the porcelain dolls that you have to say goodbye to, it harms everything in my chest when thought’s sink in.

I must go now, so talk soon maybe.

9/3/2014 0 comment

Love this song… makes me cry every time

by overit20 9/2/2014

written by overit20

I had a good friend commit suicide 5 years ago. I love and miss you Amber. I know you have found peace.

9/2/2014 0 comment

Where have you all gone?

by sunflower 9/1/2014

written by sunflower

I look through the posts here on sp and i dont see any familiar names: idk whether thats a good thing or bad… I hope everyone that I have talked to that I’ve shared stories with and bad times are doing ok. I’d like to htink they dont come here anymore because their lives got better, they moved on and now are at peace with themselves. I hope thats the case <3. Maybe one day i will reach the point where this sight is a very very distant memory.

9/1/2014 13 comments

Who I am

by empty13 8/30/2014

written by empty13

Hi, I’ve never posted on a site like this before about how Im feeling or doing with things. Idk if anyone will read my crap on here or not. Doesnt really matter. I feel empty inside. I have no energy, no strength, no anything to do anything. I force myself to go to work. When I’m there, I’m better, but i’ve been getting worse lately. Ive had to hold my stomach throughout the day because I hurt so much. My emotional pain has become physical. Dunno where to start. how bout, I have always had depression and suicide as a way side thought. Moved to […]

8/30/2014 3 comments

bad day

by paingoaway 8/27/2014

written by paingoaway

been a while since i been here. hope everyone is doing ok, or at least staying alive. I hate having suicidal thoughts…but here they are tonight, first time in a while. im quite lonley, and i need a better job, or my gf might leave me. I already only have one friend. crap, im scared of being homeless,in jail, or dead. maybe as a 29 year old black male without a good job (although very educated) i have just seen all the good i will ever see in life? maybe…i should just take the easy way out. i hope this mood passes quickly.

8/27/2014 13 comments

not sure what happened

by defeatedcreek1 8/27/2014

written by defeatedcreek1

I have suffered from depression and anxiety for many years now. I usually never thought of my current situation as being that depressing though. I’m on active duty and my duty station of the last 2.5 years has been the worst, but in the last year I felt like I made the most of it.

Yet, earlier this week, I realized that I do not value life. I don’t value mine. I don’t necessarily de-value the lives of others (I’m NOT homicidal) but the idea of losing people no longer fazes me. I’m really numb to grieving at this point.

My life is not upwardly mobile. I […]

8/27/2014 4 comments

by Unimportant 8/26/2014

written by Unimportant

If sensitivity would kill I would be dead by now.Really,what the heck is it good for?

8/26/2014 1 comment

by why i dont no 8/26/2014

written by why i dont no

i feel like my life is comeing to its end like thers nothing now but to die or let the hear on my face grow and look at the tv screen i uesd to be happy for a wile my last haza ? or was that me lieing to my self and nwo this is the end were i go one way or another two paths to take nither of them good but death looks the like best way foword

8/26/2014 0 comment

War on two Fronts

by thespirit 8/26/2014

written by thespirit

Life at home is Sad. My mom is losing it and all I can do is watch. She’s always had health problems but I didn’t notice the mental ones till I got older. Very forgetful, indecisive, and prone to fits of mental break downs. She has a good heart. But she doesn’t have the strength or funds to raise my baby bro. I’m afraid of his future.

I made the choice to join the Corps to better my life, maybe “die for my country” while I’m at it. I made it through training and felt on top of the world. I thought the way my mom […]

8/26/2014 4 comments

I refuse

by MirrorMirrorOnMyWall 8/25/2014

written by MirrorMirrorOnMyWall

I refuse to let whoever the fuck is running things up there, the satisfactions of watching me, suffer, wither and die an early death by suicide. I refuse to give up, even though I have all the odds against me, even though I can’t love myself, cause there’s always regression to the mean; Things can’t always be good, but they can’t always be bad either, it has to mean out. I refuse to let my future loved ones down, by swallowing the pills in my hand. I refuse to give up on myself; i refuse to die unhappy, alone and young. I’ll fight […]

8/25/2014 4 comments

New

by artyom 8/24/2014

written by artyom

i am sorry for my English.

i have read some of the post and I can understand them.

I had a good life, good friends and family, I had before though about suicide but I always knew that I don’t really going to do this. And I never understand why I have them.

I don’t want to die and I don’t think anyone want but the pain is sometimes so strong, I have decided to do this because I am too weak and tired. I don’t going to write a suicide note to anyone this is not going to help them, they need to forget about me. So […]

8/24/2014 8 comments

shouldnt I just kill myself

by DeadGirlNotFound 8/23/2014

written by DeadGirlNotFound

My life is perfect today.This depression is deafening. I cant see a thing. My vision is blurred. All I can dream of is death, I just in no way can tolerate one more day, I willingly want to die but I feel im being selfish. Im so much hurt that death looks beautiful. I need the stable peace, I have tried twice this time im jumping off a high building if I can have access to one. Im yet to complete my suicide note. I dont want to hurt my family, but I know im doing it very soon.. everything in my life is in […]

8/23/2014 1 comment

I think I’AM a loser after all

by Vader 8/23/2014

written by Vader

Since 2002, I have been making the same mistake again and again. What is permanent is the despair and the gradual loss of confidence till the point that I’m scared of interacting with my boss and colleagues fearing I’m wrong and stupid and can’t do much.

It all started with a marriage which lasted for 3 months. We got married after going around for almost 5 years. and the reason given was as stupid as-” You don’t earn enuf and can’t and will not be able to take care of me”. Of course I was not earning well that time, much lesser than my partner, I […]

8/23/2014 1 comment

When will I learn??

by alina_01 8/23/2014

written by alina_01

To let go of all the bad shit in my life, or anything for that matter? Because I can never seem to let go of anything in life and I have no clue why. I had crappy friends that I stopped being friends with and yet they are still in my life I still give them opportunities, like wtf? But last night I realized this isn’t the life I want for myself. I want to be happy have good friends I want to be in love and be with someone who loves me. But I ruin that for myself I met this cool guy and […]

8/23/2014 1 comment

a rare good day

by heliumhood 8/23/2014

written by heliumhood

2day is a good day. My beloved and I have been celebrating his father’s birthday with our best friend KK. sometimes the very thing that u need is right in front of you .

8/23/2014 1 comment

Seahawks

by listeninghope 8/23/2014

written by listeninghope

Surprisingly the Seattle football team is putting me in good spirits. Knowing everyone there is having such a wonderful time cheering with friends and family distracts my mind from the darker ideas. I’m not sad tonight. Which is a good thing. It helps to read these posts and understand how others feel and live with what goes on inside them. Thank you for this site

8/23/2014 1 comment

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