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One day I’m gonna lose the war

by blindaudio
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One day I’m gonna lose the war. Bradley Nowell, lead singer of one of my favorite bands sang these words. Sublime’s song poolshark is an amazing song I have played on my guitar and sang quite a bit. He was addicted to heroin. he eventually died on May 25, 1996.

I offten find myself singing theese words and thinking to myself, yep, it’s gonna happen to me. I’m going to lose the war, not with drugs, but rather depression. I choose not to drink or do drugs, because I don’t need that.
Today I took a test that once passed, you can graduate from […]

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Of Blood and Blossoms

by syko
written by syko

The golden gates won’t open

The flames won’t bathe the flesh

A bud in bloom

No more than a child

Beaten and abandoned

No life

No haven

No savior

Nothing but a blooming bud without the sun

And blood pours like rain from the sky

With cadavers splayed about the Earth

For God have mercy, let those beings stay in their slumber

And that pitiful bud, bloomed into a great beautiful calamity

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a rant

by ella
written by ella

today was shit, my seventh period geometry teacher is out to fucking get me. she makes me get in front of a class of 30 dumb ass ignorant teens everyday and make me do the problems and explain them as if im the teacher. i dont mind it too much but of course the kids are relentless and will make any joke they can and the fucking teacher, guess what she does? nothing! she lets them make fun of me on a every day basis. embarrassing is a understatement. but today my voice was shakey (idk the cause but i hadnt gotten any sleep last […]

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Cant go on…

by Blue Butterfly
written by Blue Butterfly

I’m just going to get straight to the point. Does anybody know
whats most effective, partial suspension hanging or cutting major arteries on the arm? I dont want to be in a great deal of pain but i will be getting drunk and taking lots of benzos to make things easier. I’ve had over 11 years of pure torture and its time to end it.

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wrestling with life:

by blindaudio
written by blindaudio

It’s been a week or 2 since I lasst posted, but I figured I would give you all an update. That is, if anyone cares.

So I went to the state tournament. And won, then lost, then won again. At this point, I was one match away from placing in my state tournament. Tough kid I had to take, but I was confident. Anyways, 3, 2, 1, wrestle! So we did, and I was winning for a time, then he got desperate, and I ended up losing.
After that, I cried for a bit. (I know I know, men don’t cry, but since I am […]

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live like a jordan belfort

by addicted
written by addicted

Make millions of money, own a big yacht with a copter on top of it
go to jail, write a book
let famous hero make a movie out of it and watch him take Oscar
turn out a public speaker

not

finish the graduation
get a avg paying job
ugly looking wife
mediocre kids
If someone ask, why you building yet another avg life on earth? reply him ” I like what I do and I am curious to learn, my goal in life is not to become great, my goal is just to live happy avg life”

To be frank, self convincing power saving lots of human lives on earth. Without it 90% human lives don’t have […]

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The only post I’ll do.

by ineededtovent
written by ineededtovent

Hello.

Nobody really needs to see this, just read my username.

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Why keep on going?

It’s just…… Everything is made out to mean the world to people when there are stars out there that are trillions of times larger than our planet. If anything, we’re just science’s little exception. People say that if we moved just a little closer to the sun, our planet could burst into flames. So why try anything?

this all started from reading some story, by the way.

I just don’t understand why we keep on working if everything is going to waste anyways. Maybe I’m just being a big ol’ douche, i dunno.

If we want […]

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Well, this is the end.

by DAlex
written by DAlex

Hey there. She has a boyfriend, which initially really hurt. I freaked out in class. But now that I think of it, that’s great. I want her to be happy. It’s a good thing that she has a boyfriend, so she can enjoy her life. I want that. And at the same time, that’s my signal that I don’t matter all that much to her. I don’t have a place in anyone’s heart, and that’s okay. I’m going to wait until this weekend, when my family is out shopping or something, and then I’ll grab a few dozen metres of extension cord, run to a […]

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Our world

by AbstractThought
written by AbstractThought

First of all respect for the people who got to roam this site. I myself did it for more than one year. Sometimes I tried giving advices, yet it s hard to interfere with other people s thoughts, so for the most time I refrained from doing so. I can say I succeeded to prolong someone s life here, with one week. Yes only one week. I cried when that person gave up. I cried as much as when I lost my mother. Our lives cannot be lived in reverse and unfortunately many people are going backwards instead of moving forward. It is the mind […]

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i was fine

by smith90
written by smith90

I was better. I was great. I had friends, lots of them. I felt accepted, I was less anxious. My family was the same, but I can’t change that. I’m not really suicidal now, because I realize the importance of life after my sister suicide atempt. But now we fight, my whole family. They say I’m not socialible, that I’m egotistical, that I’m impossible. They tease and I’ve asked them to stop but they don’t. I’m annoying, I’m conceited and I’m awkward again. I can’t ask a question without scrutiny, and I’m fearful that I’ll disappoint them. But why tonight? Did it build up, their […]

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My Home

by creeper tales
written by creeper tales

So many doors.
Don’t know which way.
Nowhere to go.
Nowhere to stay.
I hear voices,
inside my head.
I hear things creeping
beside my bed.
They say i’m different.
They say i’m crazy.
I don’t do anything.
They think i’m lazy.
If hear voices
they give me shots.
Oh so much medication.
Pills? I take lots.
The people in my head,
they give me so much pain.
But now I know the truth.
I have gone insane.
In my home
I share with many,
each person has a room.
For there are always plenty.
We are all so different,
but yet we’re all the […]

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Nobody knows it but Me…

by snowflake
written by snowflake

Snowflake

 

 

You see that girl? She looks so happy, right? Telling jokes, smiling, having a great time and… Dying inside. She’s hurt, And tired. Tired of the drama, tired of not being good enough, tired of life. But she doesn’t want to look dramatic, weak and attention seeking. So she keeps it all inside. Acts like everything’s perfect but cries at night. So everyone thinks that she’s a happiest person they know. That she has no problems and her life is perfect. If only they knew the trust…  :’(

I can’t do this anymore, I really can’t…

I wish I […]

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I hope this helps, (maybe)…

by ctb-driver
written by ctb-driver

Every night I would hold a loaded 9mm to head, I never had the fucking balls to pull the trigger. I kept going to work, see people, paying bills …. I got dropped from insurance and ran out of LAMICTAL,, oh well. I started to get a new life in order, a tiny bit of exercise via biking around SF. I feel ok, not great, but ok, which is awesome since I’ve wanted to off myself for 20 years and my girl friend did so with me present. life is full of crazy shit, things can get better. stay busy.

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Life Is Beautiful … Please, don’t commit suicide…

by snowflake
written by snowflake

Life is so full of unpredictable beauty & strange surprises …

“Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, today is a gift of God, which is why we call it the present.”

 

Life-is-beautiful

 

… Keep fighting with your life & You must move forward…

Keep smiling, because life’s a beautiful  thing & there’s so much to smile about…

I wish everyone has a great day 🙂 All The Best 🙂

 

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Attempts to relate – v

by quaero
written by quaero

 THUS SPOKE ZARATHUSTRA

THE FLIES IN THE MARKET-PLACE

Flee, my friend, into your solitude! I see you deafened with the noise of the great men, and stung all over with the stings of the little ones.

Admirably do forest and rock know how to be silent with you. Resemble again the tree which you love, the broad-branched one – silently and attentively it overhangs the sea.

Where solitude ends, there begins the market-place; and where the market-place begins, there begins also the noise of the great actors, and the buzzing of the poison-flies.

In the world even the best things are worthless without those who represent them: those showmen, the […]

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Aunty D. Is a Funny One……

by DontReallySeeThePoint
written by DontReallySeeThePoint

There are those times in all of our lives, where we feel like we haven’t seen her in such a long time.

There are some times, you haven’t seen her in such a long time, you don’t even remember what she looks like.

It is usually around that time, she decides to come over for a surprise visit, she’s a funny one, that aunt D.

She can come to you while you were having a great day, then you lie in bed and her ugly face shows up again.

Or sometimes, just when you feel like you cannot bear her company anymore, she gets up and leaves.

But in the […]

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I used to dream. Didn’t we all?

by blindaudio
written by blindaudio

As a cchild, I used to dream of my future. I used to think all of these great things would happen, and that if I tried hard enough, I could be someone. Someone who was one who could make a difference. Not only that, but someone who would be great. Do something amazing, I guess.
But I believe those were dreams, and nothing but.

When I was about 5 or 6, I wanted to be a famous musician. I loved (and still do love) music back then. I wanted to just play piano or sing, get paid for it, and live that glamorous lifestyle. People […]

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Keeping Faith

by Johnson Dominae
written by Johnson Dominae

Just read a highly inspiring post called “Why are you still here?”. That is a great question, why are we (hurt, abused, heart broken, destroyed, ready to give up on life) still here? Everyone has a reason, everyone has a PURPOSE. It took a lot for me to find that out. I’m pretty depressed right now, it has actually gotten worst as this new year came in, nothing has gone right everything is turning for the worst. Dreams, memories, everyday experiences all going wrong. Came on here to read over my posts to see how far I’ve gotten, but that one post caught my eye […]

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Romanticising Suicide

by Pum
written by Pum

It seems that there is a great deal of romanticising of depression going around on the internet (I’m looking at you tumblr), films, books and even music, or I’m just being hyper sensitive and looking to support my hypothesis either way. I do this pathetic thing when I’m depressed where I seek out such horrendous works of publications that romanticise depression. I’ve come across brilliant works that provide a more accurate portrayal, I like those ones, if you’ve got any suggestions shout them out. I feel really angry when I come across these things, and I kinda want to punch whoever created them.

Things that are […]

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