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a frank and rational post about suicide

by herecomestheavalanche 2/27/2016

written by herecomestheavalanche

as i lay in my bed on this beautiful saturday morning, i couldn’t help but think.

i just do not want to be here anymore.

i had not one reason to leave my cocoon this morning. the only reason i got up out of bed, at 1 in the afternoon, was to use the washroom.

i wish i could talk about this, these feelings, with someone in real life without getting into trouble. i just do not want to be here anymore. i do not want to be in a hospital, but i do not want to be me, alone, in this apartment, anymore.

it’s just become way too […]

2/27/2016 7 comments

Feb 1 2016

by 6loody 2/1/2016

written by 6loody

Hello,

Hopefully your having a ok day, but if your on here your probably not feeling good, I feel so dead inside, ever since my girlfriend broke up with me 3 weeks ago, I’m so unhappy, report cards came out Friday, I’m not doing any good and ugh, life is just so hard. Everyday I get older I see how screwed up the world is and it disgusts me, and I want to start up a Youtube channel but I don’t know if I should, on there I’m thinking to upload skate boarding videos, skits, Q&As and things to help out my future audience with life

Share how […]

2/1/2016 1 comment

Living on the edge

by disgusting 10/19/2015

written by disgusting

I’ve lived on the edge my whole life. Never had any stability, never had any sense of security, never felt like there was a tomorrow. I’ll be 38 next month and I’m just so, so tired.

I barely survive week to week. I’ve barely had money to eat when both my jobs won’t/can’t give me the hours I need. I work 12 hour days that add up to only 4-6 hours of pay in total. But that’s not my point. It’s just never getting ahead, never being able to save anything, never moving forward.

My biggest fear is that the man I love really wants to move […]

10/19/2015 4 comments

by jules1769 8/3/2015

written by jules1769

This is my first post on any suicide blog. I’ve tried to talk to people before but they don’t seem to understand and I’m looking for someone who does. I’m a 12 year old girl. My age is another reason why people don’t listen they think I’m to little to be going through this kind of stuff but it can happen at any age. I wanted to share my story to people who might actually listen. It all started when my mom told me about my friend who cutted I didn’t know what cutting really was but I found out. My first cut was small. […]

8/3/2015 9 comments

No Surprises

by thelonephilosopher 7/1/2015

written by thelonephilosopher

A few days before I tried to die, I had attempted to self medicate with antidepressants I bought off an acquaintance. I felt hopeful, I thought I wouldn’t feel crazy anymore. It did nothing for me. I probably used the wrong dosage, but at the time I decided to give up hope.

Friday night, I get home from my job. I’m a cashier and waiter under the table. Tips are always fluctuating between me feeling rich and getting 8 bucks for 10 hours of work. I don’t remember how much I earned then, I just remember that at 6 pm that day, all my friends were […]

7/1/2015 1 comment

by BlackOutAlice 4/8/2015

written by BlackOutAlice

Alice’s mission in life is to poop in the white house and instagram it, then Alice can die happy, Alice felt like sharing that

4/8/2015 17 comments

Why do we hate ourselves?

by tpc 1/8/2015

written by tpc

I think that a lot of our hate towards ourselves comes from the comparison game that we play. Facebook and instagram and tumblr. All of the images and the posts and the videos we see of peoples lives on these sites are luxurious and “better than ours”. We compare ourselves so much to these people…..
“oh, she’s so pretty, why can’t I be that pretty”
“oh, she’s so skinny, why can’t I be that thin”
“oh they are skydiving”
“oh they have a huge house” ……… so on and so forth
We are all constantly comparing ourselves to the people that are just like us, […]

1/8/2015 8 comments

I Hate People

by Tara 11/22/2014

written by Tara

*WARNING LONGEST STORY + RANT EVER ABOUT FIGHT WITH FAKE FRIENDS*
So once again I am taken advantage of and treated like shit for it. I try to be a good person and this is what I get. So I was friends with four girls, their initials are S,M,ME, and E, because i don’t want to use their real names. I was friends with them for almost a year and I noticed that even at lunch, M stopped talking to me. And a few days later, E told me M said “I need to talk to you about Tara, I am so done with her […]

11/22/2014 3 comments

ME

by cant.fixme 11/14/2014

written by cant.fixme

i was so cough with the thing that i was writing the i forgot, i forgot to introduce myself.

So hey, my name i’ll keep it anonymous but you can always call me Y, i’m 14, i’m a girl and yes i’m dealing with depression, from quite a while actually (since 2010) well not really a while.

Hmm yeah that’s all

hmm if you want to you can always check my secret account on instagram @cant.fixme (pretty much the same username)

And that’s all…. well for now

11/14/2014 0 comment

Different

by walking231 11/5/2014

written by walking231

Uh so I’m John, 12 turning 13 on November 19. A little more than a year ago I started getting loads and loads of messages on instagram on my face, my body, and everything about me. I’m 92 pounds and not proud of it, pansexual, and gender queer. My family is Catholic and they don’t approve of me. Everyone keeps saying “Oh your siblings will never approve of you they’re your siblings!” But it’s not the same. They call me freak, emo dumbass, little Shit. Just because I love who I love, just because I don’t have call myself male or female. I’m atheist and […]

11/5/2014 3 comments

im back

by Chelsey 10/7/2014

written by Chelsey

After all this time,I’m back. I decided to stop using the site for a while,get some breathe,turns out I’m back into that dark whole. I’m worse than before. I hate myself more. I’ve become this person who when I look in the mirror I feel sick. I’ve become this weak person who cannot stick up for themselves. I just do what’s best for everyone else and what makes them happy,no one sees I’m broken inside,no one sees or let alone cares. I started cutting again and they’ve got deeper more of,and some people notice and ask,I give a petty excuse and they believe […]

10/7/2014 0 comment

hey .

by emily.guilbert 9/27/2014

written by emily.guilbert

hey im new .

im emily and im always feeling lonly and i did stop cutting cuz it wont do nothing . I have so much feelings bottled up in me and i dont knoe who to tell bc mostly people dont really care but i found this site . My voice well be heared and thats all i really wanted so if u need help or anything im here for u and everyone else . So i guess go follow me on instagram @emily.guilbert .

Bye .

9/27/2014 1 comment

This song describes me

by Lime17 8/2/2014

written by Lime17

hate every one – say anything

8/2/2014 1 comment

WouldAnyoneMissMe?

by xoxo02 6/24/2014

written by xoxo02

I wonder if anyone would miss me if I died. I mean like really miss me. There is always a certain sadness that comes with death. I think its the permanence of it and the unknowingness that makes it really sad. Even the death of someone you don’t know or a family pet is sad, so theres no doubt that my death with be sad for some people. But I wonder if people will remember me and miss me. Like a month down the road will one of my friends see something that reminds them of me and think about me? Will they wish I […]

6/24/2014 2 comments

Triggered

by societykilledthecat_ 5/12/2013

written by societykilledthecat_

Two people I follow and comment regularly on IG to haveÂ attemptedÂ suicide today. OneÂ succeedÂ yesterday. I feel like a failure because when I tried, I failed. I really wish I hadnt. I have no one to talk to now because my boyfriend just left because he bought a stupid new game. Hes obviously upset about something right now… I dont know what. He wont tell me. But I kinda need him right now and he just got up and stopped talking to me because of his stupid game. Im selfish for saying that. He can never tell when I need him. Right now I need him. And […]

5/12/2013 0 comment