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Fk it

by disgusting 11/6/2015

written by disgusting

I still want to kill myself. Good timing since my birthday is coming up. I wonder if there’s such thing as a best place to off yourself, as in a certain city, town or state that it’s just easy to do it in? I shouldn’t be fucking yelled at and treated like shit. Two god damn days of living in the city and it’s a pain in his ass to even talk to me and he has the fucking nerve to yell at me and be pissed!?!? I’m done, I’m out, I can’t fucking take another god damned fucking day!!!!

And I got my answer from […]

11/6/2015 4 comments

Have you ever reached that level of desperation?

by iicookieii 11/5/2015

written by iicookieii

The one where you’re so desperate to kill yourself that you’re willing to do anything? Where you’re willing to swallow anything, try anything, jump in front of anything? That level of desperation where the smallest and most minute of annoyances is enough to convince you that life isn’t worth living and that your only conceivable course of action is suicide? Where you’re just so desperate to end it all you just want anything to come along and take you away, even if you know that it won’t kill you, just hurt you.

I hate it when I reach that level. It’s like being a a wolf […]

11/5/2015 1 comment

Sadistic passion

by jano.11 11/4/2015

written by jano.11

11/4/2015 2 comments

Psychopath?

by shaclone 11/3/2015

written by shaclone

Idk, i dont know how to really feel anything anymore, im not exactly sad, im not happy either though,

I lack alot of empathy or sympathy or whatever- to humans.

I dont like people. They can defend and lie and kill, they stab you in the back and do anything to save themselves or make sure theyre on top.

Humans are a disgusting race.
Destroying eachother with war and calling it

“defending our country”
“Honorable heros”

Bullfuckingshit.

There is nothing honorable about killing your own species.

We are here to advance and flourish

But we kill and murder the earth while we do it.

I HAD. a […]

11/3/2015 2 comments

I’m thinking of committing suicide…

by thatgirl25 11/1/2015

written by thatgirl25

my mother has hated me ever since she got with her boyfriend. together they gang up on me, and it’s like I can’t escape them. I just can’t take it anymore. I want to kill myself, but I want to make it painless. What are good methods that I could use to make it as painless as possible?

11/1/2015 6 comments

enough

by jano.11 10/26/2015

written by jano.11

sometimes i cant think about anything but death

but when i see the one that smashed me and raped my heart before my body seeking my death

i say that i will not surrender i will not fade

i will be stronger than all that happened to me ,, i will never break ,, maybe i am already broken and feeling death through my vines

he wants me to die

and i will never help him to be pleasured

i will smile i will laugh i will be strong and forget everything about my pain

i will never ask to be dead again and never think about it ,, i will kill […]

10/26/2015 5 comments

I can’t stand it anymore

by disgusting 10/24/2015

written by disgusting

I can’t stand being in love with the most gorgeous and sexiest man alive because he’s untouchable and is forever doing everything in his power to find the girl that fits his mile long checklist of criteria she would have to meet to be perfect in his eyes, when I’m right here by his side wishing I could touch him. This is torture and I can’t turn off my feelings because I’m so close to him and I’ve never been so close to anyone before. I really wish it would go away or that I could switch it off. It still makes me want to […]

10/24/2015 7 comments

New S%#t-Read at your own…..

by theloser102 10/24/2015

written by theloser102

This will be my 2nd post here…. it is quite long, read at your own time, speed, risk, whatever………

I honestly do not see life getting any better for me, it might have been around 2 weeks since my last post and I should give more time for my life to “improve.” I have yet to find the right person to talk to about my problems in life, I do not want to talk to a counselor about it because I have tried that many times while I was in middle school and not only did it not help at all, they said your typical cliche […]

10/24/2015 4 comments

Depression or somethin

by FigBatDiggerNick 10/23/2015

written by FigBatDiggerNick

It’s not that I wanna kill myself it’s just that I wouldn’t mind dying right now

10/23/2015 2 comments

I give up

by PandaMonkey0207 10/20/2015

written by PandaMonkey0207

I’m sick and tired of fighting for something that’s never going to happen. My body can’t take it anymore. Ughhh.
My sister tells me she is scared that I’m going to kill my self. Maybe I should. Then my family doesn’t have to worry about me anymore.

10/20/2015 3 comments

Why are we alive?

by A Fairy from the Past 10/18/2015

written by A Fairy from the Past

We wake up each morning- alive. We live, struggle, suffer, fall in love (if we’re lucky), have a bit of fun, suffer a bit more and then die. What’s the point of it all? What’s the point of going through all of this, actually putting in the effort to do all of this when in the end you will die? Why not just kill yourself now? Yes, life might actually get better, but what difference does it make when in the end everything will be taken away from you ? And what happens if life happens to get worse? You stay alive and suffer even […]

10/18/2015 6 comments

Day 12

by Alex 10/16/2015

written by Alex

What doesn’t kill you, makes you wish you were dead.

10/16/2015 5 comments

I feel nothing

by maddie_kay 10/14/2015

written by maddie_kay

I thought maybe over time I could forget about him. Just distract myself until I forgot. But it’s not even been 3 months since he left and now I’m just empty.
I feel nothing for anyone or anything. I don’t get irritated when customers complain at work . I don’t get mad over things that I’d usually be pissed off at.
I can’t even cry. I mean, I do the motions, but no tears come. I finally told my best friend this, just to let her know what was going on. Then she tells me that she had been hospitalized a year ago for trying […]

10/14/2015 4 comments

Hello.

by viola 10/12/2015

written by viola

I am going to attempt a suicide on the 30th of November, which is next month. I feel that everything’s too hard, that my feelings keep being played with by others, that most of my dreams end up failing no matter how hard I try. I want to get out of this state of despair but I can’t, it’s too hard. How am I supposed to get out of this state when life’s too harsh on me? And even if I do get out, life’s always going to get harder and harder, making the chance of me attempting to suicide again even greater. I want […]

10/12/2015 2 comments

Time to kill myself..

by NoBuddy 10/11/2015

written by NoBuddy

Wake me up inside. Bid my blood to run, before I come undone. Call my name & save me from the dark. Bring me to life

10/11/2015 9 comments

Ugh

by Wanttogiveup 10/3/2015

written by Wanttogiveup

Okay so I’m going to be ranting for a bit. If you read my last post, you might remember me saying I met someone a while ago who helps me with my problems. Last night, I was feeling really horrible so I texted her because talking to her always cheers me up. But she kept reading my texts and not replying. So I just moved on, thinking she was busy. Then one of my other friends showed me a picture of a conversation between her and a guy. The guy kept asking her for nudes. She has been exploited in the past for nudes from […]

10/3/2015 12 comments

thought

by kinda anonymous 9/30/2015

written by kinda anonymous

*You love yourself.

Reality: You hate your self.

*Your so peaceful.

Reality: You want to kill yourself.

And every smiles back.

9/30/2015 0 comment

I cant even cry?

by sim356 9/30/2015

written by sim356

I’m asically dead. why not kill myself physically? I feel nothing but emptiness.

I dont really know what I’m saying or what to say.. its just the idea of killing myself wont leave my mind..but i dont think i’m brave enough to kill myself yet,,,

9/30/2015 1 comment

R.I.P David Foster

by jadedkeizy 9/25/2015

written by jadedkeizy

“The so-called ‘psychotically depressed’ person who tries to kill herself doesn’t do so out of quote ‘hopelessness’ or any abstract conviction that life’s assets and debits do not square. And surely not because death seems suddenly appealing. The person in whom Its invisible agony reaches a certain unendurable level will kill herself the same way a trapped person will eventually jump from the window of a burning high-rise. Make no mistake about people who leap from burning windows. Their terror of falling from a great height is still just as great as it would be for you or me standing speculatively at the same window […]

9/25/2015 3 comments

can’t kill myself today

by melodychild 9/25/2015

written by melodychild

i was all excited to at least try to die. didn’t think I’d succeed but hopefully I’d get a better sense on how to do it. But the new washer is being delivered and my dad decided to stay home for it. I’m pretty pissed.

9/25/2015 3 comments

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