I count all the broken hearts I will leave behind.
You are the only ones that are keeping me here, even though I long to say goodbye.
How could I ever express my gratitude to you for keeping me alive all this time.
How could I ever apologise.
I know I can’t but I am sorry.
I will love you forever and I will see in the next life.
All of my love, my heart and my mind.
Forever yours,
Xx
(This is merely a poem, not an actual suicide note and I am hoping never will be)