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Do you feel suicide is selfish?

by ArtNHeaven
written by ArtNHeaven

Do you believe suicide is selfish? Do you have a right to kill yourself when there are others living off worse than you?

After all, when one kills his or herself they leave a lot of people in pain, anger and grief. Sometimes there’s even a [gruesome] mess to clean up. Is that fair?

 

I go back and forth between whether it’s fair or not everyday. EVERY single human being has or is experiencing some great deal of pain. in their life. But what about people who truly feel they’re better off dead than alive?

 

How do you feel when people try to compare your life to those […]

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This Life I Hate

by Jovahala
written by Jovahala

Do you remember those summer childhood moments spent carefree and happy, when you were filled with hope for your bright future?  I do.  I look back, and think, where did I go wrong? What did I do wrong to make it get this bad? I also remember a childhood gone wrong – a childhood of sadness wishing it would all just go away.  I remember a young me, not too long ago, wanting it all to end.  And that’s still the me today.  I’ve always felt like I were on the outside looking in.  I’ve always felt somehow different – as if there were something setting […]

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Too far gone.

by HateLife69
written by HateLife69

I’ve made too many stupid mistakes in my 26 years on this earth. There is no way for me to have a normal life any more. I got fired from my job of 8 years and now I cant get hired by any one. My wife works 10 hours a day and I am only working at a shitty temp job 20 hours a week. I feel like im not a man anymore. I just fucked up too many times and theres no way back. There are no second chances. Nothing will ever be the same. I dont feel suicidal yet but in the future […]

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Peace Degenerated X

by Bisban
written by Bisban

 

“Scythe”

 

Arise affinity.
Chosen Lords, where art thou, [in space and time].
Navigate through this hell.
The torch that beholds, humanity’s alpha line.
The seal. Black.
Death Valley squadron, the wild card. Save me.
Void of me like void of life.
Monstrous atrocity. All I’ve ever known is global cold existence.
Scythed. And poison.
Rising cold Aquarius. From death, unto life.
Our fate.
My fate, in black infinity.
Intolerable iron satan of hell, in second master molding.
The second final, in counting.

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Master of light. Monster of hell.
Duality of the scale, in my blood.
Forever etch, in pilgrimage.
Lucifer. Bringer of light. Satan’s salvation.
Duality, the […]

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Are there legitimate reasons for killing oneself ?

by duderino
written by duderino

By legitimate, I don’t mean legal. Obviously, most people here are going through some type of (intense) pain. What I mean is, are there circumstances, both internal and external to an individual, which a group of mature, impartial observers would agree are so unbearable, and so unlikely to be changed, that suicide is a rational choice, maybe even a compassionate one ?

I once met someone who said that no one should commit suicide before 40, because s/he hadn’t lived enough to know what his/her possibilities were.

And not I’m talking about the sanctity of life issue, which being a religious/personal one, can never be decided on […]

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Stuck between a rock and a hard place.

by half_asleep_half_awake
written by half_asleep_half_awake

I don’t want to live, but I don’t want to die either.

I’m sick of the pain and frustration that life forces on you… there is no escaping it. But I’m afraid that my attempt at ending it will fail, and that I’d continue to live as a vegetable or in a form of agonizing physical pain.

I also do not wish to cause my mother grief, nor anyone else for that matter. Pain is the exact thing I’m trying to avoid in life, so I’ve never gone out of my way to hurt others. She did not wish for a daughter that would have rather not […]

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live like a jordan belfort

by addicted
written by addicted

Make millions of money, own a big yacht with a copter on top of it
go to jail, write a book
let famous hero make a movie out of it and watch him take Oscar
turn out a public speaker

not

finish the graduation
get a avg paying job
ugly looking wife
mediocre kids
If someone ask, why you building yet another avg life on earth? reply him ” I like what I do and I am curious to learn, my goal in life is not to become great, my goal is just to live happy avg life”

To be frank, self convincing power saving lots of human lives on earth. Without it 90% human lives don’t have […]

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stopped by to say good bye

by truthbetold
written by truthbetold

I’ve ran out of patience with trying to figure out my “life purpose”

I may be in a better emotional state than I was in late 2011 and the first half of 2012, yet that isn’t enough to make me value life

when I look back, life hasn’t been very enjoyable since mid 2010 and it’s time to put an end to this farce

my only regret: among all the people who say (believe) they care about me, not one would be willing to help me in any way to leave this prison

DON’T BE FOOLED: people value their feelings more then they value your well-being … yet they […]

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Its Over

by xjamaican
written by xjamaican

So, basically this is one of my last chances until suicide is my last option. I’ve been thinking about suicide since i was probably 14. I just turned 16 two weeks ago.  It feels as if, I’m just a waste of matter. I feel like I’m just taking up space. I can’t do anything and I won’t ever be anything. When I’m gone, I won’t leave a mark on anyone’s life. If they were able to survive without knowing me, then they’ll still survive when I’m gone; they’ll only feel grief for about a week. I’m always being pushed down in life, and there isn’t […]

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Nothing is right

by b5544
written by b5544

A little over a year ago I met the love of my life. We had everything in common, he made me laugh, and I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him. For a few months, he seemed to be in love with me, too. But after a few months, he just lost interest in me. He stopped wanting to have sex and acted like he was annoyed of me and that I was a chore. We broke up and 2 months later he was dating someone else. The girl he started dating is beautiful, smart, and has lots of friends. They are […]

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Death…

by LetItGo
written by LetItGo

la mort est belle
présenter dans les ténèbres
présenter dans l’abîme noir
présenter dans le néant

la mort est inconnue
essayer de rejoindre
essayer d’obtenir de l’aide
essayer de parler aux gens

la mort est un adieu
dire au revoir
rien que des mensonges
alors qu’ils réalisent

la mort n’est pas comme la vie
“la vie est courte”
que si vous le faites à court
peut-être je vais raccourcir la mine

la mort est étonnant
son évasion, oui permanent
mais est une évasion
un au revoir attristant que

death is beautiful
submit into the darkness
submit into the black abyss
submit into the nothingness

death is unknown

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I need you.

by katerbugg
written by katerbugg

I wish you cared like you told me you did.
I so desperately want to tell you what’s in my head, how I want to end my life, how all I really want is your help.
I need you, right now. But I’m too scared to let you know.

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Panic is my life….

by lexusb02
written by lexusb02

I came home to visit my girlfriend today and to get some business done. But now as the day is ending I’m feeling the stress and panic of everything is coming down on me. I’m so upset that I didn’t bring my razor blades I could’ve felt better tonight. I feel out of control without my blades with me I feel like my emotions can’t be managed without them. Ugh. I’m pulling my hair out I’m so damn anxious and on edge!

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Happying About Dying

by ArtNHeaven
written by ArtNHeaven

Time is ticking away on my deadline because I’m going damn near insane. Yet I make every excuse to stick around and to hope for things to get better. What a fucking waste. I’m at a point where I satisfied with dying. I still don’t feel like I don’t have much to live for and I’m wasting away (it feels like it). I can sense the slight frustration my mom is having with my unemployment (it’s been a ***** to find a job). Two degrees + debt = biggest waste and regret of my fucking life. I understand her in everyway. I turned and looked […]

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Emptiness

by Agion
written by Agion

I really don’t know what to do anymore.

Some call it a phase of life, others just a small crisis.

But I don’t know and I actually dont care.

I feel empty. Nothing excites me. I don’t have goals and no matter how much I search, I just feel that I will be put down.

Everything I do is put down. I got support, but what does that count? They wont be there forever.

I wonder, why was I born? I feel empty. Don’t feel joy actually and just waste my life.

I tried many times to kill myself, stabbing, hanging, drowning and even throw myself infront of a train or […]

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Everything Fell Apart

by creeper tales
written by creeper tales

the life in me has gone

everything was wrong

in my life i had no sympathy

my life was full of tragedy

everything i knew and love

disappeared with a knife and a shove

i see the darkness closing in

in my mind all i knew was sin

i fucked up everything

i gave in

death is what i  start

cause everything fell apart

 

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