I came home to visit my girlfriend today and to get some business done. But now as the day is ending I’m feeling the stress and panic of everything is coming down on me. I’m so upset that I didn’t bring my razor blades I could’ve felt better tonight. I feel out of control without my blades with me I feel like my emotions can’t be managed without them. Ugh. I’m pulling my hair out I’m so damn anxious and on edge!
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Quick. Load an MMO and zap virtual thingiez.
That’s your active mind again my friend. Fighting it really only ever seemed to make it worse. So channel it man. And cutting seems to be how you have been doing that. Your smart, we can agree that probably not the best way . We need to find another way to channel all this. What interests you or things do you like that you do not mind opening up and mentioning? I lost the reigns myself the other day and had to sleep the day away because I knew there was no positive alternative to getting gaining control again.