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At The end of the world, Or the last thing I see, You are, Never coming home, Never coming home….

by Nat.... 4/15/2012

written by Nat....

Damn. That song brings back so many memories. Happy-ish Memories from happier times.

Basically, I’m thinking of doing ‘it’. I don’t want to be around anymore… I’m sick of life and all it has to throw at me. It’s not going to get better like everyone keeps telling me. I want it to stop. I think… My mental health is also getting worse… I don’t want to be the crazy one. I did want to stick around for my nephews, watch them grow up… be happy with them. Looks like that isn’t going to happen. They will be ok without me. I know it. And sure, […]

4/15/2012 15 comments

my life feels fake … this is my last option

by kristannaisneardeath 4/4/2012

written by kristannaisneardeath

first of all let me say i dont have problems in school im an A student i go to a good christian school even though im not christian .

i do have problems in life i have since i was 8 . the big drama’s started when i was 12/13 im (16)

my mother is a heavy Â heroine addict and hasn’t payed attention to me since i was born … when i was 8 i was taken into foster care and moved from place to place till i was 13 where i was put in a residential with 2 to 3 other girls where they decided to […]

4/4/2012 3 comments

I’m afraid it might all go downhill from here.

by 2012 3/22/2012

written by 2012

I’ve been depressed and suicidal recently with no one to talk of my issues with. I recently decided to talk to the school counselor about my problems. At first, everything was great, but then from the depression test results she decided that she needs to talk to my parents about my depression (the talk is tomorrow night shit shit shit shit fuck fuck fuck fuck) as well as getting me to see my pediatrician about things I can do (antidepressants stuff).

I’m really starting to regret talking to my counselor and wish there was some other way of doing this without making things more complicated than […]

3/22/2012 5 comments

Don’t start to panic for me, ’cause I have nothing to lose I am as bright as the sun, I burn up all that I choose, Up on the side of the field, I see a city with lights, I touch her face when I kneel, she tells me she’s not alive….

by Nat.... 2/17/2012

written by Nat....

So…. Updates for those who are interseted in me and my mental health, which is probably none of you….:/.

At 1am On Monday 6th February…my new nephew was born, i met him today and he is stunning….im in love, might upload a photo of us…

Im not talking to my dad, still. we got into an arguement after the whole police thing and thats just been it. i miss him though….should i apologise? do i even have anything to apologise for?….

I’m also considering a foster home, because as long as i’m living here i don’t think i’m going to get better…. so much stress and negative atmosphere….

I’m […]

2/17/2012 2 comments

Repetition

by solace 1/22/2012

written by solace

I hate repeating myself but i am very stuck and didn’tÂ receiveÂ any help the last time i posted about this topic.

I am asking for some advice. I don’t need to be told “Yup. It sucks. Welcome to reality.”
I need help!

Are there any effective treatments out there for Borderline Personality Disorder? I’m worried about my mental health and would prefer to ask someone with personal experience before going to a doctor.

If anyone can help me and give me some advice. It would be really appreciated.
Thanks.

1/22/2012 8 comments

How did it get to this point

by Agaterstul 1/20/2012

written by Agaterstul

I’m thinking of doing it tomorrow night. 1/21/12 is when I die. I wanted to do it on my birthday. That was three months ago. Should have then. Should’ve done it along time ago. I know some people work through worse pain then I have experienced. I feel hopeless. I used to feel sorry for myself. Realized that gets you nowhere. Thinking about just walking in front of a semi. If I jump just at the right moment I should die. I know that it’s selfish to do. Especially in that way. Can’t really find another way to do it. No car.Â Can’t find good […]

1/20/2012 5 comments

Is this the end…

by rawrshark 1/18/2012

written by rawrshark

i can’t seem to put into words exactly how i feel. I’m 26 and alone. Grade A (or F) loser. No car, job, friends. I have no drivers license. I’ve never had one. Had a girlfriend once. Only person I opened up to, but still withheld a lot. Wasn’t very ambitious in life. Don’t blame her for leaving me. Spent most of my life in a haze it seems. Ready to die may do it this weekend. Tried killing myself seven months ago by charcoal burning. Room got to hot and I blacked out woke up outside of hotel room. Felt stupid and even worse […]

1/18/2012 1 comment

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