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Drowning

by mementomori
written by mementomori

I find myself crying. It seems to be the only thing I’m constant and good at lately. I find myself bursting into tears moment after moment. I try to hold on to those moments of clarity when my energy shifts and my ideals and desires seem so clear. But I can’t, this wave of pain seems to catch me over and over again and no matter how hard I paddle it strikes and submerge me into it’s darks waters.

I feel lost, confused and covered by this dark shadow that rarely allows light to come in.  I tried once to commit suicide, in a moment of […]

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My Mind..

by HatefulPeace
written by HatefulPeace

Does anyone ever feel like the only enemy they ever have to worry about is themselves? Like seriously.. The mirror is the only real opponent. You stare at yourself in it, and then you just pick out all your flaws. Sometimes, on a good day, you can see some good things but other days all you can see is the things you hate the most about yourself and you wish that change were possible.. Of course then changing you’d hate the person you became then..

Ever feel like your mind is trying to kill you? Like you just hate yourself and everything about yourself? Like you’re […]

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Anyone

by Bisban
written by Bisban

Trying to find a place to stay out from Southern California. Let me know if maybe we can work something out and if you need a friend. I have my own personal income and can split some rent with you. If you think you might be interested just let me know and we can try to talk some more. Just hoping for a place to hang out with a friend.

Peace.

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planning for the future

by Mad-hatter
written by Mad-hatter

I am a certified genius.

that’s a good thing and a bad thing.

I am a constant danger to myself. I know exactly how my body ‘ticks’. and I know how to make it stop ticking. I don’t need no knife or revolver I am able to use anything except the air filling my lungs.  I have been planning my departure for almost 9 years now. escaping pain in it’s various forms.

heartbreak, impending failure, shame.

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Do we?

by purplepain
written by purplepain

All of us suicidal people, do we really want to die? Or is it something else? What exactly is it that we need?  Because each day that drifts away I understand my feelings less and less.

Feeling djhvfbisjdfh,
PURPLEPAIN

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darkness

by supermajor03
written by supermajor03

darkness consumes me, all of me. all i see is darkness. My mind is full of dark thoughts you see, all i want is to be set free. feeling this way all the times makes me even more depressed… i need to be saved or i need to go. i just wish that my parents loved me, i wish i didnt cut i wish i didnt depend on pills to make me feel better. i wish that i was differnt…

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A quote from the interwebz

by clevername
written by clevername

“Life is what happens while you’re busy trying to fix RSI.” (repetitive strain injury) [this is actually paraphrased]

Now substitute “RSI” with whatever you haven’t been able to fix or change, regardless of who is at fault or to blame. It could be paralysis or disease or heartbreak, or even chronically reduced self-esteem, due to an abusive childhood, or even just “bullying.” It could even be that you simply realized that humanity seems to embrace and prioritize the most absurd things and notions, and even decides to mandate injustice and tyranny into “law.”

To simplify:

“Life is what happens while we’re busy trying to fix what went wrong […]

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Lost our animal nature?

by elliecats
written by elliecats

This morning I was meditating on sexual abuse because I was abused until I was about 10 or 11 and I’m having a hard time dealing with the grief. And I was asking myself: why are there so many people who stand by and let it happen?

Perfect example: dad abuses kid and mom pretends she does not know, but OF COURSE she knows. She might notice her kid is a little “off”, but thinks they’re still upset about being punished for mouthing off last week. She sees the cuts on her kid (which the kind did him or herself)  but buys the story about the […]

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Off the grid

by Phil McLoven
written by Phil McLoven

  I don’t think I want to kill myself  quite as badly as I just want to stop participating in modern day life. We go to school, get a job, buy shit we really don’t need, and rarely ask “why the fuck am I doing this”?

If you live in society you need money to pay for essentials like food, shelter and clothing. But do you really need a cellphone, a car, furniture, credit cards, internet access, health care, etc? Is any of that essential for survival? No, but you want it, so you work in order to earn […]

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no option left but suicide

by passionfruit3
written by passionfruit3

I have become determined to prove myself and make others stop treating me like i dont matter.Im going to try a more serious attempt and gods will be done.I thought i had a reason for doing it but i dont.Apart of me says good riddance to this god awful planet apart of me says one more chance.Im getting older ill be twenty two in september.My sister will be off having a life in college.all my brothers and sisters will have left me.my parents will be dead ill be lost and confused I hate people who cry about boyfriends and girlfriends on here.i want to commit […]

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only thing we need to deal with is boredom

by addicted
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Do you really think we need to live with other human beings?

My experience proved 90% of our problems wipe out if we stay alone and out of the society. Only thing we need to deal with is boredom.

Most of the things that humans do is foolish. No one really has profound reason for what they trying to achieve with life.

If a person struggling to become president of USA or Entrepreneur trying to create empire worth billions of money and has huge impact on human race   these kind of thing may worth all the struggle a humans undergo.

If you ask these 90% of people- they really don’t know […]

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We can be lonely without being alone

by LetItGo
written by LetItGo

We can be lonely without being alone
Because we yearn for a comfort that
Can gives us the satisfaction that we need

We can be lonely without being alone
Because even though we are surrounded
By love and comfort; in the end it is not what we want

We can be lonely without being alone
Because friends will try to love us
But we only want a certain kind of love

We can be lonely without being alone
Because some love that people give us
Is not the love we want to receive

We can be lonely without being alone
Because sometimes we need one person
But that person […]

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I wish I could be a cat..

by ilovecats
written by ilovecats

Most indoor cats are the luckiest beings on earth. Well besides, models, billionaires, (insert: anyone you think is very lucky).

As a cat I would get all the affection and love I’ll ever want. I would not be rejected cause I am hairy and shed everywhere. Food would always be there when I want. I may even reject it and quickly it will be changed for a different meal. I may even gain weight. But as a cat I would still get carried, hugged, and never criticized for my huge belly. I would always have a roof over me to keep me dry, warm, and out […]

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