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Proud of Myself

by InhalingAnxiety 11/20/2015

written by InhalingAnxiety

Last night after work, I washed dishes AND I made supper for me and my boyfriend.

Many of you guys understand with depression it’s hard to get yourself to do anything. It’s hard to become motivated or even get out of bed. And it’s really been bad for me lately. I usually put all my energy and motivation into going to work, and even then I miss a day every other week. So it’s hard to come home from work and do anything that needs done. I usually just want to go to bed when I get home.

I know I haven’t accomplished much, but for me […]

11/20/2015 6 comments

Already Over Today

by InhalingAnxiety 11/19/2015

written by InhalingAnxiety

Woke up this morning for work, and I’m already over today. The past few days at work I’ve gotten yelled at for stupid reasons, just because my supervisor is stressed out. Yeah because that’s my fault.

I wake up and want to quit every morning, but I need the money. I fucking hate it here. I shouldn’t want to not come in every single day. I come in everyday dreading what I’m going to be yelled at for today.

I’m tired of the bullying, the harassment. People talk down to me like I’m worthless and stupid and I’m not. I know I’m not, but after awhile and […]

11/19/2015 1 comment

I’m still breathing. ?

by safieeatszombies 11/18/2015

written by safieeatszombies

I have been suicidal as long as I can remember. If you need anyone I’m here. I’ll gladly share my story with you

I have this tattoo on my wrist.
It’s a peace sign and it says I’m still breathing.
I’ve had it for two years.
I couldn’t protect my sister, So I didn’t want to live.
My […]

11/18/2015 2 comments

Guys i really need advice on this….

by Delisnak 11/17/2015

written by Delisnak

What are you suppose to do when your bestfriend dates your ex-boyfriend? and when you have a boyfriend and kiss that same friend that is dating your ex?

11/17/2015 9 comments

beautiful and i love her

by jano.11 11/13/2015

written by jano.11

but .. she betrayed me … ! who is she … it’s life !! yup … it’s life …

i sow it .. a beautiful and loved it .. i wanted to live it .. i wanted to stay in it .. i didn’t ever wanna leave .. but it’s forcing me to !! i didn’t ever wanted .. it’s kicking me out .. like i am a ball ! why .. know i made many mistakes ! if god is watching he will know i’m not the only one .. alot of people had made many mistakes and many of them got the bless of […]

11/13/2015 4 comments

Rock bottom

by dollydolls 11/13/2015

written by dollydolls

I’m now at rock bottom and admit defeat!

My friend thinks I have post natal depression on top of bi polar and anxiety.

i can’t look after my babies properly, I’m exhausted from them both being up all night. I’m home alone all day with them, with 4 kids my house is a mess, dishes need washing, laundry need sorting but I can’t leave the babies as one climbs lots and the other screams. I’m lonely as my friends have older children and are studying or working, I fail as a mum , I’m really struggling and just don’t want to be here! Seriously what kinda mum […]

11/13/2015 9 comments

by MissDysphoria 11/13/2015

written by MissDysphoria

i deserve every inch of pain i’m getting, i’m a worthless peace of fuck and i’m too much work, i just bring the ones i love down, i make them hate me. but i deserve it. they need better than me. how could anyone love someone who doesn’t love themselves.

11/13/2015 4 comments

Don’t forget

by Ali 11/12/2015

written by Ali

To all the people reading these, I would like to ask you to do something before you think about/try to commit suicide. Think about the people you love, friends, family, crushes who ever you love. Now think about all things you haven’t done yet that you want to do, anything to reading a certain book or skydiving or even sex. Think about it, you can’t do any of things you want to do when you’re dead, right? So why waste it? Stay alive for the people you love because they most likely love you back even more! Stay alive for all the things you want […]

11/12/2015 29 comments

i need help

by princessxx 11/12/2015

written by princessxx

I really need some help, i know i posted last night, i dont feel any better, is anyone there?

11/12/2015 70 comments

Human Stepping Stone

by Spook 11/11/2015

written by Spook

I’ve spent my life being the person who is always thinking of others, always trying to help make everyone else’s lives around me better. I’m the clown, the one who laughs and jokes with others and makes others smile when they need it most and people apparently enjoy my company. However, I am just a stepping stone for everyone, they use me to get what they need and then move on, leaving me to feel alone and isolated again.

People see me as the happy and friendly guy, however, I’ve struggled in secret, for the most part, with depression my entire life. I promised myself I […]

11/11/2015 7 comments

all the best intentions.

by onlyoption 11/10/2015

written by onlyoption

if I had a pound for every time I announced I’m going to change id be a rich woman. but now I really need to make a change. being put on mood stabilisers and have a re-referral to a psychiatrist because of my extreme mood swings. I don’t need to be labelled with anything, too much stress. thus I will have a Bridget jones style epiphany; I will stop loosing weight, I will stop cutting, quit smoking, stop relying on drink, I will sleep enough, I will suppress my mood swings…. is this too much all at once?:’)

11/10/2015 2 comments

for all of us

by jano.11 11/9/2015

written by jano.11

we guys deserve a much better life .. and we should get it ,, we need to help and to be helped .. we need to rise and will rise .. we need ourlives back and we will take it and pass it to each other .. we will never come down .. we are the uncoming down .. we are the strongest with our hearts .. we are the uncoming down … we are who we are … i pass this for each one of you .. wishing it will help you in time that nothing is helping me .. god bless you […]

11/9/2015 7 comments

Better

by twentytwo0022 11/9/2015

written by twentytwo0022

I just wanna be in
a better place
a better position
a better person with
better people
better goals
better mindset
I just need everything to be better.

-22

11/9/2015 5 comments

by FancyArcadeCupcake 11/7/2015

written by FancyArcadeCupcake

I need help.. I don’t want to live anymore, but I don’t want to die… I just want to dissapear off the face of the earth, I just want the pain to stop. My heart feels like it’s going to explode… Maybe I should start cutting again…

11/7/2015 3 comments

by Whateverbell 11/5/2015

written by Whateverbell

I just need to pick a date already. I could do next week on the 11th, it’ll make it a year since the rape. I could do the last day of 2015, or on my birthday in January. I can’t be here anymore. I have absolutely no purpose in life. I think about suicide every single day. I wake up thinking about it it’s the only thing that consistently stay on my mind. I’m in school but I’m pretty much failing to the point where I’m on academic probation. If I do bad this semester there kicking me out. I used to do so well. […]

11/5/2015 5 comments

What’s the best way to get rid of blood stains?

by Take a Deep Breath 11/5/2015

written by Take a Deep Breath

Hello loves, i need a little advice. So I was in class today when I noticed dozens of lines of something on my thighs… my cut marks bled through my jeans. I really don’t need my parents questioning what they are, and they are my favorite pants. Any recommendations?

11/5/2015 7 comments

ignore this

by MissDysphoria 11/5/2015

written by MissDysphoria

I’m on the edge of a psychotic break down. if I keep pushing on to the end, that I’m oh so close to…so close to finishing my show, finishing this semester, finishing school……. it’s going to finish me. I can’t wait a few more day, weeks, let a long months! Everyone tells me how close I am to finishing school, “just a little more, two more semesters, you got all this way, why quit now when you’re so close?” And no one wants to listen about my bad day, how much I can’t stand it, and listen to me cry. My friends don’t want to […]

11/5/2015 4 comments

Need your thoughts, since I cannot ask people in “real life”… Please, fellow human beings, give me your thoughts.

by freedomseeker 11/2/2015

written by freedomseeker

Hey guys, I’ve been writing quite frequently here for a few weeks/months. Something has been troubling my life and I don’t know what to think about it, how I should feel about it, I don’t know what it is and I was thinking that maybe your thoughts might help me. I don’t need any psychologist’s or any doctor’s thoughts. Just thoughts from/by fellow human beings. As long as it is sincere, it is perfect. Here the “troubling thing”:

I haven’t really identified myself as a lesbian. The people I fell in love with have always been men. Sexually I’m stil more attracted to men. I am […]

11/2/2015 8 comments

A Reason To Stay Alive

by Kakubetsuna 10/31/2015

written by Kakubetsuna

“You need to find a reason to stay alive”

A simple and annoying sentence that people used each time I come to them to explain about how I’m having suicidal thoughts. It’s easier said than done. While I hate it so much because they kept on replaying it like some kind of broken radio, I do realize it’s because they can’t really do anything about it. About me. I tried and be open about my situation to my most trusted friend. We argue a little about how she didn’t reach me and try to help. But in her defense, there’s nothing to help when I can’t […]

10/31/2015 10 comments

by jadedkeizy 10/31/2015

written by jadedkeizy

I just need someone I can talk to, skype me at keizy.paul1 … If you wanna vent or talk about other nerd stuff and life in general 🙂

10/31/2015 0 comment

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