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New Year

New Year. New Beginning.

by Ylem 12/31/2015

written by Ylem

My 3 year old niece sang me happy birthday over the phone. That was really cute and it made me smile. I also cried a little because I miss her. I haven’t seen her in a while. So, for a moment I forgot about the pain. For a moment…

It’s a new year. A new day. Same damn shit, different day. It’s just another shitty day. Nothing special. That’s how I feel about this day.

Happy New Year SP. Hope your year turns out better. I see mine going downhill and fast.

So the horror that is my life begins…

N.N.M

12/31/2015 4 comments

Have a New Year

by nozmoking 12/31/2014

written by nozmoking

I can’t quite bring myself to include the word “happy” although I wish I could. At least that is my sincere wish for all of you. But I know there is much pain and suffering, and these things make no distinction regarding new years, new days, hours or seconds.

As we do pass this sort of chronological demarcation, I genuinely hope that each of you can find the one hug, one smile, one friend or just one touch from another that makes a difference for you. If but one person finds a few moments of comfort it’s worth all the effort put forth to find it. […]

12/31/2014 6 comments

Happy New Year?

by lulukukuu 12/31/2013

written by lulukukuu

I am new to suicide project, but I just wanted to wish all of you a good new year’s eve. I hope 2013 wasn’t to much of a pain for all of you, and if so I hope 2014 treats you better. Whether you are celebrating this holiday alone or with some friends/family i hope you’ll Â enjoy yourself. Happy 2014…

12/31/2013 8 comments

happy new year 2006 E.C

by joinel 9/10/2013

written by joinel

does happy new years make sense to you.it is ethiopian new year.and it
Is not different from last day.just another more number.

9/10/2013 1 comment

[Notification of intent…3]

by Dead Right 1/23/2013

written by Dead Right

I noted a reply to one of my earlier posts that stated I was not actually talking about committing suicide immediately or maybe that was never my intent at all. To this I reply, if you were around on the Suicide Project six to twelve months ago you would not think that.Â The only reason I did not finish the job was because I was evicted from my home of 20 years because I had lost my job and became broke very fast.
Prior to becoming homeless last April, I had my Final Exit all planned out and was only waiting for the best time…for me.

The […]

1/23/2013 3 comments

I’m feeling better..hope of recovery for All

by StartmeUp 1/22/2013

written by StartmeUp

To those who long for endurance and hope, hang in there, nothing is permanent. Resist the negative pulls and things will come your way. May we all be blessed and happy new year!

Here is a video taken on you tube on Babaji with great music in the background, enjoy!

BABAJI – HAIDAKHANDI BOL – YouTube2

1/22/2013 2 comments

Self Harm Diary: Day Two (HELP NEEDED)

by thekingofnothing 1/7/2013

written by thekingofnothing

You know what. After my friend and I made up yesterday I thought everything would be good. I walked into college today thinking “No getting depressed, this will be a new year and a good start” I went 2 minutes until people started bullying me. I had thought it would have stopped after I completely flipped and screamed at them last year.

So, first lesson – ICT, first thing that happened was I was pushed into the huge mother fudging computer, and they laughed at me and shouted “Emo boy gonna cry? Go cut yourself freak”. Well, I went into the boys loos after, and as […]

1/7/2013 7 comments

New year equals a new beginning

by christine123 1/3/2013

written by christine123

I know that for a lot the new year doesn’t seem like it is going to be full of great things or maybe so far the year hasn’t been good. Just keep positive because I have been there and I know what it feels like to be completely alone and wanting everything to slow down and stop. Sometimes no matter what people said to me like ” don’t worry, this will pass” or ” ignore what others say” or the best..” this is just temporary” ended up pissing me off more because when it is you personally going through a rough time no one knows […]

1/3/2013 6 comments

what a year ><

by --334560 12/31/2012

written by --334560

this year was the toughest one I have had in my life. i dropped out of college twice and was hospitalized 4 times. i have experienced the lowest points in my life this year. but i have also realized many important things. i have grown up. i have gotten closer to my husband. he is my best friend. he helps me through my illness. i have gotten closer to my church family and i am now in the beginning phases of getting real intensive treatment for my BPD. i hope that i begin to really heal this year. i am fed up of this lifestyle […]

12/31/2012 1 comment

“happy” new year

by David 12/31/2012

written by David

Well, it probably voids all rules of this site to say this. But tonight, i’m going to kill myself. I’m not here to get help as such.
I’m seventeen. And it’s new year. And I’m drunk.
Although i said i’m not here for help, i won’t stop anybody who tries, because i know full well you would even if i told you not too. Because bar a few pathetic trolls here and there, each and every one of you are amazing people.
I guess, this is being written so i can feel understood for a little while. I want to speak to someone who knows […]

12/31/2012 5 comments

Overdose

by Wei Se 12/30/2012

written by Wei Se

I don’t post so often. I know no one isÂ interestedÂ in reading this shit but it feels okay writing.

I’m gonna overdose on new year I will probably not be dead but it’s okay for me when i’m poisoned so this shit body can suffer. It would be even more amazing if i would go into coma. Would love that.

Anyway that’s it. Love you all.

12/30/2012 14 comments

Empty

by hopefuldreamer 12/29/2012

written by hopefuldreamer

Right now it’s nearly four in the morning and this is my 7th night sleeping late this week because of my insomnia . I’ve been really frustrated and angry these past few days and I usually don’t feel this way I’ve realized that it’s because I’ve been thinking a lot lately, with the new year approaching I feel very upset because a year has passed and my depression has gotten worse , last year I took time off from activities because I felt like there was something wrong and that the activities were no longer enjoyable so I wanted to take a break to focus […]

12/29/2012 2 comments

I sit and wonder if I’m okay

by DiademS 12/29/2012

written by DiademS

school is going to start, it’s going to be a sudden change of pace… reading, always reading… so many people… memorizing stuff… I may not have to post anymore… it’s interesting to have gone through this in this way… i’ll be back but who am I?

I’m sore from trying, I’d rather be sore from doing… my head hurts on and off… 2 more days until a new year… will I be able to do it? will IÂ finallyÂ make it? I tell myself I’m strong enough… I do… I believe I’m ready to do this… Time is crawling…still I wonder, am I worth making this memorable again?

Did […]

12/29/2012 0 comment

Hope everyone had a great Christmas

by thebat 12/28/2012

written by thebat

Hey, I’m a new user. Barely joined a few hours ago.

Hope all of you had a great Christmas with your family and friends.

Hope the new year brings you some joy, keep being strong.

Flying out,

thebat

12/28/2012 1 comment

Happy Winter Solstice

by elliecats 12/15/2012

written by elliecats

Hi, I know it’s still a week away, but Happy Winter Solstice to everyone. I love this day because it’s the day in the northern hemisphere when the days start getting longer. Not by much, mind you, but a little every day. I am planning a party for the night before…. probably will eat too much. I’ve got a bottle of chocolate wine saved just for the occasion. I plan to build a fire in the fire pit out in the back yard and meditate on the solar new year, the darkness I want to discard, and the returning light.Â I’ll play my drum alone […]

12/15/2012 5 comments

Bored

by dawn 12/15/2012

written by dawn

Just fancied a rant on a lonely Saturday eve…

cant seem to get excited about Xmas this year and dreading New Year’s Eve as usual…. Makes me feel inadequate…just lost my sat job cos I wasn’t well enough to man a crisis line- was just taking msgs though couldn’t help think of all the unhappy ppl out there and the worried relatives making those calls, could be my mum ringing up…. And yet still dream of not being here, just sitting at home doing nothing, I can’t even be bothered be think positively, knowing that I do have it an awful lot better than most…. I […]

12/15/2012 5 comments

Hey guys !(:

by brokenheart15 11/30/2012

written by brokenheart15

Yah no i feel a whole lot better. Glad i joined this .thanks everyone for saving me . Y’all mean alot have a safe holiday and merry christmas && a happy new year loves take care . I hope you all Change your mind. <3 with love , hailey <333

11/30/2012 4 comments

Losing What You Never Had

by FourgeC. 4/29/2012

written by FourgeC.

In my adolescent years, I never thought I would make it to 18. Feeling so alone, coming out of the closet at 12, no one to love, to be loved by, to share our love through sex…

I have way to make myself feel better, and they’re pretty foolproof. But as we all know, it gets hard every now and then… That’s when I can pull through the tough times and make it all feel better! But it’s that pulling through that’s the hard part. And what if I do pull through?? What, do all the happy work just to end up in my own hell […]

4/29/2012 4 comments

Will things really get better?

by tryintostartanewlife 3/22/2012

written by tryintostartanewlife

I will be 15 in 3 weeks. My depression started when i was 13. I began to start cutting myself. Now i have scars left on my arms as a memory. The last time i cut was in December. I would cut whenever something would really upset me. Then when i was 13 my mom implied that i was fat so i developed an eating disorder and i lost 30 pounds from that so far. I have not recovered from either. I have a tendency of relapsing. When all of this began someone came into my life and he tried to help me. He was […]

3/22/2012 9 comments

My last few weeks.

by Engie 1/17/2012

written by Engie

I am a 23 year old engineer. I became interested in this site a while back when I was feeling low. I am fascinated by all the stories. The things that make people depressed, stories of overcoming or triumph or despair.
This is my first entry. I guess I just need a vent. I don’t have any real reason to be depressed except perhaps only within the chemistry of my brain.

It has been a week and 3 days since I last tried to kill myself.

It was during the Christmas/New Year break that my mother discovered that I’d been dating an Asian for nearly a year. […]

1/17/2012 4 comments

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