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Nice Girl

one year countdown is getting closer by the day

by notalwayshappy 7/3/2013

written by notalwayshappy

I decided on Nov 18, 2012, that I did not have 1 single happy day (or half day, or real significant moment of relief) that I would wait 365 days and if things had not improved (i.e., the happy moment), that I was done here, my work completed, and that I would just check out.

I have a great job, a nice family and all that “people strive” for – in fact, I feel selfish writing this post because I know full well that I am not hard done by…. but I lost the one. Not only did I lose her, but I made it happen, […]

7/3/2013 4 comments

Life Just Sucks

by Mr.Unknown 6/12/2013

written by Mr.Unknown

So before I start talking, I guess I’ll say a small bit about my self. I’m 15, a freshman in high school, going toward sophomore after the summer goes by like always. I’ll keep my name anon. though.

But anyways, I’ve been depressed. As a child I had a abusive father, my mother could never do anything about him hitting me or my siblings. He used to come home drunk, pretty much rape my mother and rampage when thing didn’t go his way. My brother used to touch me as a child, him being gay. I’ve never told my mother, I just forgotten about it and […]

6/12/2013 1 comment

My Loneliness..

by Replaceable 5/28/2013

written by Replaceable

Every day it seems to get worse. I get these thoughts mainly at night. As I lie in bed all I can think about is how I can’t see myself finding anyone.

I don’t have real ‘friends.’ I used to believe that I did, but it seems as if every ‘friend’ I’ve had ends up joining everyone else in making fun of me.

I try to be nice to people and help them out with their problems. Many people come to me about relationship advice. Me. The guy who can barely get a girl to even look in his direction. They come to me. And the […]

5/28/2013 4 comments

nightly rant

by SadSteve 5/10/2013

written by SadSteve

What do you do when the pain so great that you just want to die but you cant because you know that if you do you will be pretty much killing your mom, dad and a couple of kids who look up to you. Â What do you do? Â I cant find a job. Â If I had money I would smoke some weed and I wouldn’t even think of suicide because when I’m high the reverse happens and I start thinking about survival. Â But I have nothing. Â I watch the damn Illuminati controlled TV all day. Â Even McDonalds wont call me back for an interview. Â I’m […]

5/10/2013 1 comment

wouldnt that be nice

by birthright 8/1/2012

written by birthright

“your my girl, and thats alright, if you sting, i wont mind” i like that song lyric, thats what i want:)

8/1/2012 1 comment

The Void

by Noodle12 6/12/2012

written by Noodle12

I’m really confused this month, I feel like shit. I haven’t felt this sort of way in a while, usually I’d just shrug it off as me being a little ***** (and maybe it is), but it feels different this time.

About a year and a half ago I fell in love with this girl who I sort of dated for about a week, and by that I mean we live a city apart so we didn’t hang out physically very often, it was mostly over Skype and Facebook. But I really really liked her, she meant the world to me. Up until then I hadn’t […]

6/12/2012 1 comment

Be What I Have Never Been

by rainbowsh3rb3rt 3/30/2012

written by rainbowsh3rb3rt

I have a friend.

Well, yeah, I guess you could call her a friend. Her name is Margie, or at least that is what I’ve always called her.

The first time I met her she was nice. I liked her. Even had a crush on her for a period of time.

She was my freshman homecoming date, but only as friends.

We went to a football game a few weeks after that. Her and two other friends of ours.

She smoked weed. But I didn’t know that until we were in the forest behind the bleachers with a group of people, passing around a bowl.

I think it was a bowl. […]

3/30/2012 0 comment

I wish i had a nice girl to make things better

by [SyKo]Nuclearanthrax 3/14/2012

written by [SyKo]Nuclearanthrax

i’m missing only one thing in my life,Â its to find love and all that mushy crap i could hone4stlty say then that iu a m happ;yu. iÂ could honesry say i really amn hwsappy//// butt i never will be, andf never will i gert a girlk.

3/14/2012 15 comments

The thoughts I have…

by bullyingkills 2/28/2012

written by bullyingkills

No one knows how badly I wish I could be normal. I wish I didn’t have trouble with bullies. I wish everyone treated me the way I treat them. I am a very nice girl, probably the nicest you’ll ever meet. But all people see is someone who is different. Someone who sticks out because they aren’t skinny. I’m intelligent. A straight A student. I am nice to everyone, even people who bully me. I put others before myself and I hide my pain behind a smile. And these are the thoughts I have:

Just one more cut. It’s not like anyone notices.
If I died, who […]

2/28/2012 6 comments