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stone cold deth bed

by why i dont no 8/9/2014

written by why i dont no

one day ill slip away no one will know were i am

one day ill fly away till my wings melt in the sun

one day ill bleed out in a shower no one will find me.

one day one more fucking day on this earth ill go insaine

im going to screem at the stars till thay fall on my head

ill sware at the sun till it berns me red

ill get in evrye fight till im beten to a pulp

ill cry evrey nigh till i can cry no more

ill cut my arms till you cant see the skin

ill slice my chest with a razor so thin

ill dice my legs up […]

8/9/2014 0 comment

I’m just waiting for it to be over

by swinglifeaway 8/9/2014

written by swinglifeaway

For 5 years I’ve been depressed. That’s a long time. And thinking that it’s all over and I’m finally feeling better about everything in life is only a joke. My 18th birthday comes and no one in my family remembers. I blow out the candles alone and make my wish. Then just one day later, my parents tell me they are divorcing.. constant yelling and screaming. All I can do is collapse on the ground in tears. I’m completely alone now. My parents arnt there. My family is broken. My depression is back. I struggle to hold back anger. Anger at myself. Anger at God […]

8/9/2014 4 comments

Why not?

by soulcry 8/8/2014

written by soulcry

Sitting in my room in the dark. No one notices me. I’m alone. Why not just end this misery? Why not end the pain? Why not just make everyone happy and do it? They all want me to die anyways. Nothing matters anymore. Just death. Because Every time you go to sleep you die and someone else wakes up and takes your place. You are trapped in your own mind. You’re life is a lie. A figment of your imagination. There is nothing but death in this place we are forced to believe is real. For nothing is real but death. So why not?

8/8/2014 13 comments

Yesterday…

by Solarion 8/8/2014

written by Solarion

Yesterday my mom, brother, aunt, and I had a barbeque. I was washing a pan that my mom was going to put food on and asked my brother to hold some of the dishes because there was no space on the counter. He then asked me if I could do anything right. I told him to finish washing the pan (my aunt watched this and got mad at ME) and stormed outside to sit next to the barbeque. I told my mom about it and she pretended like nothing happened. I told my mom that smoke got in my eyes to cover my tears. I’m […]

8/8/2014 5 comments

Do you really wanna do this

by gonna die 8/6/2014

written by gonna die

Ok let be real

our life is suppose to suck

If you think no one wantes you

your wrong

your parents love u

if they dont so

they’re just people

im 100% someone likes you

even if its 1 person

Listen if you lived in peace

Then your life is going to be boring

find something you like

i like singing and playing piano

that help me

you have to find something that makes you happy

watch apple dance that should help if your sad

i seen it work

1 girl was going to take her life and she watch that

and she started laughing

i hope you dont take your life

i hope

…..i hope

-brian

8/6/2014 0 comment

tired of dealing

by losttotheuniverse 8/6/2014

written by losttotheuniverse

Tired of trying. Tired of crying. Just a lost soul who is waiting for the end. The hurt that is going on inside, no one tries to understand. They all say, “Just get over it and move on.” but how can you get over feeling dead inside?

8/6/2014 6 comments

Too much to take and no way out

by jessmoon 8/6/2014

written by jessmoon

Hi everyone,

This is my first post. I came across this site while looking for advice and read previous posts. I’m in such a bad situation I cannot see a way forward and I have no one to turn to. I’m trying to condense the whole story because without the back story it’s hard to get the full picture across. I apologise in advance for the length of the post.

I’m from the UK and I’m 26. I’ve had a lot of things happen throughout my life. I was brought up by my grandparents and have a mother who would come in and out my life as she pleased. She […]

8/6/2014 17 comments

i hate it all!!

by Stargazer 8/6/2014

written by Stargazer

I hate how awful my brother makes me feel. I hate how I have to smile for my mom. I hate how my brother is like my mom and gets easily mad. I hate how I do the same to my little brother and have to try to stop myself. I hate how I do the same things all day. I hate when it’s my mom’s off days because she is always watching to make sure I act happy. I hate how my mom hates the real me. I hate how she loves this mask, this facade. I hate how even on here I’m just […]

8/6/2014 10 comments

I’m on the verge. I need kind words and people who can relate.

by yoohoo 8/6/2014

written by yoohoo

I am brand new to this site. Brand new. This is my first post.

Happened to stumble across seppuku’s comment about being the golden child. I can relate, too. Growing up, I was successful at everything I tried. Now, I am worthless in the eyes of my parents and older siblings.

I am almost 34. I am female. Married. Clinical Depression. Tried ECT. Tried everything it would seem. The only thing that worked for me was 425mg of Effexor combined with the lowest dose of methylphenidate (a form of ritalin), but then the night terrors started where I would put out three changes of clothes a night, […]

8/6/2014 29 comments

my lame, never ending story

by ichosewrong 8/4/2014

written by ichosewrong

My story is different. I never thought I would end up here, but here I am, struggling with everything. I can’t remember the last time I was happy.

In the spring of 2012, I met my best friend. Let’s call her Anna. She was pregnant and we instantly began doing everything together. My boyfriend and his best friend and me and Anna would do everything together. She had her son in August and everything changed after that. She was always a mild person. Never got into any trouble. From September 2012-June 2013, the four of us got into all kinds of things we shouldn’t have. Drugs, […]

8/4/2014 3 comments

why am I here?

by forever.or.never 8/4/2014

written by forever.or.never

I’v been suicidal for 5 years. I started to self harm in 7th grade. I was bullied a lot and figued no one cared. My friend saw my arm… she didnt lecture me or tell me to stop or ask why. She simply walked away and we never spoke again. Iv had no one to talk to for 5 years. My mom hates me. She knows nothing about me. Her main goal in life is to get high with her boyfriend, but anyways im in my junior year of high school. Everyone look at me funny, i mean it was fine until it got worse. […]

8/4/2014 4 comments

Well I am still here

by Infectious208 8/4/2014

written by Infectious208

I was really hoping to just slip away in my sleep last night but, like most things in my life, im just not that lucky. It used to be nights were the toughest for me. For some reason now, its mornings. I hate waking up with no one around. I hate the fact that I cant see my girls faces before leaving for work. They are always the first thing on my mind. I wake up in tears missing them. Why cant I just escape.

8/4/2014 1 comment

strange how it happens

by lonesurvivor94 8/4/2014

written by lonesurvivor94

Last week a man shot himself in the park in the exact same spot I was planning on doing it awhile ago, no one even knew his name. Wow that coulda been me a year ago

8/4/2014 3 comments

Anyone willing to help?

by Infectious208 8/2/2014

written by Infectious208

More and more as the days go by, I am realizing that the only way i can feel normal or ok again is to not feel at all. I am getting worse and worse and all this pain consumes me more every day. Heres what i need and even though i know none of you, i have no one else i can turn to and trust so hopefully one of you can help me. I need someone whom, when i finally let go, will contact the few people in my life that matter and give them a message for me. yes, i know i could […]

8/2/2014 2 comments

Need help want to die while still being able to donate my organs

by DC00 8/2/2014

written by DC00

I’ve decided life really isn’t worth living, and want to die. I want to commit suicide while still being able to use my organs for donation, so I can at least save a few lives in the process. The problem is if I die and no one finds me right away then my organs will be no good. Also I read death by cardiac arrest as opposed to brain death will make it so my organs will be unable to be used. I figure since I’m going this route if I can do some good and save a few people in the process it would […]

8/2/2014 2 comments

You can’t save what’s lost and can’t be found.

by alina_01 8/2/2014

written by alina_01

Fucked up fact about me, people that care and try to help me annoy me. So what kind of person does that make me? I have dark thoughts and I don’t feel guilty about them either and sometimes that worries me. I want to love someone, I want to care, I want to feel something good but I can’t. I feel nothing but hate, annoyance, and anger, nothing more and its eating away at me. There aren’t any good parts of me left, I’m glad no one likes me that I matter to no one I’m glad I pushed them all away. Because if they […]

8/2/2014 0 comment

Stuck, Lost

by dwink 8/1/2014

written by dwink

This shell I have is tough to crack, no one sees the pain just the smile. I cannot get the attention from anyone and I’m fine with that. But lately I’ve been getting withdrawn from people. Family, friends, work and I can feel what’s around the corner. The suicidal thoughts are ringing heavy and I have to play music louder to get rid of them. Surprisingly no one sees that I am changing and probably heading for the worst what holds me together is my immediate family. The only reason to live has been not to disappoint her. But I am losing touch with relationships, […]

8/1/2014 1 comment

Shit Excuse of A Life

by homesickangel 7/31/2014

written by homesickangel

So Hey my names Kris or actually that’s my nickname I’m 15 years old and am suicidal a cutter bulimic anorexic mentally unstable girl. Let’s start at the beginning shall we? My shit storm of a life started in 7th grade where I was verbally and physically bullied by a 8th grader by the name of Leo it started out with the name calling teasing of my weight then it escalated to pushing shoving tripping sometimes kicking and punching but I endured it cause no one would believe me or so much as lift a finger to Stop it and then 8th grade came he […]

7/31/2014 6 comments

my suicide letter

by endlesstearss 7/30/2014

written by endlesstearss

Im just done. I cannot take this anymore. I can no longer handle being shoved around or not having anyone there for me. Its just to overwhelming, to stressful, to depressing. I feel so alone. Nothing matters. Numbness is my bestfriend. Im just not enough to hold up all this weight. No one would see this coming. I never showed a sign of hurt when they called me those names. Saying i looked aneroxic and that no one likes me. Really they just pushed it and hid it furthet and further deep down inside of me. But one human being can only take so much. […]

7/30/2014 6 comments

hi

by cassie janssen 7/30/2014

written by cassie janssen

hi i guess , im new here , i guess im will tell you my story , sorry if this gets boring. im here because i needed something to let out everything thats bottled up in side of me . i dont have a sad story and people may think that why do i do this because i havent gone through enough , i havent been bullied or abused or any strong like that. ive been self harming for about 1 and a half years , the reason is because im in love , i cant have him , he is my best friend , […]

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7/30/2014 2 comments

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