I was really hoping to just slip away in my sleep last night but, like most things in my life, im just not that lucky. It used to be nights were the toughest for me. For some reason now, its mornings. I hate waking up with no one around. I hate the fact that I cant see my girls faces before leaving for work. They are always the first thing on my mind. I wake up in tears missing them. Why cant I just escape.
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Being alone sucks but you do get used to it after a while (hopefully you won’t have to but just sayin’)…I felt like I was waking to a living nightmare when my depression was severe, now it’s relatively mild it’s the empty lonely evenings I dread most. Mornings I’m up way early enjoying that part of the day where there’s little pressure to perform and achieve. Hope you’re able to work things out with her somehow Infectious…I know how much it must hurt believe me.