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Dear Jacob

by Annie 8/11/2012

written by Annie

There is a boy on Twitter saying he’s going to do it. He has the pills. His name is Jacob.

The way I found out is through some stuck up idiots on Facebook saying Jacob is only doing it for attention, and he isn’t going to do it. But, how could they possibly know? Who are they to decide whether or not someone will or will not do it? Â Unless they are posing as Jacob, then there is no way for them to know. Â I’m going to tweet a link to this post to him because this is too much for 140 characters.

Jacob, I don’t know […]

8/11/2012 4 comments

Living with Bipolar: 6 years and counting.

by sweetcaroline 8/7/2012

written by sweetcaroline

Hi guys, this is my first time on here and I need to just spill so…here goes. I have Bipolar Disorder and have been in and out of therapists and psychiatrists since I was 12. I’ve been through cutting and numerous suicide attempts, all of which involved overdosing. It’s been probably 3 years since I have actually attempted (I’m19 now) and within those 3 years, I actually had a fairly happy–and medicated–period. No suicide attempts, nothing. However, I can feel myself sliding back to that horrible, dark place that I spent so much of my early teenage years in. That place where everything is dark […]

8/7/2012 3 comments

i have lost hope :(

by andrea 8/5/2012

written by andrea

i’m 20 years old and my life always had been difficult, now i am at a point that i can’t go anymore further.. 🙁
My friends are slowly abandoning me,i don’t have a girlfriend and my parents hates me,i don’t have a job or money.
I started having panic attacks cause of my situation and i’m afraid of meeting people,i’m loosing all my self esteem..
i have searched in the net for so long a nice method for suicide,but every method seems uneffective
some people tells that helium can fail,pills fails… it seems that everything is more likely to fail that having effect.
I don’t […]

8/5/2012 9 comments

Can’t fix what’s been broken more than once

by Martinez1023 8/3/2012

written by Martinez1023

Married mother of two with the nice house, white plastic fence, and a dog. I was sexually,mentally, and verbally abused most of my childhood and emotionally abused throughout my pregnancies. I’ve been broken way too many times and the thoughts of everything that happened to me won’t stop haunting me. I tried to kill myself a few months ago with liquor and 90 flexeril, I counted every single one I sadly didn’t succeed. I’m trying the whole happy pill and therapy crap, I’ve been on four different kinds of pills and I get seen four times a month and I just feel sad and […]

8/3/2012 0 comment

My story.

by paradiseishardtofind 8/3/2012

written by paradiseishardtofind

Okay, well this is my story..

I’m quite young and I’m broken. I’m depressed and suicidal, clearly.. and i selfharm. I put on the fakest smile every single day. I’m miserable, I just want to be dead, to be free, to be happy. I have tried to take my own life many times, I don’t really have a massive story. But my depression has taken over me, my self eestem is horrible, I can’t leave the house without crying, I’m horribly fat and aswell so ugly. I hate leaving the house because I usually don’t have the nicest clothes because i’m not rich, my family struggles […]

8/3/2012 2 comments

Overdose…again

by schizojinxx123 8/2/2012

written by schizojinxx123

well last night i lost it and dumped the rest of my pills down my throat…i wish i were like the restof youwhere i could drone on and make some huge intresting explaination about what happened but i cant…i feel like a real ass not expressing my issues because now you guys think i make them up right? Well here goesmy explaination:you dont know how it feels to wake up everyday and be drowned wit annoying bothersome voices and demons who leap onto you and rip your soul out! You dont know how it feels to always long for suicide, to always look down at […]

8/2/2012 3 comments

Alone

by sleepxdeath 8/1/2012

written by sleepxdeath

Please don’t leave me alone

Stay with me

Please

Why are you leaving

I don’t know what I’ll do without you

Fine

I’ll just wait for you here

I guess

At the mean time

I’ll distract myself

I’ll just watch this movie

Watch this television show

Would you come back if

I drew you a picture

How about if i wrote you a story

A poem

Take

Upload these pictures

Are you still coming back

I’ll just wait here for you

Watch these other people

Until IÂ find you

YearsÂ passed

You know where I am

I hope you’re coming back

Fine

I’ll just smoke this cigeratte

I’ll just drink this alcohol

Until you come back

I might just scratch

I might just cut

Myself again

What about these pills

Should I take them

What would they do to me

Starting to […]

8/1/2012 5 comments

im never enough

by hanners 7/31/2012

written by hanners

2your useless just like your father” is something I usually hear when i fail to please my mother. Ever since the divorce, our relationship has been so strained and she has been verbally and emotionally abusing me for the last year or so.my father left us and is rarely ever on the scene and is a dead-beat dad.my mom is under so much stress from everything but she takes it out on me particularly. my two younger sisters are treated like gods gift and im told to shut up and get over myself. she constantly talks about how nobody would ever want me and […]

7/31/2012 4 comments

Do i give it Time ?

by chey123 7/31/2012

written by chey123

When i was little, i started to cut myself. mind you, im only 15 now. My counsler used to ask me if i could set a goal to live ..like live to christmas or my next birthday. and i did just that. I never knew it wasnt normal to think about suicide. i think about it maybe twice a week. My mom told me one time that i was a coward for wanting to kill myself, they think i just want attention, its not. i want relief. and its sad to say i think suicide is my only way out. I’ve tried before, i took […]

7/31/2012 14 comments

Is Today The Day

by caucajun 7/30/2012

written by caucajun

I have been contemplating the final act for weeks on end. My roomate just left for work so the apartment is mine if I choose to do so. The only way out is a rope, I dont have access to any pills this time. I think about the actuall moment of loosing conscieness. I have a video of a person which posted his suicide online from hanging. I’ve watched it 10 or 20 times over the last year and a half. His body isn’t completely suspended meaning he could have stood up at any point before passing out to stop his suicide. I have never […]

7/30/2012 3 comments

cant wait to die

by over it 7/30/2012

written by over it

Ive decided to go get a rope tomorrow from the hardware shop instead of going to see my doctor. Everyday im getting worse, ive been on various types of antidepressants and they have all made me even more anxious and fucked up like i was on a pill or something. Im done trying to get better, I dont give a fuck about what happens to me anymore. Ive got a bunch of pills i plan on dropping with some alcohole before i jump.

My options are as follows :
ramming my car into a tree at high speed
taking all of these pills […]

7/30/2012 4 comments

What’s next…

by Fa1th_b 7/28/2012

written by Fa1th_b

I feel sick all the time. From drinking problem to cocaine to meth back to full-blown alcoholism, then it was pills and painkillers and benzodiazepines and now I’ve finally graduated to heroin addict. As l look down at my hands, swollen and shaky and an odd color of purplish-grey…. I don’t know how I got here. I’m only 22 and I need 12-13 hours of sleep per day and so much therapy and alllll my spare time spent in waiting rooms for drs offices and hospitals…. I’m so so sick and I wonder if life would just be easier if I was gone. I no […]

7/28/2012 2 comments

So desperate!

by Jo 7/27/2012

written by Jo

Will a mix of diclofenic, codeine phosphate, ibuprofen, amitripiline,Â paracetamolÂ gabapentin and diazepam be enough to kill me outright.?

I canâ€™t get out of the house to get alcohol but have about 150 pills altogether. I have a very disabling, chronic physical condition that renders me in 24/7 severe pain and distress. I canâ€™t be helped and living is not an option. I have suffered too long like this and need it end for mine and my familyâ€™s sake. Please advise only if you can guide me if it will work. I have had counselling and hospital visits to no avail. My pain never ends and need to […]

7/27/2012 62 comments

Will this work?

by Jo 7/26/2012

written by Jo

I can’t get out of the house to get alcohol but have about 150 pills altogether. I have a very disabling, chronic physical condition that renders me in 24/7 severe pain and distress. I can’t be helped and living is not an option. I have suffered too long like this and need it end for mine and my family’s sake. Please advise only if you can guide me if it will work. I have had counselling and hospital visits to no avail. My pain never ends and need to know if this will definately work. Thank you.

I know a lot of people will respond with […]

7/26/2012 4 comments

So You want to end your life? â™¥ Read this (: If it doesnt change your perspective then email me and talk to me â™¥(:

by alexaawearsprada 7/25/2012

written by alexaawearsprada

Before you decide to take your life, imagine who will find you. Imagine them walking into a room, and seeing you just hanging there. Whether it be your little sister, little brother, mother father, grandparents, a friend. Imagine what will happen when they find you. No, they will not say â€œFinally, theyâ€™re gone.â€ No, they will not say â€œIâ€™m happy they did that.â€ No, they will not say â€œI never loved them anyways.â€ They will die. Their hearts will break. They will hurt, more than you […]

7/25/2012 16 comments

Just got in a Fight with my mom I need support

by Addiictivetragedy 7/25/2012

written by Addiictivetragedy

she is mad because she can’t control me, she gets with guys to control them and when they break up with her she tries to go to Church to control that!

If you’ve followed my posts you would know exactly the type of person she is.

She lies about everythin . She brainwashed me into running away from my grandma and running away from CPS only to call on me to get me intoruble. But I kept coming back thinking what she said was the truth , that she wanted to be a mother for once. Ever since I ran away to be with my mom, she […]

7/25/2012 5 comments

What pills? want neat, elegant, easy. maybe even look like an accident?

by mjinsf 7/24/2012

written by mjinsf

Iâ€™ve been divorced for five years and havenâ€™t managed to get into another relationship. I hate living alone, am now 44, will never have a family of my own, am watching my friends pair up as I go home every night to cats. All of my relationships have been with extremely selfish men and even many of my friends have been disappointing. I’m an atheist and frequently feel as though I am the only person I know with any sense of right and wrong and how we should treat one another. When my ex best friend is now happy because she cheated on her husband […]

7/24/2012 15 comments

blue screen of death

by DannyWolf 7/23/2012

written by DannyWolf

somebody please talk me out of killing myself tonight. im sitting in front ofÂ my pills ready to o.d for the second time, only this time i know exactly how much i need to take to die. please nobody say “oh the world needs you, youre beautiful and unique and special”. because no im not. not at all. im caucassian. there are billions. i can sing. so can thousands. i have nothing to offer the world. everyone who knows me knows that. so without the cliches, PLEASE somebody talk me out of this…..

Have a good one,

Danny

7/23/2012 9 comments

I’m Going To Kill Myself Tonight….

by DannyWolf 7/23/2012

written by DannyWolf

im going to kill myself tonight. im just finished. i cant cope anymore. too muchÂ has gone wrong for too long and my body and mind are so tired. i cant deal with being sad and cutting all the time anymore. iÂ need relief. i need to feelÂ at peace again, and the only way to get that release is death.Â nobody can convince me otherwise. and i dont want people saying im selfish either, because guess what i dont have anyone that loves me anymore and i certainly wont be missed. i dont want that “youre special and unique” BULLSHIT either. cuuuuuz guess what, no im not! billions […]

7/23/2012 3 comments

I’m So Proud…

by DipSpit 7/23/2012

written by DipSpit

These past few days I’veÂ beenÂ talking to this young woman I will not say any names out of respect for her. But she’s had a really tough week, I texted her yesterday, I said “Hey, just checking in on you. I hope youÂ haven’tÂ ended your life. I hope your reading this.” I thought about her all day, she finally texted me back last night, she had taken the pills hours earlier. She said her liver was already shot, but I didn’t give up hope for her life to go on. I talked her into calling 911, I was so proud of her, and proud of myself for […]

7/23/2012 2 comments

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