i’m 20 years old and my life always had been difficult, now i am at a point that i can’t go anymore further.. 🙁
My friends are slowly abandoning me,i don’t have a girlfriend and my parents hates me,i don’t have a job or money.
I started having panic attacks cause of my situation and i’m afraid of meeting people,i’m loosing all my self esteem..
i have searched in the net for so long a nice method for suicide,but every method seems uneffective
some people tells that helium can fail,pills fails… it seems that everything is more likely to fail that having effect.
I don’t want to wake up in hospital and go in the mental section. Why there’s not a nice way to end my stupid life?
I’m thinking about ending my life since 2 years and it hurts bad knowing that i can’t end it or making it better.
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They should be a suicide pill. Or something.
I feel the same very often.
So I don’t have any advice or magic words, although I wish I did.
Why don’t you take yourself to your doctor and explain your situation?
Maybe there is help. You won’t know until you try.
Maybe one day your friends, the ones that matter will be part of your life again, and maybe one day you will have a girl friend, and you will look back and be glad you didn’t end your life, maybe.. who knows..? Give it a go? try build your life back up, and get some professional support with it.
It’s not easy, I know.
I need to do the same..
Anyway’s, stick around here
I just joined today, and I feel at least less a lone with it all here..
Hey Andrea, I know how it is to feel like you have no friends and I know how it feels to spend countless hours on the Internet searching for a way out. I only joined this site this very afternoon and I learned their are people here willing to listen and help you, and that includes me. 🙂
I appreciate but i don’t need to talk,i have tryied everyrhing and i don’t work… i just need a way to die 🙁
but i am not american so i cant buy a 9mm to shoot myself 🙁
I think everone on this site is from the U.K.
I have tried OD with pills before over and over again and nothing works. I still wake up alive when I really want to be dead. Stay strong. You were meant to be on this earth.
Take care.
OD with pills is risky and you need to make sure that you’re going to get the effect that you are looking for.
If you already have pills that will make you lose conciousness, you are half way there already. Your only mistake is taking the pills and then laying on the floor/bed etc where you can sleep and wake up later.
Try taking the pills and then laying in a bathtub filled with water. Once you pass out, you will drown will unconcious. Painless and peaceful.
That was my tought but the other is that you can be paralised before becoming unconscious and thats bad :S