Everybody is annoying me.
They keep yelling at me to do her cores.
My freaking computer and his autocorrection all the time.
Noices
Voices
LEAVE ME ALONE.
how do I get rid of it?
I need some help,
enybody,
please?
Does anyone know if its possible on this site to send a private message to someone that no one else will see?
If so please tell me how
Thanks
Its so hard to hold everything in. You want to scream all the time but you cant because you dont want people to hear you. You just put a smile on your face and pretend like everything is ok and you dont notice whats going on. You pray everyday to just disappear, and you wait for so long just have everything blow up in your face.
Your worth something, and if you have to be the only person who cares about yourself then so be it. It might be hard, and you might need help sometimes, but its not impossible. You just have to keep […]
Why is it that we hesitate about taking that final step?
I myself have the perfect, easy, pain free solution available right now,
but I cannot discuss what that is due to this forums rules.
Anyway my point is I still hesitate to take that final step and I’m not sure why.
I got really close once and had this feeling of peace and happiness until someone else stopped me so I know I’m not scared.
Am I waiting & wishing that life will improve?
No I’m not because I can’t think of anything that would make me happier than to not have to do this thing called […]
I don’t feel like I have a right to post here, but I refound something that I would really like for you to watch, even if it makes you hate my guts. Please please give this a go.
Well, here is Day 4 of Music. This one is from a live-action children’s show. Examp- This post has been hijacked by the group, Destructive yet Thought-Provoking Nihilism. Please listen to The Happiness Committee song, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WWIjvPuY2jo and en- This post has been retaken by the organization, Censorship of Reality (And Why It Su… Transmission Terminated. Standing By.) Please excuse us while we enlighten our head writer *gunshots heard*… Moving on, please listen to our intended broadcast.
I want to die so badly but I’m a *****. Even my mother said I should kill myself. I feel so overwhelmed. I dotn dsevre to live I hate myself fuck this I wish I was dead or horribly beaten. I don’t fucking deserve this. Please someone tell me how to kill myself.
Im not going to give up on you. Im hurt i feel abandoned but i still love you. I don’t want you to be alone. I don’t want you to cut off your support. Im going to give you and anyone else some veteran advice. Dont assume death when planning suicide. People survive gunshots and trips off the golden gate bridge. Rare but true. No method is 100 percent. To destroy things in order to make it easier on your suicide only makes your life worse in the high likelihood of you living. I say that to say this. You’re already alive longer […]
We were so close and we promised we would be there for each other — no matter what. If you are reading this: please come back to me, I love you.
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I need a friend.
Badly.
I don’t have any one and would love to talk to someone daily…
I’m so lonely.
Please, someone, is anyone willing to be trustful to me?
I’ve lost so much trust in everyone…But this is absolutely unbearable.
I need someone,
please.
-GTSuicide_6
I have come to the conclusion that life is some sick experimental scheme that we can curtail by refraining from reproduction . By walking hand in hand into the beautiful glare of oblivion and hence opting out of this Raw deal. Imagine the unfairness of yanking an innocent soul from the comfort of oblivion and casting it into this painful thresher called life. If you have Kids, love them. If you don’t have them, please just be kind enough not bring them into this sick […]
https://www.youtube.com/-Ib36OXrEL8
Sorry about the religious music. I don’t believe in religion but i do believe in god. I dont assume to know anything about god but i dont think he wants us to kill each other for him or that hes really that concerned in how we believe in him or even that we directly believe in him given just as long as we are trying to be better people to each other. The song is the sample source for Jesus Walks but its soulful on its own i had to post it. But this post isnt about that its about you […]
I wish I had the strength to go but I don’t.
I stopped taking my meds and its worse now.
I feel alone, tired, and like I am missing someone that I used to know.
My marriage is falling apart, I don’t think I love him anymore.
Why can’t I bring myself to do it?
I don’t want to hurt anyone but me.
My dear nephew you’re so young you won’t even begin to understand this decision so it might not even effect you the holidays are coming and shall i perish now or in the future you’re mother will be given a paper copy of this note and she’ll give it to you when you’re old enough so here i go as you may or may not know already i could never manage to have children of my own and never really found happiness but everytime you huged me it brightened my world and i want you to know if anything ever happened to your mom or […]
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I can’t keep going on like this, I have so much emotions that I want to let free, I want to cry and shed tears. But I can’t, I can’t even make my eyes water anymore and it’s making me just feel insane, like I’m a robot.
please, does anyone have any ideas for me, I don’t want to go on like this.
((btw I’m a 15 year old girl, just so nobody has to ask.))
I try so hard not to feel. To not face what i’m going through. To avoid the tears, the anxiety, and the feelings. I love helping other people and I would do anything to take their pain away; yet I can’t even figure out how to take away my own pain. I want to escape the pain and reality of the situation. Help me escape.. please.
Somebody kill me please…Just please..I WANT TO DIE! And I will. Just wait till I get my hands on that gun.
First of all I’m sorry I talked quietly. And it’s hard to hear. I had my heater on and it distorted the video which didn’t help. I’ll make it more clear to hear me with my next video.
I’m going to start video logs once a day at the most. Just want to let you know they’ll improve over time. I’m sorry my videos are not that great and I find myself all over the place when I speak. I struggle with a stutter and I don’t speak clearly. I have a speach impediment as well. I’m a very quiet person also. […]