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Cluster Headaches

by ericthespark 4/16/2016

written by ericthespark

I have been a cluster survivor since 1984, episodic for the first 25 years and chronic for the last 6, since 2009.
Nothing can be done for the pain …… main aim is to control the attacks (4-6 a day at the moment) and the duration.
Suicidal thoughts are never far away ….. but every day and sometimes several times a day ….. I get through it to fight another battle with this terrible illness.
I surround myself with pictures of the people I love and all the reasons to stay alive ……. and for me it works, well up to now anyway.
Constant stress […]

4/16/2016 2 comments

Ha ha

by kupo95 3/27/2016

written by kupo95

just told my huband I want to die he ask why twll me so i can help . i told im worthless he said why you worthless I said because Im am . lol he thinks he can stop it im pray for fod to kill me I want to die .

My patato salad at its best lol

3/27/2016 11 comments

Final request for prayers

by thanaturge 3/23/2016

written by thanaturge

Dear friends,

This is the last one. I was held up until today, getting my will finalised. I do so appreciate it if any of you feel moved to pray for the repose of my soul. This is a great group of people, I wish I could have been more a part of it. Please continue to support and love one another. Be kind to yourselves and others. Keep the faith, in whatever way you see fit. Blessings to you all, Amy

3/23/2016 9 comments

Request for prayers

by thanaturge 3/21/2016

written by thanaturge

I feel a bit sheepish, with this. I’m barely known here, I rarely post. But soon I’ll be following thru with my plan of many months’ standing. Please don’t try to talk me down, my mind is made up. I have severe cognitive challenges that have made me incompatible with life. But I do beleive in the eternality of the soul, and would so appreciate it if anyone would pray for me, in a couple days. My name is Amy. Thank you so much, anyone who feels moved to do so.

3/21/2016 11 comments

Protected: Goodbye, everyone.

by whiskered-fish 3/19/2016

written by whiskered-fish

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

3/19/2016 61 comments

Pain Has No Time

by DexQuietlyBreaking 3/17/2016

written by DexQuietlyBreaking

You say we have it easier
But that’s a lie.
You hid in fear.
We say, “So do I.”

The words written.
It all cuts deep.
Pictures taken.
Terrible things we begin to believe.

We don’t mean to cause a fuss.
You just don’t understand.
We didn’t need anyone to hit us.
We had the hands.

Quit letting us down.
You’re blinded by your past.
Things are different now.
Your time has passed.

Emotional pain.
The scars you see.
No confidence to gain.
We pray to be free.You had it bad
But we do, too.
Please don’t be mad.
We’re just screaming the truth.

3/17/2016 1 comment

Goodmorning…

by Ylem 3/11/2016

written by Ylem

It’s morning this side and I’m on my way to the hospital. I haven’t been on here for a while now. I missed you guys.

Anyway, thought I’d share something that happened to me last Saturday.

My parents organized for our church members to come to my house and pray for me. My entire family knows about my condition now and they are very supportive. Anyway, so these guys were praying. In that moment, I had flashes of my brother and the people who killed them who were also proclaimed christians. I guess this fucked up my head a little and I had a panic attack. Church […]

3/11/2016 4 comments

Religious rehab

by Salesman 11/23/2015

written by Salesman

I have been putting a lot of thought into religion lately and I get it. Religion is important in a lot of peoples lives and they get angry when you want to freely discuss god instead of blindly follow. A good friend of mine killed herself a few years back. We were part of the Jehovah’s witness cult and she had voices in her head telling her to hurt herself. She went to the elders of the church (because that’s what you would do) and they told her she needed to pray more. Not one of those motherfuckers though maybe she should go to see […]

11/23/2015 7 comments

Thunder-Bolt, Pt. 2

by Bisban 8/22/2015

written by Bisban

Alright, I’ma try to dedicate this other to this other one.

What makes you beautiful, is the secret inside of you.

You are already, your perfect cathedral.

Don’t change yourself, from being just.

Grow in your nature like you were meant to.

Keep going and someday, life will be beautiful.

Like the way that you told me so.

If you may, may I ask, to pray for me just for tonight.

What makes you beautiful, is the secret inside of you.

8/22/2015 2 comments

My Rape Experience

by MentallyWeak 7/20/2015

written by MentallyWeak

This is really hard for me to write, I’ve never spoken of this experience ever since it happened. When I was a little girl, around 5 years of age, something traumatizing happened to me. And it really messed me up. I’m the only girl in my family. I have 2 older brothers and my mother kept trying for a girl, then I came.

My mon was absolutely not ready to raise kids, so I don’t know why she had any of us. She herself didn’t really have a mom growing up, but she had so many years to learn she was never a good mother back […]

7/20/2015 9 comments

It’s hard to deal with this as a Christian. I feel so guilty…

by SilentScream 5/21/2015

written by SilentScream

I know I’m supposed to forgive, or else I won’t be forgiven. I know I’m supposed to pray for those who hurt me, but it’s not always easy. I’m having flashbacks of things my parents said to my brother and I

No one will ever want you
When you move out, don’t come back
You’re trash
You’ll never be anything
You’re a motherfucking piece of shit, you know that?

And did

locking him in a closet
making him sit outside for hours as they kept the door locked
“Spanking” us until they saw blood

And more. I don’t want this to affect the rest of life, I want to forget, but I can’t . I […]

5/21/2015 11 comments

Fake It.

by Sammi6xoxo 5/17/2015

written by Sammi6xoxo

“Yeah. I’m fine. Just tired”
“No. I’ll be okay.”
“Yeah. It is a nice day.”
“I’m happy.”

These are a few of the lies
The ones we tell all the time
Thes are a few short lines
From a book we continue to write
We don’t want them to see
For fear that they too will leave
So we hope and pray that we fit
And all the while faking it

I don’t know who I am
I don’t know what I want
I don’t know […]

5/17/2015 15 comments

Is it over yet!!!

by HappyEndings1969 5/14/2015

written by HappyEndings1969

I’m living on a hope thinking that one day I’ll wake up and magically life will make sense and have purpose, but each morning I awake from the dream that tomorrow will never come. Before I go to sleep I cry, pray, beg and plead to God to let it end to take me while I sleep to the only place I’ll ever be at peace but my prayers go unanswered. So I awake to the thoughts of suicide. I’ve convinced myself that that Hell can’t be any worse than my Hell.

There’s no one to talk to – no one to take the pain away […]

5/14/2015 7 comments

sometimes theres hope but then its crushed

by missti sal 5/1/2015

written by missti sal

this has become ridiculous, im not sad anymore im just angry.. why must i bare the burden and fall apart while he roams the night…

i am dreadfully tired of explaining time and time again why i am angry, WHY CANT YOU SEE?! its YOU, its always ever gonna be you. i love you with all that i am, you are my family, my world, my everything, youre all i have left in this life so imagine my disappointment when i hear on more than one occassion from the people in your life that i should watch out for you the most, that youre my greatest […]

5/1/2015 2 comments

Death by nicotine

by jenn1983 4/21/2015

written by jenn1983

I have decided to go. My husband left me for the second time. I went all out to save him from domestic violence chargsd. I lied on the stand he never hit me; but the truth is he has never stopped hitting me or verbally abusing me. I have loved him truly n have gone all out. I risked my credibility, and the day charges got dropped he left me.

i pray this never happens to anyone but i also pray my pain ends soon. I have decided to take my life; after so many attempts of dying i am trying this nicotine ingestion.

I want to […]

4/21/2015 5 comments

On Praying for Death

by blub 4/6/2015

written by blub

I don’t think it’s right to pray for anything you wouldn’t be willing to do yourself. So if you’re not willing to kill yourself, it’s probably not right to pray for death.

That said, I don’t always do what’s right. Sorry, God.

4/6/2015 6 comments

Why

by stormyscopes 12/11/2014

written by stormyscopes

Why did this happen to me? Why did I fall so deep into this dark hole which engulfs my spirit? Why does this hole block out love, peace, and happiness? Why must I feel such hatred and anger towards others? I could ask “why” millions of times, but i won’t get an answer. I’ve tried for years, trying to find an answer. My mom told me to pray as a kid, that God would answer all my questions. Well where was God when I needed him in my darkest hours? In the hours I held a gun to my head, or popped a few pills. […]

12/11/2014 2 comments

I just pray every night that I won’t wake up and God will give my spot to some terminally ill child that still wants to live

by sebi 11/9/2014

written by sebi

I just feel like there isn’t anything worth living for. Everyone could go on just fine without me. I’m 50 and in a career transition and being talked into continuing an MBA program. It seemed like a good idea at first and I was told I could quit if I didn’ like it…but now I’m being shamed into sticking with it.

What I really wanted to do was start my own home baking business. But that got poo-pooed.

I should have listened to the knot in my stomach, which usually steers me away from things that most likely are bad…but I didn’t this time.

I know, […]

11/9/2014 3 comments

Goodbye ????

by Unknown Diana 10/3/2014

written by Unknown Diana

Im young,I’m also 14

ive always wanted to talk to someone my mom doesn’t talk to me she knows I cut she took me to church for people to talk to me to pray for me yes she’s a Cristian but she doesn’t do the heavy lifting she doesn’t ask how I’m doing or how was ur day I told her she doesn’t show she cares she said she doesn’t care that pulled the trigger and I think it’s time to say goodbye no one listens to me, no one cares my mom mostly and that’s the part that hurts she works we only see her […]

10/3/2014 6 comments

Prayer that never fails “St. Jude Novena”

by wuwu 9/7/2014

written by wuwu

I was thinking of committing suicide. But I try praying St. Jude Novena. All solved and I’m still alive 🙂

Try and pray Saint Jude Novena for 9 days..7 times each day 😉
“St. Jude, glorious apostle, faithful servant and friend of Jesus, the name of the person (who betrayed our Lord) has caused you to be forgotten by many, but the true Church invokes you universally as the Patron of things despaired of. Pray for me, who is so miserable; pray for me, that I may finally receive the consolations and the succor of Heaven in all my necessities, tribulations, and sufferings, particularly (ADD YOUR […]

9/7/2014 1 comment

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