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Angel with broken wings

by kramdragon 8/31/2014

written by kramdragon

You know that girl with the beautiful face,

Cute little body, not a hair out of place?

She’s always the first one to tell you a joke,

Share her advice, or give your ego a stroke.

Her smile can brighten anyone’s day.

She seems so perfect in every way.

Don’t forget she’s so smart and so strong.

You’d never know that you were so wrong.

You don’t notice the scars on her wrists

Or the pain that’s hiding behind hazel eyes.

Makeup covers the brushes from his fists,

While the truth is covered up with her lies.

She really believes that she deserves this.

After all, it’s been like this her whole life.

As a little girl she survived

Strange […]

8/31/2014 3 comments

The last throw of the dice…

by k2fraser 8/13/2014

written by k2fraser

Since my plans have been put into motion, I thought I would make one last attempt for help and saw my doctor today. Proscribed me 150mg of Wellbutrin to go along with my 200mg of Zoloft. Maybe the new drug will have an effect. Maybe I’ll quit smoking before I blow my brains out. Who knows! Better read up on this drug and see what i’m getting into.

8/13/2014 1 comment

Fucking life

by wanderlustnebula 7/29/2014

written by wanderlustnebula

I hate my life right now and the fact that my mother is always on my back isn’t helping me. ”get a job” ”pick your ass up and go outside” ”you lazy ass” ”what are you afraid of, people??” ”why’d you quit college in the first place for ?? ” ”it isn’t that hard” ”quit the drama”

Well you know what ?? FUCK. YOU. you selfish, ignorant, mean *****. she has been depressed, she should know better than to treat me like that. I am so anxious about turning 18 next month, and her comments aren’t making things easier for me. I KNOW i need a […]

7/29/2014 2 comments

Hi, Im Burke ( lastname ) im 17 years old and new to this site.

by Burke707 7/9/2014

written by Burke707

Im new to this site but im hoping it will help me not feel so alone. Is there anybody out there who has ever cut? I’ve had a history of cutting for a few years, luckily I quit for the past year…. but today ended that. Old feelings came back and I added new scars to my body. I apologize if this sounds depressing. But is there anybody who can give me advice on how to quit once and for all?

7/9/2014 5 comments

Why keep going?

by jthompson52 7/5/2014

written by jthompson52

It’s been a terrible week… I’ve barely eaten I cringe at the thought that I must live in this world. I recently quit football and now nobody speaks to me. I’m just so ready to leave this place… The long nights that leave me mentally insane are destroying me. I just need the perfect way to do it… I’ve tried taking a ton of pills and then getting drunk but no success.

7/5/2014 2 comments

I don’t want to kill myself

by aiawanttodie 6/13/2014

written by aiawanttodie

I’m sitting behind my desk, IT employee.

For the past week, I’ve been resisting an overwhelming urge to put a bullet through my head.

Today the urge is very bad. I had quit smoking a year ago and starting last week i’m smoking again. I’ve been up 5 hours an I’ve smoked a pack already.

I’m at a point where I need to talk about this but can’t find anyone to talk to, not even my fiance. We’re getting engaged next week.

My heart keeps beating rapidly and I’m visualizing myself pulling that trigger and that bullet would go into my head and turn everything off.

I’m doing well, good […]

6/13/2014 5 comments

Thighs

by Lacie1223 6/13/2014

written by Lacie1223

I stared at my wrists,

Thin, pale scars stared back.

I promised everyone I would quit,

Mainly so they would leave me alone.

Words running through my mind.

Words carved on my arms.

Hate, ugly, fat, unloved.

The words that made me feel so small,

Permanently carved into my skin.

Everyone thinks I’m doing better,

that all the harsh words have stopped.

But they haven’t.

Everyone thinks I’ve stopped cutting,

But no one ever checks thighs.

6/13/2014 0 comment

Where is my life going?

by WhereIsTheSilverLining 6/4/2014

written by WhereIsTheSilverLining

All I ever wanted to do is be happy. How can I expect anyone to love me if I can’t even love myself.

My life isn’t as bad as some, but that doesn’t mean I am any less dead inside. I have thought about dying since Â I was in grade 6. That was before I even knew what the words depression Â and suicide meant. I learnt about cutting in grade 8, told myself I would never do it, I thought as soon as I did it would be over. In grade 10 my best friend told me she did it, that’s when I realized cutting didn’t […]

6/4/2014 4 comments

Done

by Done 5/25/2014

written by Done

I just feel so done lately, done with everything and everyone.I get in my car to drive somewhere and I just want to take my hands off the wheel. The thought of growing up absolutely terrifies me. I feel so depressed, and I want to go to the doctor, really I do but she told my parents last time and I would literally quit if they found out. I’m just such a private person, I don’t like big groups or other people. I absolutely detest with a fiery passion being told what to do or being mocked for being “grumpy”. I’m overweight, so overweight and […]

5/25/2014 1 comment

Ever wish?

by sadforlife21 5/14/2014

written by sadforlife21

Ever wish that one day something would happen. Something bad. Like a car crash, being murdered, a heart attack anything that would kill you. So you yourself wouldnt have to commit the deed of killing yourself. Sometimes i just want to be gone i just want to quit life and be for ever at rest. I really dont know if im cut of for this “life” thing. Sometimes i just wish…

5/14/2014 6 comments

thoughts..?

by cutter4life_ 5/2/2014

written by cutter4life_

suicidal thoughts & cutting have always been apart of my life but when i decided to quit it became extremely hard on me. i had delt with all my problems this way & now i dont have that. i have to find another way of dealing with my problems so i decided to start writing. my school councelor gave me this idea. he told me that i can make it. im a strong person.i suppose… if all the other people that cut & have tried suicide can quit than so can i.

5/2/2014 2 comments

today seems like a good day to go.

by skeletonsInthecloset 4/27/2014

written by skeletonsInthecloset

school starts tomorrow again.

nothing to look forward to there. friends who don’t care about me. teachers who dont try to help me but simply try find every way to get me kicked out. I’m fighting for my education. failing computer class. that’s only the beginning of it. my boyfriend left me. because he doesnt wanna deal with my bullshit anymore. can I blame him? I’m suicidal, I’ve got hundreds of cuts on my arms, legs, stomach. My family disowned me. I’m only 16. last week I went to jail for beating a girl up. a girl who deserved it but I hit her first. now […]

4/27/2014 1 comment

go to hell

by nobodysgirl 4/9/2014

written by nobodysgirl

http://suicideproject.org/wp-content/uploads/2014/04/Georgia_Mass_Choir_-_The_Best_of_My_Story.mp3

where can I go where there is nowhere to go to who can I talk to who isn’t already playing what can I do when they have everything laid out and planned for me already wtf can i get my shock now can I get my whatever the hell they gone give me now I don’t care anymore commit me, kill me, anything is better than submitting. I don’t believe andi don’t have to I lost enough of my soul and I don’t care who don’t believe me: who I am, what I am supposed to be idont care who believes me or not […]

4/9/2014 6 comments

Planned

by meggy1982 4/8/2014

written by meggy1982

So I have finnaly manage the perfect plan. Quit my job, leaving my house, my animals have been placed with family members with the pretence of going travelling around the world. But its actually the perfect plan to finally have the opportunity to be in the position to end it without having to feel guilty about leaving my family to deal with all of my crap. House, bills, animals… So now will travel and see the most amazing things i. The world then i can go without felling guilty.

4/8/2014 3 comments

Hopeless

by stillhopeless 3/26/2014

written by stillhopeless

I am not very good at this anymore but I didn’t know what else to do so here goes. I have spent the better part of the last 15 years thinking about suicide everyday. When I was young I actually attempted it a time or two. I used to talk about it, I used to write poetry and letters to deal with it, until one day it all blew up in my face. My “friends” Who “understood” all of a sudden didn’t anymore, my parents tried to have me committed, and my poems and letters were used against me. It all went to hell in […]

3/26/2014 2 comments

LIFEðŸ˜Ž

by tinaboobinaaa 3/15/2014

written by tinaboobinaaa

We are not the same, not you ,Not me .nobody will ever understand you, nobody. its you all alone on this thing we call earth.Life is a big challenge some quit earlier then others .Some get it easier then others but you can’t help what happens .Do you really even know what life is cause I sure dont.

3/15/2014 5 comments

This is Excellent

by Nathaniel_Morisawa 3/6/2014

written by Nathaniel_Morisawa

I’ve started outlining my memoir. Finally, I’ve gotten going on this and I didn’t have to quit my job or quit school to do it. I’ll just add a little bit to theÂ memoir project every dayÂ until it’s done. When it’s done… Then I’m going to get all my loved ones to hate me (so that killing myself will be that much easier). And when I’ve accomplished that,Â then I can shoot myself without having toÂ think twice and thankfully, the memoir/very long suicide note will be there to explain my behavior.

I’ve lost you and have thus, lost the only person I used to really matter to. How […]

3/6/2014 3 comments

A short version of Ben Roethlesberger “Never Quit” poem that helps me from time to time.

by lifeishorrible 2/11/2014

written by lifeishorrible

“Success Is failure turn upside down
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt
And you can never tell how close you are
It may be near when It seems afar
So stick to the fight with you’re hardest hit
It’s when things seem worst that you mustn’t quit”

2/11/2014 2 comments

Just A Lil Letter From Me To You, Lovlies<3

by nolove14 10/5/2012

written by nolove14

Quit Worrying About How You Look, it’s About Whats On The Inside!

i don’t care who you are. your beautiful and amazing in your own unique and special way, please don’t let what he/she says make you stop believing that. the people who hurt you most are the ones who usually are the closest to you…but don’t beat yourself up, and depress yourself with it, because they may have called you ugly. stupid. fat. etc..but only you can believe them..only you can take it to heart. only you can take it as far as it gets. You, are Your Biggest Enemy. free yourself from mental slavery, […]

10/5/2012 4 comments

Why Am I Still Alive?

by xXxWrAtHxXx 3/31/2012

written by xXxWrAtHxXx

I don’t have any purpose. I am not cared for, or serve any importance. I’m fucked up. I think I’m going to do it.

I’m going to finally finish what I started,

and kill myself.

3/31/2012 6 comments

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