I’ve started outlining my memoir. Finally, I’ve gotten going on this and I didn’t have to quit my job or quit school to do it. I’ll just add a little bit to the memoir project every day until it’s done. When it’s done… Then I’m going to get all my loved ones to hate me (so that killing myself will be that much easier). And when I’ve accomplished that, then I can shoot myself without having to think twice and thankfully, the memoir/very long suicide note will be there to explain my behavior.
I’ve lost you and have thus, lost the only person I used to really matter to. How did this all collapse in 3 months? Why did you stop trusting me? And why do you still make it worse?
I have no regrets delivering myself into that state of prior-birth; nothingness.
When the Tome Left Behind is complete, all will be good.
I’m sick of being played.
I’m sick of being tertiary.
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I don’t know how old you are or your writing skills, but it took J. R. R. Tolkien over 20 years to complete Lord of the Rings. Good luck with it. We want to read all the details. Don’t leave anything out.
yeah
i always wanted to write a memoir. another idea that once came to me was to write my own encyclopedia in which i will write articles on things the way i see them. oh i had a lot of ideas and dreams all i can do is see them burning.