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I’m Just barley Holding on!

by DrunkandDumb 5/24/2014

written by DrunkandDumb

Hi,

I haven’t posted in a long time. Although I have felt suicidal the hole time I have been waiting for “the right time” . I chose June 11th the day before my Birthday. the only problem w/ that is I really want to do It this weekend. I Â am not getting any better. I’ve been doing everything I’m supposed to do. But I feel like I don’t belong. My own brother is trying to bring me down and making me feel like i’m not doing the right thing, even tho I have been sober for 8 months and following the program of the group home […]

5/24/2014 3 comments

Don’t say it, Don’t feel it

by rach 5/24/2014

written by rach

There are a long list of things we are not allowed to say, and feelings we are not allowed to feel.Â Isn’t that true my fellow slaves?Â You did know you’re slaves, right?Â From the moment you’re born you are a slave to your parents and to this society.Â That is why what we say and feel must be regulated.Â That is why dissenters must be outcast as “evil” horrible people.Â Because in order to keep the system going, we can’t have dissent.Â Dissent wakes people’s minds up, and awake people rebel, and what society fears most, is rebellion.Â “Being born is like being kidnapped […]

5/24/2014 7 comments

antipsychiatry

by righttodie 5/24/2014

written by righttodie

http://www.antipsychiatry.org/suicide.htm

One reason some oppose the right to commit suicide is theological belief that is sometimes expressed this way: “God gave you life, and only God has the right to take life from you.” Using this reasoning to justify interfering with a person’s right to commit suicide is imposing religious beliefs on people who may not share those beliefs. In America where we supposedly have freedom of (and from) religion, this is wrong.

Another reason some people believe it is ethical to interfere with a person’s right to think about or commit suicide is belief in mental illness. But a so-called diagnosis of “mental illness” is a […]

5/24/2014 0 comment

New Here

by Kankri-Vantas 5/24/2014

written by Kankri-Vantas

I’m new on here. Wow good job stating the obvious I joined because I’m kind of on edge right now for pretty much no reason. I’m worrying myself with how I’m thinking and I dont really know what to do.

5/24/2014 2 comments

Life hates me.

by Lifehatesme 5/23/2014

written by Lifehatesme

“Why me?”

“Why do I have to live with this pain? (mentally)”

“Why can’t I smile like everyone else”

“Why can’t I be happy?”

“Can I please die?”

My depression started in September 2012. When I applied for university in 2011, I got rejected which I didn’t mind first time round. Later on the year, I applied again in 2012, guess what, I got rejected. That’s when my depression started. I just can’t deal with rejections. My “friends” are busy with their university friends and their new life whereas I, stuck at home, hoping to go university. I have tried applying for jobs but no result. Any way, I applied […]

5/23/2014 4 comments

One Look Away

by lifeisfullofgifts 5/22/2014

written by lifeisfullofgifts

Why is that stabbing myself seems like a beautiful way out of my misery?
More beautiful than friends, more beautiful than family.
The knife is right there, on the kitchen table, next to my cup of tea.
Tea. Or knife?
A simple stab is all it would take. Maybe two for good measure.
But for now I pick up the tea. I’m too cowardly to do otherwise.

5/22/2014 0 comment

Why can things be so right…. But so wrong?

by Arcerfacey 5/21/2014

written by Arcerfacey

Hello, well I don’t really know what a forum is, or how to use it, but I guess i’ll just share my story and maybe someone can help. Â I am a 19 year old guy from California. 9 years ago I stared getting bullied. I was already a loner, so I guess it made me more lonely. I always thought that was fine though. This was before social media though, which just added to my depression. When I used to sit at home alone, I thought everyone did. Later I found out that people actually do fun stuff with these things called “friends”. Well I’ve […]

5/21/2014 1 comment

by hellblau 5/20/2014

written by hellblau

Out of time
All out of fight
You are the only thing in life that I’ve got right.

5/20/2014 2 comments

that girl

by onkerio 5/20/2014

written by onkerio

a few weeks ago. a new girl joined my school.

dang that girl. the only person i know that can give you the evil eye. ( without actualy giving you the evil eye) and when she gives you the evil eye. you feel like your being sent to hell ( mind the language).
but yet i still find myself atracted to her.
she hates my guts. 😀 she hates my with a pasion :-D. but still haha

you get what i mean RIGHT im not going crazy AM I? IF I AM. then yea im crazy lol

5/20/2014 0 comment

Being a Knite

by Shadowknite 5/19/2014

written by Shadowknite

My favorite thing in the world is being there for someone like us. I am 17, a junior in HS, and I have 7 MS girls who are just like me. Cutters, suicidals. I can only help so much. Today, to get one to stop, I put my blade to my arm, on a line I have thinned out from my elbow to wrist, just in case I ever need to do it. It’s a pain to watch them worry, but a relief to watch them stop. I’ve gone back to cutting, though. What gives me the right to stop others when I can’t stop […]

5/19/2014 1 comment

by LetItGo 5/19/2014

written by LetItGo

Would you go?
To my funeral I mean
If I got the courage
To kill myself

If I knew you in person
You would meet my parents
And my sister
Though she’s a bit mean

When I die
And they put me 6 feet under
And a grave on top
Of the earth for me

If you visit my grave
Not saying you have to
But if you do
Please don’t bring flowers

Unless they’re fake
I like carnations then
They remind me
Of Valentine’s day

I never got a carnation
But I always gave them
To my friends
Because they never got them either

I also like roses
Red to […]

5/19/2014 3 comments

Third and final attempt

by roseyruby 5/19/2014

written by roseyruby

All I needed was someone to care when I felt like no one even noticed how much hurt was overcoming me, then when I felt like nothing could get worse even my own friends turned on me when I needed them most.
My only fear is who finds me.. How the feel, but there is only so long I can hold on for.
Everyday I wake up facing the evil demons in my head, my anxiety and most of all the depression that’s held onto me for years. Fueled by the constant hate of every person around me.

My name, the name that in 12 insignificantÂ letters […]

5/19/2014 4 comments

Here’s my smile

by ertihan 5/17/2014

written by ertihan

I’m not really feeling like smiling right now, honestly. Â But I’ve heard that writing positive poetry makes you feel positive. Â So I’ll give it a whirl.

Here’s my smile to brighten your day
And light the dark routesÂ along the way

Through the winding road that’s life
Filled with anger, resentment, and strife

Hard is the brick beneath our feet
Harsh are the people upon this street

Who smile with poisoned lips and grin
A friend outside, a foe within

But not all who walk this windingÂ way
Wish to harm or lead astray

By your side I walk as well
A fellow traveler through this hell

Lifting my smile as a tiny light

5/17/2014 2 comments

tomorrow is today

by mommyto324 5/16/2014

written by mommyto324

Next month it will be a year that she left my side. She didn’t give me life, but filled me with life. If Nate would have just let me be i would be with her.

Loss is such a painful part of life. I still don’t understand why the people i need in my life are taken from me in such horrid ways. My daughter would be getting her license this year. I can’t believe i only had eight days with her, but i wouldn’t change those days for anything in the world.

I suppose i am lucky that i have turned all my pain into a […]

5/16/2014 7 comments

To those I have hurt

by addyaddy11 5/15/2014

written by addyaddy11

I want to start off with a simple word that does not mean a lot in today’s world and that is “sorry” I am sorry I have let you down. I am sorry I have walked all over you. There is nobody/nothing to blame it is my fault and I accept that. More people than I could count have tried to help me and all I have done is spat in their faces. As I look around I see everybody is moving on. I just stay on this path of nothing. I have given effort to make the right changes but all for nothing because […]

5/15/2014 5 comments

Terminal illness

by Dejavu 5/15/2014

written by Dejavu

I just wish I could take someone’s cancer or something.
Imagine knowing when to die, having all your loved ones around you counting the last breaths together.. But more than anything, you just saved someone who wants to live, someoe who can enjoy life more then you do… Having a good purpose for death is probably the best thing I could ever hoped for right now.

5/15/2014 2 comments

blood test

by anaboyred24 5/15/2014

written by anaboyred24

yesterday I had a phone call from my GP (DR’s) they said i had to go in right away to discourse my latest Â blood test. when I Â got I there Â they saw me almost right away so basically I’ve got Â deficiency in vitamin D,A,C,b12 Â i’m alsoÂ anemia on top off all that the sodium and potassiumÂ Â are low as well and i’ve been give a shit load off pills to help with this because i’mÂ bulimic and have been for over 10 years with episodes of anorexic I kinder know this could happen but I’m not going to stop Â i don’t think i can it been apart off […]

5/15/2014 2 comments

Judgements.

by purplepain 5/14/2014

written by purplepain

I must say, I think the thing I most truly, profoundly hate in this world is people judging every f(I can swear on this site right?) thing I decide on or do. There’s nothing that frightens me more.

It sometimes gets to the point where I hide feelings and thoughts, ideas and decisions. Why do people do that? I wouldn’t ever judge anyone based on their decisions without even knowing them. Everybody has their own reasons. Like me, right?

People just make me mad. Anybody feel the same?

Feeling fed up,
PURPLEPAIN

5/14/2014 4 comments

My story and my word

by shy_shy 5/14/2014

written by shy_shy

Hello everyone
Im Shianna and I’ve been bullied since I was 10
It started in 4th grade
At the beginning I had lots of friends I was always to popular girl I would always bring in snacks for everyone and I loved school.
Well somewhere in 4th grade I started gaining crazy weight I weighed 178
Remember a 10 year old weighing that is really dangerous so my doctor gave me pills and more pills. But they didn’t help

At all. 4Th grade was over I was in 5th now and III t was around my 11th birthday
When I walked pass a group of boys […]

5/14/2014 4 comments

Yes I want to die

by Scarface 5/14/2014

written by Scarface

Hello everyone I know you are all battling your own wars..here nobody aint got time for me to listen to me or counsel me for my suicidal thoughts are just increasing manifolds……i seriously aint in the humour to write I am 18,India and right now I’m high and i got the rope ready I just wanted everyone to know that yes i was defeated everywhere its not because of u krati u were my first love and i want to die with her being my last its all coz of me myself i cant survive i aint strong enough i am not the one maybe […]

5/14/2014 4 comments

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