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3 minutes

by blackrose5 9/23/2015

written by blackrose5

It’s been 3 minutes since I walked through the front door and I’m in tears.

i knew I should’ve stayed outside, it took me a while to convince myself to come inside anyways.

First minute:

I walked through the door and the second I do my dad tell me to hurry up and put my backpack down and go see him.

second minute:

i went to go see my dad and he said he has stuff for me to do, I told him he has to hurry because i have a lot of homework tonight and he automatically got mad at me and started yelling at me saying I’m selfish […]

9/23/2015 1 comment

My story

by 133Gone 9/23/2015

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9/23/2015 4 comments

Too many thoughts

by blackrose5 9/22/2015

written by blackrose5

A guy from my school recently killed himself and it brought back my suicidal thoughts. It made me remember everything and now I just can’t get it out of my head. I want to just finally end it all. It seems so much better. I mean I just hate my life, I literally hate it. I can’t live this life anymore and I can’t sit here waiting for somebody to realize it and suddenly care

9/22/2015 4 comments

Undecided…

by missredjuly 9/22/2015

written by missredjuly

I’ve always been an indecisive person: even down to the most simplest of things. School is one of those things. Although I hate it, no doubt, education is very important. I just recently turned 17 and I took two separate years off of school (due to various different factors) and should technically be a senior in high school yet I’m a sophomore…oh and I haven’t even gone back to school yet this year because I’m not sure if I should go through with “letting go” or if I should go back to school. Yep, I’m a straight up loser. I probably would choose to go […]

9/22/2015 1 comment

Taken Advantage

by 8002738255 9/20/2015

written by 8002738255

I started freshman year of high school with slight signs of depression. I was at a stage were i hate myself. I didn’t like anything about myself. I had plenty of friends, but none who i felt i could confide in. I felt alone and worthless.
I told a few friends about how I felt, but i only told them vaguely. They all would go on rants about how amazing i was and that in no way was i worthless. I never believed them.
School started and it was getting harder. I was starting to develop an anxiety disorder. Before then i had never felt […]

9/20/2015 6 comments

trans;

by ginasfs 9/17/2015

written by ginasfs

this reminds me of a book i read, a website similar to this. im glad i have somewhere to vent. i just wonder why no methods are allowed to be shared, it honestly would’ve been nice. but back to the juicy stuff. i am a transgender boy in iowa. ive attempted suicide once before. parents never took me to therapy or got me on antidepressants. i came out to my parents via an email from my school. fun. they said they support me, but have not used proper pronouns, name, or discussed me being on testosterone. (i dont even know if i spelled that right.) […]

9/17/2015 5 comments

I Want to Disappear

by cycle 9/17/2015

written by cycle

Lately, I’m always in tears when I’m alone. I’m stressed and always nervous. I’m only 13 years old, turning 14 next week. My dad gambles and hides his money and refuses to get a better job. He tells my mom to get one. My mom is always cleaning and cooking and her left hand is barely moveable now. My brother has a job, but he doesn’t work hard anymore. His dream is to be a personal trainer. But I wonder if he’s given up that dream. He’s always gaming and talking to his new girlfriend who’s all the way in LA. He should be able […]

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9/17/2015 1 comment

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Nobody to trust

by Lonely1345 9/13/2015

written by Lonely1345

Since I was 6 years old I wanted to be like everyone else, I was always very shy, hated hanging out with guys cause they were mean to me, only girls were nice to me at the time. I felt inferior to everyone around me, I am very sensitive to everything and it just annoyed people because of it. My grades always sucked at school, I was stupid and sometimes just tried to annoy people cause people hated me anyways. I always felt like I am ugly, and hate mirrors or any reflection of any kind cause I can’t look at myself. Around 5th grade […]

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9/13/2015 5 comments

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The Last are the Most Beautiful

by Black_Heart2001 9/12/2015

written by Black_Heart2001

I’ve left my fears behind. Now I’m purely fuelled my anger and sadness. I was never good enough for anyone, and that was okay with me because I didn’t need to be.No, correction. I was never good enough for YOU. You stupid, terrible parents that pushed me to my breaking point and every time I built something for myself, you would knock it down and then ask me why I couldn’t build anything. I didn’t want this life. Everything I did I did for you. Straight As. 4.5 GPA. Getting into one of the top schools in the world. Student council president. Swim team. Band. […]

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Vanished

by adawgdarappa 9/11/2015

written by adawgdarappa

He vanished

like fog disappears once the sun rises.

He left the world, cause he couldn’t take it anymore.

I wish he could have asked for help,

His wife and 2 boys crying

He was funny

helped with computers

He brought his wife lunch everyday

and dropped his boys off at school

He believed in God

and I hope he made it up in Heaven

He is missed by all down on Earth

Though we wish he didn’t do

what he did and

vanish

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9/11/2015 3 comments

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What Are Friends

by operationmintyhippo 9/9/2015

written by operationmintyhippo

Sorry I’m so wordy, and you probably don’t care. I guess I’m just whiny.

My timeline of friends and now I have no one..

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9/9/2015 9 comments

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20 years ago

by disgusting 9/9/2015

written by disgusting

I’ve been reminded on facebook that it’s been 20 years since high school… This is me with all the co-founders of the first nonprofit I worked with. 20 years ago to this day our nonprofit became official. (I’m the goth one all in black in front)

In the 20 years since…. I only regret not paying attention. As a kid, I firmly believed I’d be dead by age 20 so I never really took my life seriously. *sigh*

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9/9/2015 2 comments

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Just Some Things

by Black_Heart2001 9/9/2015

written by Black_Heart2001

I ran across these two posts today, and I thought that they were really moving.

Even when I wanted to die, to kill myself
To rip each cell of my being apart, not once,
Not ever, did I miss a piece of homework.

Or fail a test or skip an hour-long lesson.
Sure, I skipped three meals a day but at least
I had my priorities straight.

I see these kids walking in front of me to school.
I see them, and they are zombies.
Blank faces, I doubt they’ve slept,
Probably up all night doing that essay
They forgot to do because their parents
Asked them to […]

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9/9/2015 2 comments

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School is draining every ounce of my creativity

by ImScared 9/8/2015

written by ImScared

Common Core. Isn’t that the part of the apple they throw away?

School has ruined my life. I imagine it has ruined everyone’s, whether they choose to see that or not. I remember my first day of Kindergarten was so exciting, I loved those years, they are the wonder years and they are beautiful. But the educational system has since changed. What was once, in our parents years, a place of learning has truly become a place to teach everyone exactly how to grow up too fast. We are […]

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9/8/2015 5 comments

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Logically Depressed

by divine_seagull 9/8/2015

written by divine_seagull

Hey folks, look to the sky, that bird floating above the clouds is the divine seagull. These graceful fliers may look unphased by the troubles of life, but wait until they touch down, and it’s a different story. When you see one on the ground they’ll usually be in tatters from having to fend off and procure food from their hostile and greedy friends. It could make anyone think they ended up that way from tumbling down in a near deadly crash. Alas, life in the dirt is rough, we get up, we fight, we stay up, we fight, every once in a while we […]

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9/8/2015 2 comments

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Where am I now?

by alina_01 9/7/2015

written by alina_01

I don’t know but it’s some place I didn’t ever imagine I’d be. I always felt like I got dealt a shit hand in life and that no matter what I did nothing good would come my way. I half ass tried and dragged ass through life aimlessly, I couldn’t even be bothered to care about myself. I guess I never truly felt loved or wanted so maybe on a subconscious level I felt I didn’t deserve to feel that for myself. I cared and loved in all the wrong ways for all the wrong people. I got hurt so bad that it felt like […]

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9/7/2015 3 comments

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Jumping

by kathunt15 9/6/2015

written by kathunt15

at my school theres a dorm where a girl jumped off and killed herself last year. i think i might do the same.

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9/6/2015 6 comments

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We’e (I’ve) Got Issues (Continued)

by kathunt15 9/5/2015

written by kathunt15

Sometimes I feel as though I’ve done all I can do; other times I feel as though I haven’t done anything at all.

In late October/early November of 2014, I became extremely ill and had to be taken to the clinic. There, I was seen by a doctor, and while she was talking, I suddenly because very light headed. Then I had tunnel vision, and everything went black.

I woke up to find myself surrounded by people, all leaning over me, and laying down on the cold, harsh tile floor. I felt a pounding headache, where I had evidently hit my head when I fell of the […]

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I tried to kill myself this morning.

by Delisnak 9/3/2015

written by Delisnak

yup title says it all. swallowed 20 aprin i didnt even fucking cry i was shaking though after about 10 minutes i felt fine and went to school. when i got there i was already feeling sick so i laid my head on my friends lap. it hurt to move and talk i had no strength. i told him what i did but he didnt get the hint to go get the nurse.so me myself had to walk around school from my class i was in to the office to my locker back to the class to the office. didnt throw up untill […]

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9/3/2015 4 comments

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boom

by neptune 9/3/2015

written by neptune

honestly i’m just so fucking tired of everything.

i’ve gone past the stage of feeling depressed, to the feeling empty and numb inside. everyday, i’m walking around like a zombie, my mind blank and not really listening to anything, yet on the outer side, i seem to be laughing and socialising. and it wows me just how much a smile can hide. haha.

what future do i have in life? everyday, it’s just the same thing over and over again, if you’re a student, going to school, coming back home, occasional trips out with your friends, if you’re a working adult, going to work, coming back home, […]

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9/3/2015 3 comments

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