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Waiting

by They Call Me Amy
written by They Call Me Amy

Hello again everyone. Things have been pretty tough recently, I’ve been struggling to get out of bed, to eat, to talk to people. The impulses are strong. I’ve almost jumped off my window a couple months ago.

My parents are getting old and my dad is a little sick again. I feel bad for them because they have to live and put up with me and all my psychological issues. There is not a day where I wish I wasn’t born. I am turning 23 this month. I am not getting better.

I finally reached the point where there is no hope. And it’s not as dark […]

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Self-harm

by yoonsin
written by yoonsin

If you are considering self-harm or are currently self-harming, please read my story.

Let me be an example, a warning to you all.

When I first started, it was a tiny little cut on my thigh, made merely to see how it’d feel—and I can’t lie, it was exhilarating to me. I was thirteen at the time and was enduring copious amounts of abuse from my parents, both physical and verbal, which had been occurring since childhood. It was a strain to my psyche and after that first cut, for once in my life, I felt like I was able to deal with all the pain that […]

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I feel..

by RiloMor
written by RiloMor

I know it’s kind of dumb thinking this way. Like, it’s not my fault my dad was not the brightest bulb in the box and I know this. But I hate him for doing this to me.

Maybe it’s me over-thinking things but, from my knowledge and knowing serverl people with disorders physical and mental as well as having researched it extensively.. I just can’t help but think that my father, and his stupied genes gave me all these worries. Hell, my half sister and half brother are even worse than I am after he got married to a lady whose bulb seems to be on […]

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Numb

by NineTheTimesBluer
written by NineTheTimesBluer

I thought I was getting better.

I guess I’m not.

Lately I’ve been feeling numb, almost like I can’t feel anything at all. I still cry, I just don’t know why;it’s not because I’m upset, I just burst into tears all of a sudden. Then again, it’s not exactly easy to ‘feel’ connected to people when you’re almost completely cut off from them.

The people I thought were my friends don’t seem the same anymore. Maybe because we’re growing up; everyone changes when they grow up, and we drift in and out of one another’s lives. I could be completely wrong, and I could be behind it all. […]

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Something Beautiful

by paranoid
written by paranoid

Hello:)

This will be a rather quick synopsis of my suicidal attempts and what led up to them and how I managed past them but the story should come across anyways.

First Attempt:

I was about 14 at this time, and had started cutting. it wasn’t “severe” as it was mostly little scratches. I would only “cut” when I was super overwhelmed with my situation, or emotions. I had been seeing a guy for about a year, and was infatuated with him. One day, he decided to tell me that he had been cheating on me with his ex, but that I shouldn’t be worried because he can […]

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Pills

by curlylion720
written by curlylion720

I am a 14 year old teenager, depressed and suicidal. I know this may sound stupid but does anyone know any pills that will make me pass out if I overdose? I am not exactly trying to kill myself, just a way of revealing my pain to my parent without having to actually talk to them, but let’s just say I wouldn’t care if I died overdosing.

I know I will receive lots of “don’t do this” “you don’t deserve life” and “you’re worth it” but I don’t believe any of that. I hate my life and myself so much, I don’t think anything or anyone […]

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Hiding scars

by curlylion720
written by curlylion720

I have been cutting for about three months now. I cut my wrists, legs and stomach. I have been very good at hiding them, at least I thinks so, but now I have a problem. I’m sick therefore not going to school and left alone at home for the day. My mom’s friend is a doctor and my mom asked her to come over and check upon me, find out why I’m sick and how to recover. I’m so scared that the doctor is going to make me undress, because I’ve been to doctors loads of times before I started self harming and many times […]

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MirrorMirror

by MirrorMirrorOnMyWall
written by MirrorMirrorOnMyWall

Mirror, mirror, on my wall,
I just want to be thin, pretty and tall

Mirror, mirror, if I change my hair,
maybe someone will start to care?

Mirror, mirror, if I starve myself,
at least I’ll be beautiful, forget my health.

Mirror, mirror, if I cut my wrist
will I feel like I exist?

Mirror, Mirror, don’t you see?
What you show, is ruining me.

For far too long it had watched her cry,
so the mirror decided to reply:

“What you think you see? It isn’t true.
This misery is found inside of you.

Don’t lock yourself in a broken soul,
or I promise […]

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suiside?

by helpmexo
written by helpmexo

ive selfharmed for about a year now, with minimal people knowing the cuts are getting alot more deep and my arms are covered in scars ive also burned myself alot, i wear long jumpers most of the time. My parents are never at home, people think i am happy, but that’s one thing im not, my parents want me to do so well in school but i cant focus anymore, i cant concentrate at all, i get around 3/4 hours of sleep most nights because its just impossible for me to sleep and all i do is cry, im really nervous and anxious but i […]

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I Cant Do This Anymore…

by ImJustAnotherWorthlessGirl
written by ImJustAnotherWorthlessGirl

Honestly, whats the point anymore? i hate life, and life hates me, who gives a damn if i go to hell. im already living in it, i can deal with it. And i wouldnt doubt it being  better than my own pathetic life. If anyway i wanna go is going to be overdosing, cuz my mom has a big bottle of sleeping pills, and i could easily kill the whole bottle. Cant do a rope, since i dont know how to tie a noose, and i dont know where i could i put the rope, to hold my fat ass. Cutting too deep, i dont […]

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I Feel Evil.

by chloebow
written by chloebow

I am obsessed with death and suicide. In my mind, it looks like a beautiful way to go.

I picture myself in the final hours, preparing my own wake and the steps I take to my final sleep.

The only problem is, I feel that there are two minds inside my brain, both want to die, but one is still sad and urges me to seek help first. The other is evil and wants me to scare and push people away by becoming this dark and morbid girl, it wants me to die.

My belief is that they were whole once, feeling the same emotions of hurt and […]

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Today’s Session

by wethebroken
written by wethebroken

So, I had an appointment at exactly 10 o’clock sharp this morning to see a psychiatrist, whom I’ll be seeing frequently now, as well as two other counselors.

Anyways, the session was HORRID.

I was taken to the “Nurse’s Office” to be weighed, my height to be checked, blood pressure was taken, and last to have my pulse checked, followed by a series of medical questions.

Then taken a few doors down to the psychiatrist, who was a nice older lady, who talked about my cat sweater I’m wearing.

Being aware that I’m usually being questioned one on one, I figured it would be her asking me the questions, […]

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Here’s to the kids who never gave up.

by TheTragedyDiary
written by TheTragedyDiary

I was thinking about the other night,  “Why did anything change”, and I realised how it changed, I grew up and went into high school I thought it would be something I would love to be at but, to be honest, I didn’t think it’d be this hard. This hard to get up every morning and knowing something bad will happen, and most of the time I’m right. It sucks having to walk down those crowded hallways realising you’re different from everyone else because of your past, because of what you’ve done to yourself and what people think about you. Most of the things people […]

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urgh

by tia
written by tia

okay um, i need a fucking knife, i give up on this dehydration thing. it is taking so long and i keep accidently drinking with my meds and then i go to purge the water and urgh im just tired of life. i want to stab my boyfriend but i cant cause he is grounded because he went clubbing with a girl who is hard core crushing on him, she is bombing his ask, and why cant he see how much he is hurting me. i wish i could just tell him that i hadnt selfharmed in almost 2 months before we started dating, and […]

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Anxiety At Its Worst

by that.girl.named.nobody
written by that.girl.named.nobody

I’m cursed with horrible anxiety that leaves me speechless when faced with crowds, new people, and almost every situation I find myself in everyday. I have friends but they’re all online and I’ve never met them in person and I don’t plan on it. Anxiety made me like this. To make it short, anxiety will take over your entire life, destroy it until there’s nothing left, and dance on your grave. Be warned.

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4/10/13

by lovely_sorrow
written by lovely_sorrow

Slit your hips where no one can see

Your good girl image has a reputation to keep

Close the door and let it go

Do it quick so no one will know

Rush of adrenaline as blood spills

Thrill so deep it gives you chills

Blood whispers words you can’t tell

Because if you did they’d give you hell

Clean it up and cover the proof

No one deserves to know the truth

Scars fade and leave a memory

And recent events give you agony

So cut a little deeper

Bleed a little harder

Kiss your beautiful perfect blade

And find a place for her to hide away

Bring it out when you’re scared or lonely

Til then…

Put on a fake smile […]

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numbness of life.

by lostinlife
written by lostinlife

This is it.

Day in, day out. Staring at the four walls of the room. Depression, Anorexia, they say i have.
Suicidal thoughts.

I’m sat in a mental health  hospital, Tier 4, 7-day resident. I never leave.

I’ve been here for months, and now, months later, life is still the same.

I look at something and think, can i die using that?

I self harm, i cut, i burn, i don’t stop, razors, straighteners, on my skin, i don’t feel the pain.

I have scars, all over my body, each one telling a story, each […]

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