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Sense Of Humor

Need to write this out.

by hellothere. 1/15/2013

written by hellothere.

I suppose I should begin by saying that I’m not seriously considering suicide, and even if I were I don’t think I could go through with it. That being said, this seems like an appropriate place to share in a way that I’ve never even attempted to in real life.

Upon first talking to me, people generally assume that things go well for me and that I’m on some sort of path to success. I’m intelligent, educated, have a good sense of humor and have always had strong natural talent in music, which has been the focus of the last 8 years or so of my […]

1/15/2013 4 comments

Confused Love Story

by MusicMatters 12/16/2012

written by MusicMatters

I think I like someone and I used to not like her because she seemed reallyÂ immatureÂ and I justÂ didn’tÂ like her butÂ we’veÂ been talking off and on for two weeks and I just love her sense of humor. IÂ don’tÂ really know, IÂ don’tÂ want to Â like her, IÂ don’tÂ really have time for a relationship and IÂ don’tÂ want one, I just got out of one 3 to 4 months ago and maybe IÂ don’tÂ really want to be with her but maybe I just like her sense of humor and personality. Â I’mÂ 18, shes 30. I reallyÂ don’tÂ want to like her or enjoy her personality or even really be her friend. I have such a defenseÂ mechanismÂ because IÂ don’tÂ want to […]

12/16/2012 5 comments

The Valley of Ashes

by theanonymousx 11/20/2012

written by theanonymousx

I’m having a tough time reconciling much of anything: the numbness I feel, the suffering inflicted on me and others, the deep, penetrating emptiness I feel… It’s existentialist really; I simply can’t find an explanation for the absurdity of this mockery of a life, this incessant suffering that undercuts whatever joy I have left, or, rather, had.

I was kicked out of the house by my dad a year ago after I got into it with him over his alcoholism and my apparent laziness and moved in with my mom and stepdad; however, I left home to live on my school’s campus (it’s a boarding/day school) […]

11/20/2012 1 comment

Longing to die.

by ImmortalMe 8/24/2012

written by ImmortalMe

I live in a world that is not real. I feel like I don’t belong in this world. I was forced to pursue a career that I wasn’t interested in. I talk five sentences with my parents on a maximum. Â They have never once asked me how my day went. I never tell them. I don’t tell them about all the nights I sit alone and cry my eyes out into the pillow. I don’t tell them about the bad days I have, or the good ones either. My joys and my sorrows are entirely my own. I love learning about the Universe, but the […]

8/24/2012 4 comments

Lonesome sometimes (part 1)

by redisblue101 7/28/2012

written by redisblue101

Sometimes, I just think about one of my old friends and how close we used to be. She was my best friend and we did so many things together. She was a very shy person and wasn’t one to talk openly to people. I knew her since childhood and we were friends in the past but up until my Freshmen year of High School, we had drifted apart from one another.

We soon became close friends again. And part of the reason being that at that time I had a very small group of friends. I was awkward in Middle School and seemed to rarely speak […]

7/28/2012 0 comment

tired as hell

by imanione35 7/4/2012

written by imanione35

well im a thirty three year old single man who has no real friends,i did not go to the military and i did not go to a four year college after highschool,as a matter of fact i dropped out of highschool, i got a GED and i went to community college,ive have been in and out of school for the past 14 years……whats worse is that i became a recluse christian type of person when i was in my best years nineteen through twenty-one,i started trying to live at twenty-six years old after being into a repressive christian life and i traded my sense of […]

7/4/2012 1 comment

similarities

by liastacia 5/12/2012

written by liastacia

After reading posts here I’ve noticed a few similarities. Â Sensitive, articulate people, who are lonley and hurting. Â Feeling like outcasts, loners, misunderstood and longing for someone to care. Â Most have been abused by people in their lives, who sound like a bunch of stupid douchebags.

Here’s the closest I can get to a ‘positive thought’ tonight: Why should I feel bad because some asshole was mean to me? Â Fuck that asshole! Â I’m not going to commit suicide, just so I can outlive that bastard and deface his grave!

“Who’s laughing now, *****?! Â Not you, cuz you’re dead!”

(I might be a miserable person, but I still got a […]

5/12/2012 3 comments

Is there anyone like me?

by idunno 3/15/2012

written by idunno

i wanna become an actor/ err maybe an astronaut/ psychologist….eventually when i get better

I have ADD, severe social anxiety issues, i’m scared of people I’m a high school dipout due to loosing friends/paranoia (i have one close friend)from depression due to selective mutism, Im paranoid, some OCD,Â I’ve had a past some mild sexual abuse…I’m a loner, use to be suicidal, use to think of it everyday but now im better.(i’ve attempted it),I might have avdp, and maybe social ptsd I can be really sensitive but I always bounce back. I’m a mad genius, usually a step or two ahead. I am kind of random, […]

3/15/2012 2 comments

Ray of Sunshine

by aimeemz 3/12/2012

written by aimeemz

Your smile has been on our minds. Your positive attitude and incredible sense of humor is forever embedded in our hearts. Even people who barely knew you are deeply touched by your actions. You lost hope like many of us do. Maybe life kicked you Â down one too many times. Â Maybe you couldn’t find help in any of your friends. You’re heart was torn and you couldn’t mend it, but there was hope for you. You were a ray of sunshine among us. I hope you finally found peace. I hope our escape mended your heart and you can finally be happy. I […]

3/12/2012 6 comments

First post being my last post.. Just kidding, hope some still have a sense of humor.

by holy grail 10/12/2009

written by holy grail

I’ve never sought help like this, nor looked for it.Â I’m bored and finished watching a movie(The Wackness).Â If you have seen this movie, i can relate to that kid and his heartbreak.Â I’ve only suffered one heartbreak, and it has nothing to do with where I am at(level of depression).Â That being said, I’ve done far much more damage to others.Â Not saying I’m a whore of sorts, just having issues with this backlash of reality.

OK, lets shorten this up so I have a chance to capture someone who can relate or pretend to relate.Â I was the happiest fat man in the world.Â […]

10/12/2009 2 comments