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shatter

Hope can be the worst thing in the world.

by dividebyzero 5/16/2016

written by dividebyzero

For about six weeks, things were actually going pretty good. I found a job, after six months without full-time work. I started running again several days a week, which clears my mind and stabilizes my mood in a way that nothing else can (I can’t swim, for instance, and I hate lifting weights because of all the pauses where my thoughts can creep back in). I went two whole weeks without wishing I was dead, for probably the first time in a couple years.

And then a week ago I hurt my knee and had to stop running. A few days after that I got into […]

5/16/2016 2 comments

Feeling like shit

by LawLiet 4/4/2016

written by LawLiet

My mind is eating me. Sadness, anger, envy, loneliness, hate, self-loath, jealousy, shyness, sense of failure and other shitty feelings packed in one mind. I fcking hate times like this when I get depressed for no particular reason. I can’t seem to know the reason why but fck this. I try to do things to keep myself from being like this but even playing video games-the one thing that never fails to keep my mind straight- is failing. Had been feeling like this for I dunno maybe a month or two but back then it was just mild. Right now, I really think my mind […]

4/4/2016 4 comments

Why

by kupo95 4/3/2016

written by kupo95

Why are you’s trying to hurt me ?

Make me bleed , make me crazy.

Why make me feel useless ,worthless make me grovel?

Why hold me down and destroy me take my life away , break me ?

Just let me go stop hurting me please I can’t take it anymore .

Anything I had ,you belittled made it crap, shitty, garbage.

I trusted you all stop hurting me.

Why make feel so wothless?

Why do you’s want me this way?

What do you get a crushed hopeless girl?

I was chiped […]

4/3/2016 61 comments

Of this endless journey, of this war born trail, through darkness and obscurity, through our loss we will prevail.

by Rotted_Flesh 2/8/2016

written by Rotted_Flesh

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A4QKzSN2V_A
Set our sights on the horizon
A grip of stone and a stare of steel
Eyes awakened, now determined

We…

Ride
Carve our name
At the start of this path
And never look behind

This conquest
Is all that really matters
This will, wont shatter
Underneath the weight

Of this endless journey
Of this war born trail
Through darkness and obscuri-
ty and loss we will prevail

One last
Chance to prove to struggle on
And to conquer
The ground on which we walk upon

COLLIDE

With every hindrance in sight
And stoke these flames that
Burn, in-side

(Chorus)
This will, be remembered
A heart, filled with, vindication
This won’t, be […]

2/8/2016 0 comment

Please

by Tanas 10/14/2014

written by Tanas

Anyone please give me a reason to go on or I might finally do it

“I wish I was in your shoes right now”

You fucking idiot you imbecile if you were in my shoes right now your fucking heart would break from the pain and your skull and bones would shatter

I was okay for a while Why was I okay

Why am I not okay

Pills, give me back my tears, I want to cry

I need help please help me

Please say something please

I want to go

10/14/2014 3 comments

1 day up 4 days down.

by Grayskies 6/13/2014

written by Grayskies

one day im fine , the next im not..

it hurts holding it all in, having small things trigger breakdowns. Popping the pill to make it allÂ go away for a bit, but its still there..in the darkness waiting for the perfect moment to strike onceÂ again and makingÂ you shatter into a million pieces.

Unrepairable.

Damaged.

6/13/2014 0 comment

Twelve Years A Slave

by Frozen In Time 5/5/2014

written by Frozen In Time

First bid goodbye to those wielding knives

Then dim out from their shining lives

Next clear out all your promises

And shatter your own pulsing conscience

First fly away to a foreign land

Then distribute your every grand

Next write a will for things to come

And hope theyâ€™re not after that tiny sum

First stop paying your mobile phone

Then make sure you stay all alone

Next buy yourself a magnum gun

And float above the midnight sun

5/5/2014 0 comment

I remember

by LetItGo 4/21/2014

written by LetItGo

I remember when we were children
And we wished so much
To grow up already
And to be a grown up
Or most likely a teenager.

I remember when I was a kid
I had the biggest imagination
And I still do, but it’s not as magical
It was this big thing that I loved
I still love it too, but not as much now

I remember when I wished
I wished to be a teenager already
To not be treated as a child
To put on heels and sophisticated outfits
To do hard and difficult math equations

I remember when my hopes were high
My hopes were […]

4/21/2014 1 comment

I am done

by jocie13 4/20/2014

written by jocie13

I’ve been done for years now I just keep holding on in hopes of a better future but I can’t keep holding on to hope then watching it shatter in front of me I love to much so I break to easily even my Mom doesn’t care I’ve been trying to stop feeling this way to stop feeling that’s all I want I tried to kill myself Thursday but as I’m typing this you see I failed and now I have decided it’s the end I don’t how I’m going to but I have to

4/20/2014 2 comments

Silence

by emptyalways 2/27/2014

written by emptyalways

“I swear I hear your voice, it’s driving me insane”

Some days are better than others. My bad days though, they shatter me. On my bad days it feels like somebody has opened up my chest, taken a handful of my heart, and ripped it out. Some days I don’t miss him, but when I do, my entire being misses him. He wasn’t just my boyfriend, he was my best friend. I know.. how cliche right? Well it’s the truth. He knew how to handle me at my worst, he loved me unconditionally and wiped away all of my tears. He took it when I screamed […]

2/27/2014 4 comments