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Why suicideproject.org?

by tbd 4/5/2014

written by tbd

For a while, i’ve thought this site might be useful. Sure, some of it can get repetitive, but it’s good for people to hear themselves, and get a candid response, not matter how juvenile. Now, I’m mot so sure.

I know wonder if it is monitored by some victimy-undergratuates looking to validate their projections. I spent a couple of hours last night responding to someone. It was my hope this individual might get a chance to read it when they awoke in their time zone.To me it was genuine and heart felt and did not contain *any* of the heated […]

4/5/2014 9 comments

i don’t think it’s gonna get better

by benni 4/5/2014

written by benni

Im 25 and so lonely. I don’t have a job or many friends. I’ve never had a boyfriend or even been on a date. I sincerely think I’m super ugly. The last time someone told me I was pretty was on Myspace. So that was a long time ago. I’m chunky, have big feet, broad shoulders, and have dark skin where there shouldn’t be. I’ve tried lots of things to try to lighten it, but nothing had worked. I can’t wear low cut tops or short shorts. I don’t even feel like girl. I feel like this big disgusting monster. I honestly don’t think any […]

4/5/2014 2 comments

Lemme see ur face

by KIRA 4/2/2014

written by KIRA

Hey, what’s this?
Yeah, don’t be afraid.
Come a little closer.
I wanna see your face.
Lemme see you.
What’s this?

Can you describe yourself? I wanna see you in mind.Let’s meet sometime!.I’m the skinny guy, yeah that one next to the big guy, short brown hair, white as iceberg, misterious green eyes, few spots on the chin, walking down the street, nobody notices me, my inner sorrow you can’t see.
Just lemme see you.

4/2/2014 1 comment

Ticking Time, but Grateful

by AABBCCDD 4/2/2014

written by AABBCCDD

Finally my baby is with me,

Prep all insurance, covered all form of debts.

Making a awesome home for him

Will spend all my time with him and leave with him.

Screw the Gods or anything resembling them.

It was my work, his effort, our promise that gave us some semblence of life.

Even its short i will live with him and follow him to the next.

Hopefully can be a father to him with a fully working body.

4/2/2014 0 comment

Where’d Everybody Go?

by Blake SinBad 3/29/2014

written by Blake SinBad

Wow. I almost forgot what it was like to be alone. I forgot how gut-wrenchingly horrifying it is. How it eats you from the inside out. boyfriend hast talked to me in over two weeks. We see each other all the time, and I try to talk to him, but it’s like we don’t know how anymore. I’m not going to be able to keep this up. All of my friends have been getting mad at me because I fuck things up all the time. My best friend though, is still there. She’d never leave…right? My only other actual friend is a guy in my […]

3/29/2014 1 comment

cough syrup

by Kallian 3/18/2014

written by Kallian

Life’s too short to even care at all, oh
I’m losing my mind losing my mind losing control, oh oh
These fishes in the sea they’re staring at me oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
A wet world aches for a beat of a drum
Oh

If I could find a way to see this straight
I’d run away
To some fortune that I, I should have found by now

I’m waiting for this cough syrup to come down, come down.

Life’s too short to even care at all, oh, oh
I’m coming up now, coming up now out of the blue, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
These […]

3/18/2014 1 comment

Tired of it

by Ralph 3/7/2014

written by Ralph

Long story short.

My wife left me. lost all my possessions ,car , dogs etc. ended up going to jail after a argument with father in law. now on probation living on a couch stuck with 9000.00 in fines etc. jobless can’t find a job now that I’m a felon. Facing a violation for not paying cause I have no money. I was on meds for severe depression but have none now. I’ve tried once to end it already while I was locked up. I’m just tired why keep going it just gets worse. I don’t even remember what its like to be happy.

Edit

We were married […]

3/7/2014 10 comments

It’s a pattern

by Bipolar American 3/6/2014

written by Bipolar American

The longer I live, the more I can’t help but think about how everything has the same fate. There’s a beginning, middle and end. From a term in school, a job, relationship, trip to the doctor’s office and even life. Nothing is forever, but plenty of things appear like they should last that long.

Life is composed of all these short lived events. One after another. They all bring different emotions. I want to know which ones are the best experiences that make you want to hang on for another chapter of life?,

3/6/2014 18 comments

Can’t keep going forever

by Rodiak 2/24/2014

written by Rodiak

I don’t even know what to say

Besides the fact I need someone to talk to, someone who understands loss and pain of a massive scale

I know this seems short, I just don’t know what to say

2/24/2014 4 comments

…

by ella 2/22/2014

written by ella

i miss having conversations with intellectually stimulating people. hell, i miss the short ”hello, goodbye” conversations. i miss conversation

2/22/2014 1 comment

Death…

by LetItGo 2/11/2014

written by LetItGo

la mort est belle
prÃ©senter dans les tÃ©nÃ¨bres
prÃ©senter dans l’abÃ®me noir
prÃ©senter dans le nÃ©ant

la mort est inconnue
essayer de rejoindre
essayer d’obtenir de l’aide
essayer de parler aux gens

la mort est un adieu
dire au revoir
rien que des mensonges
alors qu’ils rÃ©alisent

la mort n’est pas comme la vie
“la vie est courte”
que si vous le faites Ã court
peut-Ãªtre je vais raccourcir la mine

la mort est Ã©tonnant
son Ã©vasion, oui permanent
mais est une Ã©vasion
un au revoir attristant que

death is beautiful
submit into the darkness
submit into the black abyss
submit into the nothingness

death is unknown

2/11/2014 1 comment

A short version of Ben Roethlesberger “Never Quit” poem that helps me from time to time.

by lifeishorrible 2/11/2014

written by lifeishorrible

“Success Is failure turn upside down
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt
And you can never tell how close you are
It may be near when It seems afar
So stick to the fight with you’re hardest hit
It’s when things seem worst that you mustn’t quit”

2/11/2014 2 comments

I feel…dead

by ImAWizard 2/10/2014

written by ImAWizard

Hey, hi, hello. This is my first time using this website. I’m really glad I found It. Well I’m Sam, short for Samantha.

I just got into an awful argument with a boyfriend that I love oh so much. He put me down. We both have gone through the same thing. He however, expects me to become as strong as he is. I’m not, and it’s hard. I’m really weak and a coward. I feel like if I died it would make him happy. I fee like it would make everyone happy. I don’t want to go on knowing one day he thought I was perfect […]

2/10/2014 2 comments

Death is a quick journey that last forever!

by rocketman1000 1/29/2014

written by rocketman1000

Life is short but death last forever!
But it seems like it takes forever to die.

1/29/2014 2 comments

I shall not CARE

by xylem 1/29/2014

written by xylem

just a short poem I found. I can’t imagine how heart broken and sad the author must have been.

WHEN I am dead and over me bright April
Shakes out her rain-drenched hair,
Though you should lean above me broken-hearted,
I shall not care.

I shall have peace, as leafy trees are peaceful
When rain bends down the bough;
And I shall be more silent and cold-hearted
Than you are now.

1/29/2014 1 comment

Day 17

by LetItGo 1/28/2014

written by LetItGo

Hi Guys,

So… Yeah I’m here… Yay? So yeah… Um yeah…

A lot has happened to me… I started talking to an adult about my problems so that’s good… Bad thing… It’s someone that’s not related… I mean I guess it’s not that bad but I don’t know….

How am I? Physically: Could be better Mentally: Could be tons better

My physical state… I don’t know…

My mental state…. Suicidal thoughts are taking over….

I’m sorry this is short… It’s been a rough day…

Here’s your poem:

i don’t know much
im afraid to speak my mind
im afraid to say
im afraid so much
i don’t know a lot
all i […]

1/28/2014 2 comments

Thinking of the moments that could have been…

by PhantomShadow 1/27/2014

written by PhantomShadow

Please report if inappropriate…just thinking I need to open up about some things, maybe it’s time I let things out…

It’s strange how things occur…and how dangerous a unstable state of mind can be.Â A lot of times, it happens in a split second…no elaborate plans…no thoughts of consequence or pain inflicted on others…

Once…very accidentally, and something I have regretted (morbid as it might seem), driving on the highway…innocently minding my own business, a car heading in the opposite direction got side-swiped, jumped the median barrier and landed right in front of me…Â I still regret swerving out (purely out of instinct)…not only because it would […]

1/27/2014 7 comments

My story.

by paradiseishardtofind 8/3/2012

written by paradiseishardtofind

Okay, well this is my story..

I’m quite young and I’m broken. I’m depressed and suicidal, clearly.. and i selfharm. I put on the fakest smile every single day. I’m miserable, I just want to be dead, to be free, to be happy. I have tried to take my own life many times, I don’t really have a massive story. But my depression has taken over me, my self eestem is horrible, I can’t leave the house without crying, I’m horribly fat and aswell so ugly. I hate leaving the house because I usually don’t have the nicest clothes because i’m not rich, my family struggles […]

8/3/2012 2 comments

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