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by Noodle12 2/24/2012

written by Noodle12

I’m at school with my iPad and I feel obliged to post something.

Ive sort of been depressed all week now I realize, it’s just been one of those weeks. I’m not diagnosed with being bipolar, but it bloody feels like it. I hate how I only get to spend about an hour each day with my best friend, it’s not enough. I feel lonely as fuck.

The realization has sort of come over that the school I go to really sucks balls. Every second girl is a slit. The teachers are shit with like two exceptions I’ve only been taught by once each. The people here […]

2/24/2012 1 comment

Reason to live?

by Benifit 12/28/2011

written by Benifit

I know i’m not the only one whose life is messed up but i’ll just get it over with and tell the story…

It started it out when i was in 8th grade, my mom started to cheat on my dad, which i promised her i wouldn’t tell. (bad idea)It got worse, I later found out that my dad had depression not only him but my older sister and thenÂ there’sÂ me. My dad got obsessed with my mom until she decided to leave him not only did it made him sad but it made him suicidal. I feared for him mostly because I later found out that […]

12/28/2011 1 comment

Why am I here?

by jess_ica 6/18/2009

written by jess_ica

I don’t know why I am doing this. I mean being on this site and just writing. I suppose I have nothing better to do.

I always thought that wanting to die was something everyone thought. To tell you the truth, I have been having suicidal thoughts ever since I was little. Like pre-school but I don’t remember why.

I have slit my wrist before. I just wake up everymorning and want to go back to sleep and smother myself under the blankets. I hate school. I am 15 and I HATE being here. I look around and want to bang my head against the wall.

I dunno […]

6/18/2009 4 comments

My friend that is my suicide

by Suicidal 6/2/2009

written by Suicidal

” I’ve often thought of suicide as my anwser. But now i regret it. I Slit my wrist way to deep all the blood rushes from my gentle body as i lay crimped up on the floor i wonder if anyone even cares. My funeral was horrible no one even bother to release a tear. not one. No one came to claim me as there’s. No boys seem to take a look when i walk by they just go on&on about the measly lives of theÂ tiredness of the others with in the room. No counselor seems to listen when i scream at the top of […]

6/2/2009 0 comment

Loss of my Mom.

by Demoniaque 3/30/2009

written by Demoniaque

Just this year on Jan 28 09 my mom passed away.

At first I couldnt beleive it. I was with her in the hospital and she was fine.

I go sit with my grandma and then next thing I hear is CODE BLUE!!

I didnt know what that meant but they sent the nurses to my mom room.

Minutes passed and the Dr came out saying ” Im sorry but her heart just gave out. ”

At that very moment my entire world collapsed!

A month pass after her death and I remembered something.

She would always give me a hug before I went to school.

I burst out in tears and reached […]

3/30/2009 1 comment

I’m Not Quite Sure.

by forrealzkaitlyn 3/22/2009

written by forrealzkaitlyn

Â I think it all happened in seventh grade. I met this wonderful girl, her name was Patricia. I first met her in drama class, she had brought this razor to class and was cutting up her notebook. All I could think of was the razor I played with last night cutting into my wrists again and again. I slowly fell for her, she didn’t even help me up. I was so near to telling her how I had felt, but she told me about this guy, they were going out and she was inlove with him. . . She tore my heart out, squised it […]

3/22/2009 2 comments

This is going to be long.. Sorry people

by devils advocate 3/12/2009

written by devils advocate

Hi my name is Madelaine and I am 19 years old. Iv been suicidal since I was about 13 years old and it just progressed from there. For 10 years I was sexually assaulted so as I started going from a little girl to a teenager my mind just soared with anger. I was bullied all through primary school and High school. I was the geek, the nerd, the one noone liked because to them I was ugly. It just kinda stuck so I think I am ugly…

My mother never accepted me. I was never good enough for her. So i just wanted to die […]

3/12/2009 8 comments

I’m Sick and tired of being sick and tired!

by Zakulover101 3/9/2009

written by Zakulover101

So it all started in the fifth grade, My uncle had just died from cancer. I was sad of course. I started to wear alot of black. People of course did’nt care all they did was call me gothic and emo. My life was just so stupid, I didn’t know what to do at the age of 10, I had friends but why would I tell them anything?Â So I just became really isolated and just kept to myself, I thought this was just a new to live life, But then my mom was diagnosed with deppresion and Bipolar, Before that my parent’s split upp, […]

3/9/2009 2 comments

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