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Is it in humane ?

by nicole123 1/1/2016

written by nicole123

I want to know who thinks assisted suicide is right or wrong ?

In my opinion , I think if someone would like to die, then so be it . Some of us will never escape this darkness.

Instead of having a excruciatingly depressed life one can die. Now that seems more humane to me than keeping someone alive that suffers from so much pain .

I wish that ******** was legal here. I used to spend months online looking for countries that can ship it to the US. It’s almost $1000 dollars though and I don’t have that kind of money .

I’m ready to die. I […]

1/1/2016 10 comments

sigh

by disgusting 1/1/2016

written by disgusting

A depressing, lonely new year’s. I sent a facebook sticker animated kiss to the guy I like earlier today and he had to once again tell me to not read too much into it that he laughed, and to me that’s like he might as well say I’m too gross and disgusting to think about. I really don’t need reminders, and wish he didn’t have to say those things every time we do talk, as if I would forget that he’s never going to be mine and need to be reminded constantly? No, I don’t need the reminders. He doesn’t need to keep putting up a […]

1/1/2016 4 comments

I’m Frightened

by JiminyCrispies 12/31/2015

written by JiminyCrispies

I see my doctor on Tuesday. I need to talk to him about things I’m not completely honest about with my psychiatrist or therapist. The only problem is I’m concerned he’ll side with them. My last therapist wouldn’t say a bad word about my psychiatrist, or any other doctor for that matter, and I’m afraid he will do the same. I don’t think he would, but it all comes down to how deep my psychiatrist has her claws in him. If she’s turned him against me, too; if she’s going to make him try to hurt me as well. I want a new psychiatrist, I […]

12/31/2015 2 comments

To Deadmanliving… I couldnt comment

by tiredthoughts 12/31/2015

written by tiredthoughts

I too was rejected and friendzoned for most my life.. I know those feelings and im a stick no muscle. I think im confident. Maybe im not.. But internet sites makes meeting and dating easier. Even for ppl like you and I. I believe in the words “just keep trying”. I always been told someone will come along.. Or you’ll meet someone blah blah. It totally affect my thoughts and feelings towards how i looked at myself and how i thought others viewed me.. Im in my 30’s single, living with parents and unemployed. Im only going to hope that you keep trying even when […]

12/31/2015 6 comments

Statistics on why I’ll never find a gf

by deadmanliving(hopefullyhopeful) 12/31/2015

written by deadmanliving(hopefullyhopeful)

http://en.nothingisreal.com/wiki/Why_I_Will_Never_Have_a_Girlfriend

This is dated and i have a few more things against me on top of the original writers criteria. 1 im fat. 2 i have horrible social anxiety 3 people are expected to be more promiscuous ive been told repeatedly by women “anyone can find someone” no ***** you are a beautiful young woman i am an ugly unconfident old male. 4 i dont want someone with kids and 5 i have a sort of social ptsd from years of rejections. It does something to your confidence when you see this face of repulsion on women. It makes me feel so disgusting. It made […]

12/31/2015 0 comment

Who is change nicknames?

by TexasGirl 12/30/2015

written by TexasGirl

ok so I logged in here after several months of just lurking and someone had changed my nickname to TrustMyDogB4Men. I did not do that and would never choose that nickname even though I have been through a lot of crap with someone, and it did have to do with my dog. I had someone try to kill my dog, so even though the nickname rings true, I would have never put that on here. How could someone change my name and know those things about me if I never said anything here about it? I’m really kind of creeped out. Someone knows a little […]

12/30/2015 4 comments

Yes, I feel like sh*t

by disgusting 12/29/2015

written by disgusting

Yes, I feel like shit and I should be allowed to feel like shit.

So, on Christmas day, I went out to eat with the guy that I like at a Chinese buffet. He’s getting his life together pretty well, he’s gotten a car from a friend and had a job off the record. He had to go afterwards though because he is popular and has tons of people in his life. I saw something on his page from the person he’s renting from, which is a girl who likes him (and is dating someone else but here in Chicago everyone has a dozen boyfriends or […]

12/29/2015 4 comments

Protected: Seconds feel like hours.

by whiskered-fish 12/27/2015

written by whiskered-fish

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

12/27/2015 1 comment

Ruined

by JiminyCrispies 12/26/2015

written by JiminyCrispies

Despite the fact that I hate Christmas, I was somewhat having a reasonably okay day yesterday. That was until my biological dad decided to harass my mother and I during the afternoon. After not hearing from him in 6 months, he sent awful messages to us about how I’m a disappointment and useless (after understanding how bad my mental state is when he first got back into contact, he decided he couldn’t cope and thought it was best to tell me how he’s better off without someone as ‘insane’ and ‘unstable’ as me). After getting no response from myself and minimal from my mother, he […]

12/26/2015 2 comments

Add insult to injury

by disgusting 12/25/2015

written by disgusting

After all this shit… the guy I’ve loved posts another rant about how he got rejected by someone else he was chasing, how good he’d be to someone, etc. Then added on how hard it is to get him and he wouldn’t want some of the girls who might want him anyway…. Yeah because we all know you need to be anorexic with your bones sticking out and have the face of a supermodel to get him. And aparantly he had plans to spend Christmas with the girl he was chasing but now just “might” not and so he “might” have been open to going […]

12/25/2015 0 comment

Shit. Confused. Can’t process.

by disgusting 12/24/2015

written by disgusting

Again, I can’t process anything. I woke up at 5am to see this on Facebook. All this time, since I left WV, I haven’t been able to process anything. I cried, some, after reading this and giving it a minute to sink in. The worst thing you’d ever want to hear. It’s so surreal. But this is the woman who took my cats when I lost my home. I ended up in KY when I couldn’t stay at the place I paid $1700 to move in to in OH. I lost that money and had only $800 left. It was too cold and cramped in […]

12/24/2015 10 comments

So what?

by NoHumanity 12/23/2015

written by NoHumanity

I’m only fourteen, closing up on fifteen in April. I’ve got my whole damn life ahead of me and countless near-death experiences and suicide attempts have gotten me nothing BUT treatment. This is the first time I’m relapsing – not because it’s new, but because recently (earlier this year) is the first time I’d gotten treatment. You see, my depression and anxiety had been with me since birth. I never had a broken home or anything, the closest thing I had was a few bullies at school that made fun of me for talking to myself and having strange behavior. I was an extremely delusional […]

12/23/2015 13 comments

Anxious people make me anxious

by InhalingAnxiety 12/23/2015

written by InhalingAnxiety

Just a dumb rant for the day.

12/23/2015 3 comments

Protected: I hate myself.

by daitya1989 12/23/2015

written by daitya1989

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

12/23/2015 8 comments

For you

by glockamole 12/23/2015

written by glockamole

For all of those who don’t have someone to say goodnight/good morning to them,

For all of those who hate themselves but wear the biggest smile out every single day,

For all of those struggling with addiction,

For all of those who don’t have someone to tuck them in at night and and hug them,

For all of those who think that they deserve nothing because they haven’t found their talents yet,

For all of those who think that they need to end their lives,

this is for you.

goodnight/good morning, you deserve it. I’m here for you.

don’t hate yourself, I like you. It’s ok to not smile once in a while. […]

12/23/2015 12 comments

Well, I got my reply.

by Nina 12/22/2015

written by Nina

Over the weekend I think I finally hit rock bottom. I tried so desperately to get an answer or reasons for things that have been completely out of my control. I learned the hard way to just let things go.

I saw our love as perfect and honest. He saw it as suffocating and disgusting. He felt chocked by me; hopelessly controled by me, to the point where he claims that all of it made him sick.

It hurts when the person you once loved more than anything views you as this selfish and insane creature. This miserable being that all she wants is to […]

12/22/2015 20 comments

Its too much

by Wanttogiveup 12/21/2015

written by Wanttogiveup

I’m killing myself before I go back to school. How? I don’t know. I just know I am. Everything is just adding up to being a crappy year. I’ve had so little to hold onto. Depression has hit me like a semi truck, anxiety the wheels that ran me over. School is terrible, I pushed my friends away, my ex gf got cancer, and to top it off, we were supposed to go on a skype date but she fell in love with someone else. So yeah. I have nothing. No will to live.

To my friends: no. This was not your fault. Many of you […]

12/21/2015 2 comments

Anniversary

by Ylem 12/21/2015

written by Ylem

Today is my parents’ 19th wedding anniversary. They have been together for 35 years. High school sweethearts. Yes… They’ve had their fair share of ups and downs, especially this year. At a certain point, I wanted their marriage to end because I felt it had become toxic. They pulled through. They found a way to make it work.

As for me, I don’t see myself married. I doubt I’ll ever find someone who will understand me. Sometimes it’s hard to even understand myself. Marriage… Children… That will be just another reason to keep me on this earth longer than I want to.
I’m scared of getting […]

12/21/2015 4 comments

Should be festive…

by Romanticide 12/20/2015

written by Romanticide

I really ought to be festive this time of year.

But my moods are getting me down. Literally

I’ve made a plan for January. Once Christmas is over. I will try to kill myself again.

I can’t do it before now. Because it’s too close to Christmas. As much as I don’t care I still care about how my family feel. I can’t have the anniversary of my death this close to Christmas every year.

But January would give them time to feel more detatched from it by that time next year.

I think I’ve found a more permanent way of doing it this time.

I just need somewhere to write […]

12/20/2015 1 comment

her.

by alexia 12/19/2015

written by alexia

she is someone i like. i don t even really know know her but i already know she s someone i would love..oh..and i d so love her..she is..i don t even know how to describe her…she is the no.1 reason i smile lately. and she doesn t even have a clue on what effect she has on me or how i am using her. she just guesses… maybe it s better this way. i want her in countless ways..and maybe i d dare to want her only for myself. it s so natural to like her. i sometimes want to let her know the […]

12/19/2015 5 comments

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