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How

by FrenchyGirl 8/26/2015

written by FrenchyGirl

So, my post where I add a link with all my posts in the forum has been removed. Please explain why, how it breaks the forum rules. If it breaks them, I accept it. But how it breaks the rules.

Some people made severe accusations toward me, I asked for proof, they said they are not interested to give proofs.

So, how you could accuse someone without proof?

I have a text file with all my comments in the forum. I will post here or send it to you, or you could check by yourself.

I don’t want to troll here, or create dramas, but when someone accuse another […]

8/26/2015 8 comments

Which way?

by YuTasogare 8/24/2015

written by YuTasogare

It’s the second time I write here today. I really thought things would take a turn for the better but It wasn’t the case. It makes some pretty good time since I got this bad. I just wanna cry but I simply can’t, maybe it’s because I don’the have the option to fail this time. Like my life would crumble if I did that, there was also one other thing that bothers me. My family have seen the pages I’ve been accessing and then they found out about suicideproject.org. No need to say they are very worried about me but even so they […]

8/24/2015 5 comments

I’m scared

by What'swrongwithme 8/24/2015

written by What'swrongwithme

My depression gets worst everyday I cry every night I don’t cut myself everyday but I do every week I haven’t told anyone and I’m scared if I don’t get help that one day when I don’t want help and someone helps me I’ll ignore them everyday I want to kill myself I’m just scared to commit suicide I don’t think I could do that to everyone who loves and cares about me and if one day I can’t take it anymore I think I’ll actually kill myself I feel so lonely I just want someone to be there for me so I can know […]

8/24/2015 4 comments

Save me from myself

by YuTasogare 8/24/2015

written by YuTasogare

Well, it’s the third day since I’ve left my dad’s house, yesterday I was very confident that everything would work just fine, now I’m not that sure… I’ve been feeling simply terrible since that, I simply don’t know what to do, which way to follow, I just want want someone to speak with, but who would want to be with me at a time like that? Even I don’t want to, I wish I could simply feel better but I can’t I don’t know for sure what’s wrong, but I’m sure something is just off… so many months and years having my feelings only for […]

8/24/2015 14 comments

Stuck with me forever.

by MysteriousCloud 8/24/2015

written by MysteriousCloud

You know if someone annoys you or you get in a fight? you can easily walk away from them right? or ignore them forever. But what if that person is yourself? you have no escape, youre stuck with yourself forever. and that scares me a lot.. like i cant just take a break from being around me.

8/24/2015 3 comments

Can I die?

by disgusting 8/24/2015

written by disgusting

The e worst thing happened. The guy I love finds someone who likes him, and he gives me this fucking shut that I don’t really love him anyway. Always any fucking excuse to not have to consider me or my feelings!

So, can someone who is 360 pounds even be killed by an impact? What about the head? Would my neck be too thick?

8/24/2015 6 comments

my story – for all who care to hear

by humble25 8/24/2015

written by humble25

A little something I wrote. Feedback appreciated.

There once was a man, a traveler . His goal was to reach the other side of the world. Along the way he had to stop and wait for his second flight. It didn’t come till the next day. He saw another man in the city who had lived there for many years. But when he approached the man and asked where he was from, he just said “oh I’m just stopping by, I’m not really from here”, but he did not look like the other people from the town. Interested, the man tried to learn more about the […]

8/24/2015 1 comment

someone help me

by ansleighsykes 8/23/2015

written by ansleighsykes

I have become so so depressed and I really do not know what else to do I know i can count on 2 of my friends to open up too and my mom and shit but still I feel so lonely,im also currently going througha break up after beinng woth my boufriend for the past 2 years and i cant even explain how empty i am without him, fulll of rage and hurt though i don’t show it often. My social abilities are so fucking weak and i hate it,and i hate how bad my anxiety is. It almost physically hurts, it feels as if […]

8/23/2015 3 comments

I Feel Nothing

by DemonicAngel 8/23/2015

written by DemonicAngel

I’ve always had depression but I’ve never had the heart to tell my family. Some friends know, the ones I can really trust, but for the most part it’s all a secret. Anyway, there’s one ‘friend’ who I thought I could trust. I told her about my gender identity and sexuality the other day in confidence and she didn’t support it. I ended up having an argument with her and she ended it by using my depression against me. She said she could make me self harm and starve myself and even kill myself. She didn’t have to say anything else. I think she might […]

8/23/2015 2 comments

What am I doing…

by ProblematicBlonde 8/23/2015

written by ProblematicBlonde

Sometimes I’d just like someone to listen and not judge. I may be crazy but this is tearing me apart. My fiancee, his ex-girlfriend keeps finding a way to bring herself into our relationship. And it’s not even her doing it. You see when I first got with my fiancee, all he did was talk about her.. but I could understand that because they had been together for five years.. He then stopped talking about her when he figured out it bothered me. He now, never speaks of her or anything affiliated with her. It could be because I’m human and overthink […]

8/23/2015 2 comments

Should I?

by hogpotter 8/22/2015

written by hogpotter

Should I take the razor again? Should I bang my head against the wall again? Should I think of suicide again?

Why is life unfair to me? On and on I kept asking. Could it be due to my ignorance, my defiance? But it is still an open question for me, with more questionable answers. I have survived this long by embedding into my mindset that life is unfair and I must accept it. But I am asking again now… Why? Why is there nothing to do to but accept? Why must someone born to be so broken? Why must someone’s path be so crooked? […]

8/22/2015 3 comments

Everything Against Me From the Beginning

by skykiller17 8/22/2015

written by skykiller17

I was born with bad health and I’ve gone to doctors all my life, but they refuse to help me for long. All of the health conditions I have conflict with each other too much. My main are Interstitial Cystitis, Shy Bladder Syndrome, Type 1 Diabetes, Gastrointestinal, Heart condition (my main blood artery was blocked so I didn’t get the proper blood flow)… I’m in excruciating pain and it’s gotten worse in the last 3 years. I finally managed to get pain killers, but on March of this year this clinic has been fighting me. 3 times I was forced to go cold turkey and […]

8/22/2015 14 comments

Why should I live?

by YuTasogare 8/22/2015

written by YuTasogare

It’s been hard, very hard, there are times in which I was fine, others in which I was simply “better”, I feel simply weak, like I’ve seen people passing for things so much more complicated than me and yet I keep asking myself. Why to live? What is the meaning of all this? Why keep feeling all this sadness, I can’t fix some things, I can’t fix my life and I can’t talk with anyone about these things, I don’t have family or friends to speak about it, that’s hard, having to act like I’m fine, HAVING to be fine,why do I have to be […]

8/22/2015 9 comments

Sadness… My only emotion of late

by g_aloisa_23 8/22/2015

written by g_aloisa_23

This is going to sound really stupid but I got stood up, and it was by someone who I really care about… And I don’t know why because he’s been gone for four days and I haven’t heard anything from him.. I know he’s okay, I just don’t know when I’ll get to talk to or see him again and it really makes me sad… I feel like he knows me better than anyone else in the world and if I’m not worth it to him, maybe I won’t be worth it to anyone… He was the one thing I was looking forward to for […]

8/22/2015 2 comments

I’m Sorry

by fuckitokay 8/21/2015

written by fuckitokay

Dear life,

I’m sorry. i guess I should start with that. I’m sorry for failing you. I’m sorry that it didn’t get better. That the things I’ve done have left scars on my body and the scars on my heart. I’m sorry that I didn’t try to smile more genuinely. I’m sorry that my laugh was plastic and stale. I’m sorry I spoke to loudly or never spoke at all. I’m sorry that I didn’t try to fall in love. I’m sorry I was so afraid of falling in love. I’m sorry I couldn’t be the best me I wanted. I’m sorry that my “phase” got […]

8/21/2015 4 comments

Im Here

by A Monster Named Chimera 8/21/2015

written by A Monster Named Chimera

Yeah guys, im still here
not happy, but im here
well…
im not saying that im all ok, im really tired
reaaaaaally tired, afraid of future, afraid of darkness

but i still here!
someone is here too?
im a little… lonely..
maybe i will post some drawings….
when someone dont have how make it emotions flow, its better make something about it
i aways draw when im depressed…
logic, all the drawings are… sad
but it comforts me

8/21/2015 11 comments

My One Good Day In 6 Years

by operationmintyhippo 8/21/2015

written by operationmintyhippo

I made my first post yesterday, which really helped me, I feel. I was afraid everyone was going to tell me I was stupid and didn’t belong here, but that’s not what I heard. It was kind of nice, talking to people who care, even if they are strangers. Every other time I tried to talk to someone I knew I received a reaction and response that made me want to kill myself even sooner. People here actually took the time to read and even respond to me.

I don’t care if you read my post or not, but you must have read someone’s post here. […]

8/21/2015 8 comments

It’s A Complicated Poem

by well_kept_secret 8/21/2015

written by well_kept_secret

I fell the pain vibrating in my skull.

I just clench my jaw and force the smile to stay on my face.

The voices ask why I even continue.

Well the singing wills me to stay strong just a little longer.

It takes an army to build me up.

But it only takes a few to knock me down.

What’s encouraging me to stay?

My mom once told me the most selfish thing you can do is take your own life.

I once said I took eight Advils.

She said she would give me the Heimlich right there at that moment.

Maybe life’s hard right now. But it’s not forever.

Some day I’ll leave this life.

And […]

8/21/2015 0 comment

One goes away. A new one arrives..

by helenabeat 8/20/2015

written by helenabeat

So.. they told me I’m cancer free, and YES I’m so happy for it, I’m still dealing with my depression and anxiety problems but everything is working well.. I guess.
I met this guy, he’s like me. Depression, anxiety and Schizophrenia is what we have in common. I love him, I’m so in love with him that makes me sad, because he’s giving up and I don’t know what to do. Everything I say or I do is for nothing because he doesn’t care, and he don’t care the fact that it was hard for me too and I’m dealing with it.. and he doesn’t believe, […]

8/20/2015 2 comments

Worried about my health. Need advice

by wndozh8er 8/20/2015

written by wndozh8er

know it sounds contradictory for someone who’s suicidal. I want to clarify that I’m not afraid to die if I’m doing it peacefully but I’m afraid of suffering from health problems.

ok remember last week when I spent the weekend with my dad, drinking vodka and smoking a shit load of weed? I have had dark circles under my eyes ever since. I was wondering if any of yall had the same experience, if so, how long will it clear up? Worried about what’s causing it. I’m afraid I may have hurt my liver or something

8/20/2015 7 comments

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