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Why Don’t You Ask?

by subtle_bloodstains 3/27/2012

written by subtle_bloodstains

Who is this quiet girl?
The one with the scars
What makes her so deplorable?
Why is she so marred?

Why donâ€™t you ask her?
â€œWhat is your life story?â€
Are you afraid to stir
A pot already overflowing?

Do you know sometimes
Thatâ€™s all she needs?
A kind caring stranger
To let her feel seen

But you stay away
You never seem to think
About her or the fray
She keeps underneath

Why do you ignore
Her transparent mask?
Can you not see
She wants you to ask?

But you are repulsed
With no obvious cause
Why are you appalled
By someone so small?

Is it this aura of death […]

3/27/2012 4 comments

I don’t know whats wrong with me

by idunno 3/21/2012

written by idunno

I don’t know how to explain my self. WHO AM I.

Im seeing aÂ new therapist today and im extremely anxious.

I don’t even know what to say to her.

AM I SIMPLE OR AM I COMPLICATED

I don’t know where to start.

I don’t want to have miscommunication and misunderstanding

I am scared of myself.

I am scared of finding myself. Who I truly am.

I don’t know how to introduce myself like how do I define myself if I can’t think clearly, if I don’t have much going for me, if I don’t have real friends if I do not have many strengths, or interests. I bad at just about everything, […]

3/21/2012 1 comment

My American girl

by Unique 3/15/2012

written by Unique

about year and a half ago today, i was still traveling ireland. I was in strandhill in co mayo, its build on the beach and is one of the best surf spots in all of ireland, I managed to hitch a ride there with some lovely polish girls and arrived at about 5:30 or dawn anyway.

I walked down onto the beach and just sat back and relaxed, i just let the sound of the ways breaking off the beach block out all other noise and i was for a time at peace. A perfect moment.

Suddenly a girl sits down next to me. about my age, […]

3/15/2012 1 comment

FEELING ALONE

by thisworld 2/20/2012

written by thisworld

At work….can’t stop crying between patients. Â My wife left me about 7 months ago. I finally got to talk to her and she acted like a total stranger with me. There was apathy on her side. She hates me …even thought i didn’t do anything to her…cheating…hitting…nothing. She just stop loving me. I am taking med now..but they are helping just a little bit. I still want too take sleeping pill and never wake up. My wife wouldn’t give a shit anyway….i am death to her….why not be dead in real life then

2/20/2012 7 comments

by polo 1/31/2012

written by polo

My husband and I moved to this new country for his work, and I’ve never been lonelier. Â I’m not legally allowed to work and so I try to fill my days with menial tasks and errands, and I might see 1,000 people in the course of the day, but really interact with none. Â My husband commutes a fair distance and works long hours on top of that, and of course when he comes home he wants to relax, or sleep, or spend time pursuing solo interests.

I’m not asking for pity, but for a favor: Â Please say hi to a stranger when you’re out today. Â Talk […]

1/31/2012 3 comments

For them

by Jakeke 1/23/2012

written by Jakeke

I don’t want to be alive most days. I probably would have killed myself by now if I didn’t know that it would hurt too many people. Pretty much the only reason I have not attempted it yet. But I want to. I’m getting tired of wanting to. So I’m going to post this and try to move up. So I might think about it less and keep them safe from knowing that I want to die.

I am 19 years old, I go to community college and I work at a retailer to pay rent and school fees. I’m well off enough, I have savings, […]

1/23/2012 2 comments

How do you cope…when your world turns against you?

by blackdiamond 12/30/2011

written by blackdiamond

How do you cope?

when your…
…friend who you thought was your best friend left you?
…mother decides not to believe in you and wants to disown you?
…brother and sister decides to not stand up for you and stay with your mother instead, even though you truly believe you are right?
…only friends are the good friends, but no close friends?
…love life is in shit-hole?
…university academic is being affected by your drastic (depression) behavior?
…thoughts of suicide is re-surfacing, stronger than ever?

I am sleeping alone now in a hotel. My mother just left me to sleep in our new apartment. My brother […]

12/30/2011 4 comments

“If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense” (Venting)

by CherryBlossom 12/29/2011

written by CherryBlossom

So I forgot to close out this website before letting my mom borrow my computer. I don’t want to talk to her about it. Why? Because there is no communicating with her. I’ve tried before. -chuckles- You know what she said? “If you do it don’t do it here”. Like that is going to make me open up to her. I wont say I HATE my mother, cause I don’t except when I’m mad lol but I do dislike her ALOT. I just don’t understand why people are so blind. I’m not perfect. There I said it. But I am trying to work on myself […]

12/29/2011 2 comments

No reason to live, things have only gotten worse.

by Krisse 8/19/2009

written by Krisse

I’m 19 years old, and I’ve been through more than any person should in their lifetime.Â I’ve been raped twice, the first was by my “loving boyfriend” when I was 15, he said he loved me, and I believed him.Â Because of this, I was stupid enough to stay with him.Â As if that wasn’t bad enough, he also physically and emotionally abused me constantly.Â My so-called friends knew what was going on, and they just sat there and did nothing.Â Â The best day of my life was October 15th 2006 when I got into a car accident and he was killed.Â I thought the […]

8/19/2009 6 comments

i just don’t know

by dragovian 7/29/2009

written by dragovian

i just don’t know what’s going on nemore

i’m a webdesigner and graphics artist, i love designing, i love drawing i love being creative, ever since i was a little kid i dreamt of doing what i love, making people happy by what i can create, by what i’m able to do.

i’ve been a freelance artist for bout 2 years now and i see that it isn’t anything like what i imagined/hoped it would be, people don’t care about your feelings, about your work.

i’ve sacrificed everything i have for my carreer, now finding out that i am absolutely not happy with what i am, with what […]

7/29/2009 10 comments

Ready to die

by fisherminisher 7/21/2009

written by fisherminisher

I’m glad there is a forum like this that I can relate to. I have a wife and 3 kids and I am 30 years old. I’ve been thinking of suicide for years now and over the past few months have gotten past this weird barrier that I had before. I was so cautious and scared to kill myself before and now I feel like nothing is stopping me. Sort of like a green light. Now I don’t obsess about it as I used to and have moved onto phase 2 in finding the right way to do it. One thing I learned is that […]

7/21/2009 5 comments

by patrick1 5/12/2009

written by patrick1

Hello to all readers,

I am an aussieÂ uniÂ student and am researching the topic of suicide for a presentation tomorrow. I have read many of the posts submited to try and gain some insight into the topic and could’nt help but feel so deeply saddened by what I’ve come across. Saddened mainly because many of the people that have submitted posts appear to all have one thing in common. That is that they seem to feel that they are less worthy of life and happiness than others. HappinessÂ is not designed to be complicated andÂ illusive.Â Everyone is entitled to be here, that is why you are here in the […]

5/12/2009 3 comments

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