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Suicide Methods

Holy Grail

by hadldhjf 1/31/2013

written by hadldhjf

I’ve found the holy grail of suicide methods, as it is apparently called. Painless, quick, easy. Only hard part is of course that you can’t get hold of it anywhere in the developed world. But now I know where to get it and I’m going there in a month. I just don’t know if I can go through with it. I imagine how devastated my mother would be and it makes it extremely difficult.

I’ve thought about what I would leave in a message to her and I think it would be like this: She always said she wanted the best for me and the truth, […]

1/31/2013 9 comments

nothing’s changed

by b1urr 1/12/2013

written by b1urr

i now have a girlfriend and yes she’s great. i think we started things too fast though, i don’t feel she knows enough about me to actually love me, althoughÂ that’s kindaÂ how i’d rather keep it. i mean, if she knew everything about me i know she wouldn’t ever want me the way she wants me now.

she has tried to make me promise i’ll stop hurting myself, i’ll start eating, i’ll smile more, and i promised her i’d try. but to be honest i think i’m addicted to this life. i’m comfortable with the feelings of self hatred and loathing, no matter how bad i’d like […]

1/12/2013 4 comments

My first thoughts of suicide occurred when I was 10

by imjustready 1/10/2013

written by imjustready

I used to have thoughts of hiding under a car tire, and waiting for a family member to back up. I just couldn’t go through with it. Through the past 11 years of my life I’ve been completely miserable. There has been a series of unfortunate events that lead me to where I am today: living in a shitty apartment alone, no friends, hardly talk to family, education going down the toilet, and terrible insomnia. I’ve been doing some research on suicide methods, and I want to go via ********. But, it seems like there are many failed attempts. Anyone have any advice?

1/10/2013 0 comment

What We Are – Neutral

by SP Administrator 12/8/2012

written by SP Administrator

The Suicide Project is a neutral place to discuss your suicidal feelings, thoughts, and stories. We are “anti-suicide” insomuch as we don’t allow posting for suicide partners or specific suicide methods (so yeah, don’t do that). But that’s as far as things go in terms of that.

We prefer you come here to share your story about suicide — that’s what this site is about. Not to share your random observations on your life, the universe, etc. But we also understand sometimes those two things have to go hand in hand (and we allow for that).

It’s a dumb argument to get into, so don’t. Who […]

12/8/2012 42 comments

where have i gone wrong?

by chubzii10 7/17/2012

written by chubzii10

where have i gone wrong?Â

my deep decent into depression is worse than i thought possible. i have literally lost my mind. ive driven myself mad. i dont know whats real anymore,i cant concentrate. i daydream consistently, i cant controll it, its like ny mind is trying ti escape reality. its become so severe i struggle to tell if im actually imagining it or its really happening. im so insecure, i have no friends, my family disownes me, treats me like absolute shit. im so very alone, not a single person to talk to, but thats just reality. i dont sleep anymore, i just lay in […]

7/17/2012 6 comments

the Suicide Project

by Nolentwohundred 7/10/2012

written by Nolentwohundred

share your suicide story with others
Reminder — don’t post hateful things here.
Do not post for suicide partners or specific suicide methods either. They will be removed.
I realize the site is only trying to emphasize that they do NOT condone suicide in any way, but does anyone find the concept of posting rules to be ludicrous?Â I mean, if you’re serious about suicide, I’m sure you’ve come to the conclusion that it is the only freedom we truly do possess.Â I’m sure that if anyone on this site DOES take their own life, their post is the most important for us to read.Â Â If for […]

7/10/2012 0 comment

Fading away

by TheDisturbedOne 6/26/2012

written by TheDisturbedOne

I’ve done some things that I can’t live with , so why do I to put on this fake smile? Everyday for me consists of keeping a lid on myself,
I don’t go one day without contemplating suicide, I literally spent 9am-5pm goggling quick suicide methods and I ‘m beginning to think pills will take to long.
Fuck, today I couldn’t even carry on a conversation with my own mom without my
anxiety going through the damn roof. Man, I haven’t left my room for shit today. My body is hungry
but mentally I am full. Weed doesn’t even make me hungry anymore but at […]

6/26/2012 4 comments

death or nothing

by Hedabuvh20 6/14/2012

written by Hedabuvh20

I think about dying all the time. Â Wanting to be killed, suicide methods. Â I fight it, it gets worse. Â I consider the absurdist tact, but can’t really sustain it. Â Only solace is knowing that there are people here who understand and go through the same thing. Â I distract myself with tv and food, when I’m with myself it’s just death.

6/14/2012 3 comments

Morbid Preoccupation with Offing Myself

by supranaut 5/18/2012

written by supranaut

I’m 35. Work as a mental health professional. It’s strange but all these years suicide was never something I ever contemplated in the slightest. I’ve never really been depressed. I don’t think I’m clinically depressed at the moment. Maybe burnt out and not in the best mood but by no means depressed.

Over the last few months I’ve realized that the decisions that I made to move to a new country have come with with a rash of problems that while not catastrophic have caused incredible stress, heartache, homesickness and problems advancing my career. I’m getting a feeling that some of these problems may well have […]

5/18/2012 8 comments

Fail…..again

by dyingtodie 3/26/2012

written by dyingtodie

Yes, it’s official, I couldn’t jump and now I have to face the consequence that I might be stuck here until I die of natural causes. How the he’ll am I going to do that?
I’ve told noone about my latest attempt but I had two ‘friends’ with me at the time and as I was standing on the edge they………
Walked away.
I don’t know why I didn’t take the opportunity to end it then and there, though I was worried it wasn’t high enough but there aren’t any higher structures that I can get to.

Time for another google ‘suicide methods’ search I think.

help

3/26/2012 2 comments

why do you have to be so cruel

by leahlost206 2/18/2012

written by leahlost206

How can I say it more bluntly.
“I am researching suicide methods. I have found my exit and started buy supplies.”

“Oh…here’s more crack finish smoking and come lay down”

What do I have to do for someone to notce, to care?
Kill myself

2/18/2012 5 comments

A REAL Friend.

by U.N. Owen 1/20/2012

written by U.N. Owen

Nobody knows about my current suicide plans.Â My family knows about the two preteen/teen attempts but they think I’m all better now.Â Tell people what they want to hear and… you know the rest.Â The third attempt they may have found out about except my little brother is listed as my contact and well from what he does for a living I KNOW he will not snitch.

My friend was visiting just to see my place. I rarely have visitors but she kept insisting and since we both dig anime, games, the occult, and dark themed tings I consented.Â Since I rarely have company I really […]

1/20/2012 5 comments

Reminder: No Talk About Methods Here

by SP Administrator 11/2/2011

written by SP Administrator

Gosh folks, we only have like 2 rules here. One is to not post for suicide partners. The other is to not talk about suicide methods. And yet, everyday, we remove posts that talk about methods.

This is not a place to come to learn how to commit suicide successfully. Google that and you’ll find websites for that — we are not that place.

Please, respect our 2 blessedly simple rules. It’s really not that hard. Thanks.

11/2/2011 0 comment

Helium hood method

by robbieinman 7/28/2010

written by robbieinman

I only just found this site, which is pretty weird seen as I have been searching and studying suicide methods for 3 years.

Just briefly: I have known that I would take my own life for about ten years (I’m 37), and for 3 years I knew that the time was near and I started to study methods. the past year has been detailed planning.

Since I was 15 I have taken many overdoses, some of them massive (280 paracetamol, 80 sleeping pills and alcohol). Each and every time I have survived, obviously. But I warn you now, recovery is horrible, absolutely horrible, I can’t stress that […]

7/28/2010 718 comments

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