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Suicide Methods

Um…well here goes…

by _lost._.one_ 2/7/2017

written by _lost._.one_

Hello 🙂 I am going to start now…

I have attempted suicide before, but all times my plans have fallen through. I have tried suffocation through bag twice, tried hanging myself once, tried swallowing a ton of pills once, and that’s it. I cut. I despise blood and looking at other peoples injuries makes me want to faint, but for some reason it’s different with my blood. I laugh when I cut and I shake so much. It calms me, makes me happy for a short while. I wish I could be left alone though, my parents are the kind of parents who despise any problems […]

2/7/2017 2 comments

Misophonia and Psoriasis equals Despair

by Martyn 1/11/2017

written by Martyn

Hi,

I have had misophonia for over 30 years and psoriasis for nearly as long despite being prescribed immunosuppressants. As a result of arguments with a family member I have attempted to commit suicide twice by overdosing prescription drugs (beta-blockers and sleeping pills which shall remain nameless). On the second attempt late last year I was found by a doctor and taken to hospital where I narrowly avoided being sent to psychiatric hospital. Waking up in a hospital in a Fentanyl induced daze is a peculiar experience, especially being read the riot act for trying to take out my cannula.

As my misophonia and psoriasis are incurable […]

1/11/2017 2 comments

My first attempt…

by starrynights14 10/9/2016

written by starrynights14

I hated how my community view suicide as an cowardly, attention seeking and impulsive act. At least when I tried that several years ago, it wasn’t anything like that.

It’s a long story if you want me to talk about what lead to my attempt. My life has been absolutely exhausting, and there’s just no way for it to get any better. I had contemplated and planned my for my death for a very long time. However, committing to my decision to kill myself actually required a great deal of time and determination. It was actually pretty difficult to drown out that little voice in my […]

10/9/2016 0 comment

Tired of trying, wish I had the courage

by taru 4/10/2016

written by taru

I’ve had a fairly unsuccessful life, but I never wanted to commit suicide no matter how bad I felt. But four months ago in December, I come off of antidepressants, feeling I don’t need them anymore. I got my ears irrigated with water to remove ear wax by an incompetent doctor. A week later I get an upper respiratory infection and put on antibiotics and steroid drops for my ear. A week after that, I get tinnitus in one ear, which is constant ringing in the ears. At the same time I get interstitial cystitis which is bladder pain and I can no longer eat […]

4/10/2016 2 comments

Enough is Enough

by RITALIN Rx 3/30/2016

written by RITALIN Rx

I have searched everything about this suicide method and it’s driving me insane. What are the last words to say to a world trying to bring you down all the time? Not only shredding your wish to live, but invalidating you as a human. We live the times of modern slavery and global brainwashing. You either accept all their bullshit or you end being killed. Or at least wanting to die to escape from this grotesque hallucination called life. I’m out of this massacre. I’m on my way to finally get rid of all this nonsense. Even if it hurts so much. Freedom comes with […]

3/30/2016 20 comments

Facing My Demons. Literally.

by Lisa Marie 6/28/2015

written by Lisa Marie

In my previous post (my first) I gave my whole story. And…I know I’m committing suicide by overdose. It’s just, the timing is the question. Well…I’m at a family friends house watching their pets while their away for a while. And last night I was in their master bathroom looking for nail clippers because part of my nail got ripped off and I needed to trim it down. In this search I found vials of severe pain medication. One of the vials was opened and some taken out of it. I tried to fight my internal demons, and won…for only a few hours. I used 5 units, or roughly 1/10th of […]

6/28/2015 4 comments

Just Getting Into it

by WarIsPeace 2/8/2015

written by WarIsPeace

Well today my girlfriend left me. I have issues with crippling depression quite often, and even though I have been medicated several times, nothing works. I have been thinking about this for a long time now and I’m not sure if I should do it or not. When I think about suicide I am contempt, I just have accepted it as how I want to go. I think of it as something that is just going to happen to me, as an inevitability. Anyway My girlfriend doesn’t love me anymore, even though I have done everything in the world for her, and with her. I […]

2/8/2015 4 comments

plz help

by Bella 10/13/2014

written by Bella

whats the quickest least painful way to commit suicide, im only thirteen but ive had enough.
i just need a simple answer and no trying to talk me out of it.

10/13/2014 28 comments

Painless suicide

by B 9/27/2014

written by B

I know there are endless threads on this topic but I can’t seem to find a consistent answer. Does anyone know of a painless way to commit suicide (either from research or from a painless past overdose)? I do not know if I will get a response and if I do receive one I am not looking for some form of moral support. I understand that there is much to take out of life and that, as the 15 year old I am, I have not yet experienced many of the joys life has to offer, but I have suffered for too long. Medications and […]

9/27/2014 8 comments

The Last Step

by Disenchanted7 6/10/2014

written by Disenchanted7

I explained in my last post how many of my problems are congenital: that i’m extremely stupid, unattractive, physically undeveloped, and have no personality.Â The pain from this reality is escalating and i’m becoming increasingly angry at the world for it’s lack of empathy. For example, I’ve been to the cinema twice in the past two weeks and on both occasions people sitting opposite have laughed at me and called me a spastic/retard because of the way I stare at the screen and snicker repeatedly at funny moments because I’m too afraid to talk. I’m sick of sales assistants and security guards who glare at me […]

6/10/2014 5 comments

Contemplating suicide, deadline, 25.

by NZ91 4/6/2014

written by NZ91

I have had a plan since the age of 17 to commit suicide on the eve of my 25th birthday. However, as the years have passed by and my life has gradually declined into unemployment, heart break and despair I find myself contemplating my suicide earlier.

I am currently 22, turning 23 on the 15th April 2014.

I was blessed with being born to parents who had money through working from nothing to something. However, as is often the case, my Mother turned out to be an alcoholic and father, a control freak who smoked marijuana to control his tempers but which in fact made them worse.

IÂ began […]

4/6/2014 3 comments

Overdosing On Sleeping Pills

by silent_tears 1/14/2014

written by silent_tears

What are the effects of overdosing on sleeping pills? I know it’s stupid but I can’t help but wonder. Even though I think of committing suicide I’m scared of actually doing it. Same goes for cutting – though I actually do cut but my head clears once I have the blade in my hand making cutting more difficult.

1/14/2014 7 comments

An Abyss

by ravagedtantangle 11/25/2013

written by ravagedtantangle

The first time I attempted suicide I was eleven, it involved a shoddily tied hangmans knot, a bag, and a closet it looked like some kind of scene out of an erotic asphyxiation porn than a suicide. It left a circle of bruise around my neck for a week. My mother had been screaming at me for days , constantly yelling, constantly questioning my loyalty, constantly belittling me, keeping me in the house for days unable to go to school like all the other little girls do. I had no other option, no one would believe me, my mother told them I was crazy, I […]

11/25/2013 3 comments

full proof

by annasadko 10/12/2013

written by annasadko

I have been dead for years now and am ready to check out now…its time…I dont want to go into details of my life…all I can say is emotional and physical pain has worn me out…I do not want to be here anymore..I cant…I have tried to survive but I am drowning…sadly there is no one out there for me…no one…everyone I cared about…every one I thought cared for me is now gone…the people(person really) left in my life do not encourage suicide but left me emotionally long ago so I do not have a support system…not that I ever did…my physician have given up […]

10/12/2013 1 comment

DEPRESSION CAN NOT BE CURED

by Wei Se 5/23/2013

written by Wei Se

There is no treatment for depression. Suicide prevention is shit aswell. This shitty society should stop wasting their time for a so called treatment and prevention.

Just shoot me in the fucking head. What’s so hard to understand about that? I don’t want to fucking live. All available suicide methods suck.

Going in front of a train? Hanging? Jumping? Come on. I just want a god damn gun.

Who wants to live in this shit hole anyway?

Fuck you for making me stay here.

5/23/2013 9 comments

Thinking will be the death of me

by mblairt 5/7/2013

written by mblairt

I’ve imagined possible suicide methods for quite some time, but I never thought overthinking and looking back would do it. Considering what I’ve gone through, I have no control over it. I’m sorry I’m about to write a lot down.

I was conceived on the day my father forgot to pull out. I was not planned. My older sister needed a friend so my mother kept me. One and a half years after I was born, my parents divorced. Why? My father loved prostitutes and vodka more than his family. After that my mother dated numerous men and married & divorced 2 men before I reached […]

5/7/2013 1 comment

My Story

by just a guy 4/27/2013

written by just a guy

Hello,

I’m glad I found this website, if only to vent and see that are other folks in same boat (not that I’m happy about that).

My Story

I’m a 48 year-old male.Â Been diabetic for about 20 years.Â I been somewhat suicidal starting in my teens.Â I grew up in a fucked-up white trash family.Â Mom is a religious freak with little or no employable skills.Â My father has all sorts of mental issues and was quite abusive growing up.Â I decided to move out of state when I was 21 but at the time I getting along OK with my parents.Â I wasn’t kicked out or […]

4/27/2013 3 comments

the Dagger & the gastric region + self-Immolation

by Fieluk Ajirst 3/6/2013

written by Fieluk Ajirst

* Note: This was a Message sent originally to the Church of Euthanasia. What I need Ãs,Â theÂ Quick & the Death.
That’s why I am going to sent Mails to Multiple receivers.

Hello,

For long, long time I suffer { but I think that you have already heard this out of email-Messages more than once. }

I have started several Suicide-Roads [ means thinking and/or/nor preparing & planning for several suicide Methods on which I have resigned due to reasons. ], and have committed one suicide attempt by jumping in front of a Van approximately, roughly, 5 years ago which failed, most importantly because I was being watched and so […]

3/6/2013 2 comments

My last days

by mylastdays 2/15/2013

written by mylastdays

After studying leastÂ painfulÂ suicide methods for many weeks now, Â I came toÂ conclusionÂ that properly done partial suspension hanging is the least painful way out. Â And I do have a proof. Â Â This morning Â I tried my noose that I made yesterday from strong leather belt with strong, large D-ring style buckle (one of those “Lewis” designs), Â to “try and see the fit”.

I had the noose hanging from a staircase railing, put it around my neck. Â I lowered my knees and the very moment when I felt the noose closing tightly around my neck veins (without choking me), Â I realized that this would be “it”. Â My […]

2/15/2013 10 comments

moderators….??

by LauraLove 2/14/2013

written by LauraLove

it seems that this site is mostly just a vent site, blah blah, and moderators pick and choose who has the right to speak and who does not….why did my comment, simply stating both sides to the “suicide methods” argument on here get spammed ?….it was a genuine comment, by me, about this topic….

I would like to here a legit argument for this, as my post clearly stated, that although I think the moderation of people discussing suicide, its methods etc is ridiculous for a suicide project website, I full understand the legal, moral issues etc behind this….and I think a link to my blog […]

2/14/2013 5 comments

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